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SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 08:48 PM

*cuddles Felicia, Mark and Lia* you guys are like family to me <3

misskitty112 04-10-2010 08:50 PM

I know I push myself really hard. I feel like I have to though, to make something of myself and make people like me. My work will pay off in the end, yes?
But I know I'm taking on a lot... I seriously crashed at 9:45 last night. Fell asleep with my homework still in my hands. Woke up at 6:45 this morning. Took a ton of sore throat medicine and went to class. Fun fun. I got asked to help with Homecoming though... and I can't say no, what if they really need my help?

*hugs Sarah* everyone here's like my family too :)

Doikers 04-10-2010 08:51 PM

<3 Sarah<3 I feel the same :)

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 08:54 PM

Felicia, you need to take some you time sweetie x

Thanks for everything guys, you're all amazing

Doikers 04-10-2010 08:57 PM

*Spots Crimson and Hugs*

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 09:03 PM

Still feeling all meh, tempted to go make pop tarts and green tea but I want those to have in bed later and I can't go bed yet. Grr.

Doikers 04-10-2010 09:03 PM

Will you be okay if I go to bed now Sarah?

misskitty112 04-10-2010 09:05 PM

Ahhh... my ears hurtttt... How long do pain meds take to kick in?

Doikers 04-10-2010 09:07 PM

When did you take them Felicia?

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 09:07 PM

Yeah of course Mark, thanks for staying for me, means a lot <3

misskitty112 04-10-2010 09:10 PM

I took them about 15 minutes ago.

Doikers 04-10-2010 09:11 PM

*Hugs Sarah*You're welcome :)

*Hugs Felicia* I hope your pain meds kick in soon.

I'm off then , to sleep Night night y'all :)

misskitty112 04-10-2010 09:12 PM

Night, Mark!

Doikers 04-10-2010 09:12 PM

Oh and Felicia , I think regular pain killers can take a half hour to work so you are nearly there :)

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 09:12 PM

Nighty night Mark *cuddles*

And Felicia, most start to kick in after around 30 mins, pain meds wise. Not sure on yours but all mine were 30min-1h if that helps *hugs*

misskitty112 04-10-2010 09:28 PM

Thanks, guys :) They've started to kick in, so that's good.

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 09:31 PM

Thats good :)

I'm so tired and hungry now :(

nicole94 04-10-2010 09:38 PM


SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 09:40 PM

You okay Nicole? *hugs*

nicole94 04-10-2010 09:45 PM

*hugs sarah* i suppose, jut a bit triggerd and stressed cause the fairs in town and the amount of noise/people scares me and i cant avoid it cause its literally right outside my front door :(

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 09:51 PM

Oh no. I hate loud noises :( Want a blanket fort? *cuddles*

nicole94 04-10-2010 09:55 PM

*cuddles* yes please! :( i want it to be soundproof though please lol. lots of loud noises and flashing lights :( i still went to the fair and went on some rides, it's not so bad early on when its mainly little kids and their mums, it's now when its dark and full of teenagers drinking :(

FlyingNy 04-10-2010 10:02 PM

*Hugs Felicia, Sarah and Mark and Nicole*

You guys are like family to me too. I love this ward.

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 10:04 PM

*produces soundproof fort*

This ward is my sanctuary from all my problems, its my sanctuary from reality and I love it here *cuddles Nicole and Lia*

nicole94 04-10-2010 10:06 PM

*cuddles lia and sarah* thanks sarah *hugs* i know what you mean, the people in this ward have saved my life countless times, i love you wardies <3

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 10:12 PM

Yeah same. Is lovely here. *cuddles*

needhelp 04-10-2010 10:14 PM

*hides* secretly wishing someone loved her... understands y they dnt tho

nicole94 04-10-2010 10:15 PM

oh god. i really don't think i can handle going to college tomorrow.

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 10:27 PM

LJ is it? I'm sure you're loveable, everyone is, honestly. *hugs if its okay*

*cuddles Nicole* I can't face uni right now, I just can't focus :(

nicole94 04-10-2010 10:31 PM

*cuddles sarah* i know, it's so hard, i really wanna give up tbh, but if i gave up college i would have to get a job and would be in exactly the same position so i need to stay. i mean i have support at college but i find it hard to tell people when i'm struggling. eurgh. i suppose i have to go in tomorrow. if i have one day off i wont ever go back, so i suppose i need to keep going :(

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 10:41 PM

Yeah, is best to keep going at it hun *cuddles*

nicole94 04-10-2010 10:45 PM

*cuddles* i know it is, and same for you too with uni. idk, it's just that i hardly left the house for 8 months, then i go from that to going to college 4 days a week. i'm finding it hard to adjust.

SparkleKitten 04-10-2010 10:52 PM

Same really, and I can't focus at all, when I try to my head is fuzzy. Its hard. :(

Heading off for the night. Thank you wardies *cuddles all* <3

nicole94 04-10-2010 10:58 PM

*cuddles* i know the feeling! yet somehow i'm getting through all my work :/ idk, i think it helps that i told the college about my MH issues and SH so they are supportive and help me a lot. i'm just really panicking about college tomorrow for some reason :/

Scarletdreamer 05-10-2010 01:31 AM

*cuddles all*

Sorry not been about for a bit... Mark, 's true, you are amazing, as are you, Lia, and Sarah, and Felicia, & everyone else!!! :) <3 You ALL (yes, even the newbies!!) are wonderful!!

