I want to crawl into a fort and just hide away. I'm far too overwhelmed to deal with the real world right now. I want hot cocoa with lots of marshmallows and my little stuffed doggie Stitcher and my favorite blanket. Being a parent is too tough right now.

*hides in the corner of the room and stares at the wall*

*sneaks in and curls up in a corner* hey guys, for those of you that don't know me, I'm Charlie. I used to spend a lot of time in here a few years back but I can see most of my old wardies aren't around so much anymore...

Hey Charlie :)

*curls up on the floor and takes slow deep breaths trying to calm down*

Hi Charlie *hugs if okay*

This afternon has just gone downhill very fast... and I am scared for tonight

Urmm..no hugs yet please :) *shakes hand* sorry you seem to be having a hard time. I hope things pick up for you both.
*curls up in a corner with teddies*

*peeks in, then cautiously tiptoes to a corner with a bean bag, duvet, and teddy*

I'm just going to hide away here and have a little cry if no one minds.....

I'm tired of being an adult! Can I just watch Disney movies or Christmas movies and color instead?

medicine more medicine, angry home nursing care, ignorant people working around me misinterpret stuff that we never said. but christmas is good.

happy christmas everyone and i wish that angels will leave a snowflake on each of your pillows :)

I am not really a veteran. Been on here a year. But I need somewhere safe. I can't be brave anymore. My parents make me feel trapped and hopeless. Need hugs.

*crawls in quietly and hides under blanket* I am just going to hide here until my depression magically disappears and I can be somewhat okay again. I highly doubt that will happen considering this time my depression has been getting quite bad and I am on my sixth month of misery. I am going crazy I mean my depression never goes away completely (and while hard I have managed to deal with it for the last 12 years) but this time it is at it's absolute worse and I am hopelessly stuck in it and there isn't any way out.

I'm back again after yet another hospital trip and all I want to do is curl up in a corner and cry. After an event in hospital I've started having flashbacks from before my first ever ECT sessions. Losing those memories is part of the reason I'm still alive. Right now I don't know if I can cope with this or even if this is just the world telling me my time has come. It's getting harder each day to get through and I'm not sure whether it's worth fighting or even possible. For now I'm just going to hide in a corner with my pillow, blankets and bears....

*curls up in corner with some books and a warm blanket*
Life is bad sometimes, I just wanna get away for a little.

*curls up in a corner crying and cuddling my bear*

My GP accidentally triggerred me into a severely suicidal situation where I've been planning out my next suicide attempt and ensuring that my husband will not be the person to find me, that noone will find me until it's way to late for me to be recovered and that the plan will work perfectly. Am I doing the wrong thing? Does it even matter? What am I supposed to do to stop the flashbacks, the overwhelming depression and the almost constant and frequent triggering..... Especially when I'm not able to take medications to help me cope... Maybe I just need to accept that my time is coming and I need to b e prepared for it when it does. Or I can just keep hiding in a pillow fort for the remainder of my life....

*sigh*

I'm so over having kids right now. I can't handle all the meltdowns. I just want to craw into my son's fort and never come out. Just let me curl up with a blanket and pillow and I'll be alright. Maybe.

*disappears iinto a corner to cry*

It's time to listen to the song lyrics and just "let it go".....

I guess I will stay here for a lil while... very suicidal and trying to stay safe but its mot working very well :(

-Finds her little curling up space and her teddybear- don't wanna....

How are you doing today Matt?

Can I disappear from this world for a while? I can't handle daily life and right at the moment I can barely manage to stay alive for a day. My brain, the flashbacks and the hallucinations are encouraging me to just give up and give in but I don't want to hurt those that I love.

So torn right now so I'm going to hide away from the world in a pillow fort with my teddy bear.....