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one_step_closer 29-05-2012 12:18 PM

Not as good as yesterday, but surviving.

How are you, Louise?

Zedebee 29-05-2012 01:02 PM

Hello *waves*

Doikers 29-05-2012 01:05 PM

Hello Zebedee *Waves* How are you? I'm Mark :)

Zedebee 29-05-2012 01:09 PM

Hi nice to meet you Mark =)
I'm not too bad, but not so good.. How are you doing?
You can call me Zed =)

one_step_closer 29-05-2012 07:15 PM

Hi Zed, i'm Borris.

Zedebee 29-05-2012 07:31 PM

Hello there, Borris, it's a pleasure to meet you *tips hat*

one_step_closer 29-05-2012 07:51 PM

*offers hugs*

Zedebee 29-05-2012 08:05 PM

*hugs tight*

risenfromperdition 29-05-2012 08:09 PM

zeddehhhhh <3
*leans into*
hows you <3

risenfromperdition 29-05-2012 08:11 PM

its 90 degrees... i dislike this weather >.<

one_step_closer 29-05-2012 08:15 PM

That's hot, right? I actually have no idea about temperatures! *sends cooling breeze to Heather*

risenfromperdition 29-05-2012 08:19 PM

32.22 c apparently

Doikers 30-05-2012 10:02 AM

*Throws ice cubes at everyone*

one_step_closer 30-05-2012 01:28 PM

It's cooler here today. And it was raining a tiny bit for a couple of seconds.

Zedebee 30-05-2012 03:31 PM

*curls up under duvet*

one_step_closer 30-05-2012 04:54 PM

Is Zed ok?

Zedebee 30-05-2012 05:45 PM

*shrugs* I don't have any proper words to explain...

one_step_closer 30-05-2012 06:08 PM

Oh Zed *hugs* Can you use random words? One word? Anything healthy to express yourself and let it out?

risenfromperdition 30-05-2012 06:12 PM

*sits with zeddeh and puts fred under duvet with you*
what lindsey said

Zedebee 30-05-2012 06:15 PM

I just can't shake off this misery deep within and all my head keeps shouting is that it would all go away if I just go and get a bottle. *hides and shuts up*

risenfromperdition 30-05-2012 06:18 PM

thats not true though love, you'll just feel worse. stay strong, i know you can fight it. just curl up with fred and watch a movie maybe? *cuddle*
and no need to shut up lovely <3

Louise 30-05-2012 06:29 PM

hugs everyone

risenfromperdition 30-05-2012 07:03 PM


Louise 30-05-2012 07:15 PM

*waves back* how are you?

Somebody I used to know 30-05-2012 07:20 PM


Originally Posted by Zedebee (Post 3240142)
I just can't shake off this misery deep within and all my head keeps shouting is that it would all go away if I just go and get a bottle. *hides and shuts up*

*hugs tight* you know going to get a bottle would make things so much worse in the long run lovely. I know you can do this. Bazinga!

one_step_closer 30-05-2012 10:20 PM

Zed, I know it's tough but you can win this fight and feel proud of yourself for holding on.

Louise, how are you?

How are you, Heather?

risenfromperdition 30-05-2012 10:39 PM

im okish, how bout you <3

one_step_closer 30-05-2012 11:03 PM

Not satisfied with how my life is going right now, but i'm ok. Might try and get some sleep soon.

Synthetisk 30-05-2012 11:14 PM

Hi everyone, things aren't great again so yeah... back for now.

*cuddles under blanket*

risenfromperdition 31-05-2012 12:11 AM

hihi <3

Doikers 31-05-2012 11:18 AM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Zed* I Hope you're okay :)

*Hugs Feli*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Somebody I used to know* Hi , I'm Mark :)

one_step_closer 31-05-2012 01:23 PM

How is everyone today?

Zedebee 31-05-2012 05:03 PM

*hugs everybody* Thank you for the words. I ended up curling up and watching stuff on the interweb before I fell asleep. I didn't manage to go to group today but I WILL go tomorrow and I will NOT listen to any irrational thoughts. But for now I'm just going to sit in my corner of misery and not bug anybody *nod*

How're you doing Lindsay, dear?

one_step_closer 31-05-2012 06:42 PM

Come out of the corner, Zed. We're here for you.

I'm surviving.

sdixon 31-05-2012 06:52 PM

Hi, can I rejoin? My name is Shannon. I used to come here, but I kinda disappeared for almost 2 years.

one_step_closer 31-05-2012 07:02 PM

Hi Shannon, welcome back. How are you?

Zedebee 31-05-2012 07:17 PM

*shuffles over*

Surviving isn't as good as living y'know....

Hey Shannon, welcome back =)

sdixon 31-05-2012 07:19 PM

:) thanks guys, hugs. I am not doing so well anymore. How are you two?

one_step_closer 31-05-2012 08:35 PM

Anything you want to talk about, Shannon?

I guess i'm just tired of fighting to exist when it's not what I want.

Zedebee 31-05-2012 08:51 PM

*hugs Linds*

I don't have any useful words but I do completely understand...

Synthetisk 31-05-2012 09:06 PM

Today has been one huge, uphill struggle. I feel so distressed and unable to cope.

one_step_closer 31-05-2012 09:18 PM

Thanks, Zed. *hugs back*

Do you want to talk about it, Jamie?

Synthetisk 31-05-2012 09:28 PM

*cuddles Lindsay*

I've just been struggling to get out of bed, get things organised and function the past couple of weeks. I need to get my college funding and flat for next year sorted, but I just feel exhausted and my temper's been really short. I even struggled to get to the awards ceremony I was supposed to attend, and I don't even feel like I've accomplished anything despite the fact I got my qualification in youth work today.

risenfromperdition 31-05-2012 09:31 PM

*sits with everyone* love you guys <3
zeddeh, stay strong <3
congrats on the youth work qual :)

sdixon 31-05-2012 10:11 PM

(One, I don't remember your name. Sorry) Tomorrow will be 8 months of not cutting and I am just struggling to not do it. I am just tired.

one_step_closer 31-05-2012 10:43 PM

Jamie, it sounds like you're feeling really low and it's affecting a lot of your daily life. Has anything happened recently to lower your mood?

Shannon, nearly 8 months free is absolutely amazing! Don't give up now, you can keep going. Maybe you could do something nice to 'celebrate' tomorrow. My name's Lindsay :)

happiness...its all a lie 31-05-2012 10:55 PM

can i come in and hide please?? stupid flashbacks and urges i hate them.

one_step_closer 31-05-2012 10:56 PM

Hi Faye *hugs* What are you doing to try and cope?

happiness...its all a lie 31-05-2012 11:01 PM

Thanks lindsay how are you? i tried to talk to my bf but he felt ill so we only spoke shortly then i tried to sleep but turning off the light made things worse so now im just looking online at random things. Im scared though i dont know how to control myself.

sdixon 31-05-2012 11:49 PM

Thanks Lindsay, I don't want to give up. i may do something to celebrate tomorrow, idk, i just don't feel like doing anything right now. sorry, i'm a mess.

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