Ohhh and Joc, welcome back!! (I know you posted quite a few pages back but... wanted to send welcomes and cuddles your way!!) *big cuddles*

*hides in the warren to cry where no one will hear her* :'(

shadowedsoul 05-10-2010 03:01 AM

cuddles all.

Doikers 05-10-2010 09:19 AM

*Hugs April*

*Hugs Nicole good luck at college today*

*Hugs Sarah* Good luck at college for you too .

*Hugs LJ*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Jill*

Well I just got up to find last nights meds still sitting in their cup waiting to be taken , Oops! , So I took them , then I took this mornings meds , I don't feel as groggy this morning and I forgot one particular med that makes me groggy last night , coincedence? hmmm. I took it this morning , I mean I took ALL my night meds as I won't be taking them again until tonight.

SparkleKitten 05-10-2010 01:33 PM

*cuddles all* I don't want to leave the house today, I tried, I just can't. I don't have the motivation to get dressed. :(

Doikers 05-10-2010 02:42 PM

*Cuddles Sarah*

shadowedsoul 05-10-2010 02:53 PM

hugs everbody. nevermind being stuiped. curls up and hides hoping no one will find me.

SparkleKitten 05-10-2010 03:07 PM

*cuddles Mark* my Fiance and I had a bit of a row this morning, so my day freaking sucks. Seeing my counsellor this evening though.

*cuddles Jill* you okay hun?

misskitty112 05-10-2010 03:31 PM

I'm going to Creative Writing. I'll have to read a scene from my story, none of which are finished cause they're so damn painful to write.

Then I go to counseling. Today sucks.

Doikers 05-10-2010 03:50 PM

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Sarah*

Sorry I have no words right now , I cut and I want to again and again. I don't like myself right now:(

Scarletdreamer 05-10-2010 03:59 PM

Mark, sorry to hear that you're feeling so, well, poopy. :( *cuddles* Is/are your cut(s) okay? I mean, taken care of etc.? You're usually pretty careful about that but I thought I'd ask anyway. *extra big cuddles*

Sarah, sorry that you and your fiancÚ had a row. :( That bites. Hopefully it can be remedied?.... I don't understand people who say that they don't want to be around their "friends" or family because those people are feeling low and that brings the other people down. If you LOVE them then shouldn't you WANT to be around them, help them the best you can, etc., etc.? Or am I just weird, because I want to help people & see hope for everyone? :( I don't want to think that, because that means that this world is in an even sorrier state than I thought... *cuddles tight*

Felicia, I hope that the reading aloud of the short story goes okay. :( Was that the short story that had something to do with the skeletons in your closet, so to speak? I'm sorry, memory is like a sieve. :( I also hope that counseling goes okay. I go tomorrow... finally... after 2 weeks without, it's going to be a relief to see her again and be able to blab about stuff. I know that I NEED counseling and am lucky to have found a wonderful therapist. :-/ I just hope that, well, it goes okay for both of us. :)

Hee, I'm listening to Christmas music. ^_^ It makes me happy inside, all warm & fuzzy. :) I love Christmas, love love love LOVE IT!!! and it can't get here fast enough, although I definitely am NOT looking forward to the snow... bleh. I mean, I can't wait until the first snow, but it's a pain having to clear off my car before I go anywhere, and being careful driving around here. So many hills, which I adore, but... can be a pain since neither Jarrod nor I have 4WD. Grrrr. But I <3 snow... so pretty. I just don't like the annoyance that it brings. IF that made any sense I will be astounded. :P

I woke up feeling fine then having some GI issues... ugh. But I'm feeling better now (don't worry, no puking, and also, I don't think it's infectious, am pretty sure that it was just nerves about my upcoming job training ACKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!). Erm anyway, am doing okay now. Have had some ginger tea (omnomnom!!!) and some canned peaches for breakfast (weird I know but I'm being gentle with my tummy, lol). *sigh* I'm nervous still though, feel kinda like jumping out of my skin even though I've had a Klonopin. Bleeehhh. I've journaled some already today as well so I think I need to journal some more... :-/ It really helps with getting out my "blah" feelings.

*cuddles all not mentioned* I hope Hels is having an okay time at her bestie's. :)

shadowedsoul 05-10-2010 04:00 PM

cuddles all. erm no not really, dont really care tho, so its all good

Doikers 05-10-2010 04:07 PM

*Hugs April* The cut is taken care of if a little sore , It will leave another little scar , fantastic :S (sarcasm)

SparkleKitten 05-10-2010 04:37 PM

*cuddles Felicia*

*cuddles Mark* Hope you're okay :(

*cuddles Jill*

*cuddles April* It should be easily sorted, he needs someone to talk to that isn't me about all of this, so I just hope he gets that. Its been such a hard day today. I just wish everything was okay again, so he didn't have to resent every happy couple he sees or my friends and family because I can lie to them so easily... I don't know what to do anymore :(

Doikers 05-10-2010 04:45 PM

*Hugs Sarah just because*

SparkleKitten 05-10-2010 04:48 PM

Thanks Mark. I'm calming down now. *hugs*

shadowedsoul 05-10-2010 05:04 PM

hugs mark back.
hugs ribenalion. curls up

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