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misskitty112 07-08-2010 11:50 PM

*hugs April*

So... I'm going to go watch a musical tonight. I will be back probably after most of you all have signed off for the night.

*leaves care packages on the way out*

shadowedsoul 08-08-2010 12:58 AM

Cuddles all. Curls up in corner. Jill needs to be strong, don't feel strong this is killing me seeing how all this is effecting everybody. Rocks back and forth mubbling Jill needs to be strong, Jill needs to be strong. =(

Scarletdreamer 08-08-2010 01:55 AM

*cuddles Jill, Felicia, & everyone else that's struggling*

Sorry no individuals right now... am feeling pretty crap. Been a slow day on the ward, I see... guess lots of people have weekend plans or something, or are gone on vacations etc. Am "draggingly" tired myself, as it's just nearly 9pm and I've been up since a little before 6am. Never mind the fact that I took a nap. >_<

Can I have some hugs? :-S

MammaMia 08-08-2010 02:23 AM

I've had a busy day :P Well I was at my Nan's for most of the day then been paying MSN/Facebook my most attention for this evening. Should get myself to bed really.

Having an awful night with my skin & my continuing stomach pains =[

MammaMia 08-08-2010 02:24 AM

Oh & cuddles for all. Sorry for no individuals.

Kahlia1981 08-08-2010 03:24 AM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2435745)
*Hugs Kahlia* I'm frustrated at myself , and numb (constantly) , the sedative affects of meds plus depression = me not being able to get out of bed at a "reasonable" time and I struggle to function at all until about 3pm when I "Wake up" and I'm usually numb/low so I just want to sleep ,sorry .

How are you doing Kahlia?

Mark, really sorry to hear you are numb, and from what I have read on the pages since this original post was written, still numb. I really do understand what you mean about the medication effects + mood effects = basically wanting to sleep. My housemate has something similar - although his is just a combination of medication effects (both pain relievin and psych) + pain, but the principle is the same. He has to sleep for like 12 hours of he just can't function at all. Very sorry to hear that. :-(

As for me, I'm as anxious as hell. So far the anafranil hasn't had an effect, but that's not surprising because I've only been taking it for two nights. And on top of that I'm also coming off the beta-blocker at a rate of 20mg every two days.

April: Of course you can have some hugs . . . *huggles you*

Helen: I'm glad you managed to find a college that you think will be appropriate and have appropriate support. Can you check out the available support services on the Open Days? Sorry if that sounds dense but I only have experience with what we have here. *offers cuddles*

Really sorry for the lack of individual replies, I'm just not keeping up at the moment. :-(

Kahlia1981 08-08-2010 04:41 AM

I just want to post a little poem/something for you. I didn't write it and I'd have to search for who did but it's something for you all to remember:

When you are sad, I will dry your tears.
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried, I will give you hope.
When you are confused, I will help you cope.
And when you are lost, and can't see the light.
I shall be your beacon shining ever so bright
This is my oath. I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask?
Because you are my friend.

*big huggles*

MammaMia 08-08-2010 10:05 AM

Kahlia, love the poem and sorry you're so anxious. It's horrible. I'm hoping to ask about student support stuff on the open day ^_^

Kahlia1981 08-08-2010 10:42 AM

Helen: Cool (about Student Support/Open Day). I have to admit I'm over being anxious - it's been going on for months now ... How are you doing? *huggles*

Doikers 08-08-2010 11:15 AM

Thats a lovely poem Kahlia :) Thanks for sharing *Hugs* I'm sorry you are feeling anxious :(

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs April*

*hugs Felicia*

MammaMia 08-08-2010 11:55 AM

Kahlia, I don't blame you being over it, having it for one day drives me mad, to have it on months on end just sounds totally unbearable :( *cuddles tight* I'm bit happy today..I think :O Not expecting to last long. Also I have a very itchy face, RAWR!!!! I've had an allergic reaction to a skin product =[ My stomach's been sore for over 48 hours now but I think it's finally getting better...we shall see.

*hugs Mark back* How you doing?

nicole94 08-08-2010 11:55 AM

my 'friend' isnt giving up. im getting angry. shes claiming she doesnt care and that im gonna be the one to regret it. but every time i walk past her she shouts 'fatshit' at the top of her voice, and shes adding all my friends on facebook and tellling them lies about me :(

MammaMia 08-08-2010 11:55 AM

Seems like she does care since she's going out of her way to do all this and to try upset you *cuddles Nicole tight* Try ignore her babe??

nicole94 08-08-2010 11:58 AM

*huggles helen* im trying but shes really starting to get to me! i just want to hit her!

MammaMia 08-08-2010 12:10 PM

*hugs Nicole* I bet honey but keep trying, she'll soon give up and pick on someone else.

nicole94 08-08-2010 12:12 PM

*hugs* ugh, she just sent me this:

"get used to it". Not everyone becomes a self-centered bitch. Tbh, you only caused problems and lisa was sick of you anyway. You depress everyone. So I'm gonna walk away, you can continue slitting your wrists, make a ****ing shake out of the blood and drink it, cry yourself to sleep every night, become even more of a freak of nature, social recluse, generally fail hard on your ass EVEN MORE, if that be possible... I don't care. Good riddance.

MammaMia 08-08-2010 12:35 PM

Jesus, she's a pathetic bitch who clearly doesn't understand self harm or mental health :/ *cuddles tight*

nicole94 08-08-2010 12:37 PM

*cuddles helen* but thats the thing. she self harmed for 3 years :(

MammaMia 08-08-2010 12:42 PM

*cuddles Nicole* Oh...that certainly changes things :/ Are you sure she definitely did? Sorry...it's just some people fake it & those comments really sound like they're coming from someone who doesn't understand self harm much. Or maybe she's just trying to come across as really nasty & stuff...

I'm rambling...

nicole94 08-08-2010 12:46 PM

im sure she self harmed, ive seen the scars, fresh cuts and visited her in hospital when she OD'd or cut too deep, i have seen her cut herself. i just dont understand how someone could be so nasty :(

MammaMia 08-08-2010 12:53 PM

Some people just are sweets :( *cuddles*

nicole94 08-08-2010 12:54 PM

*cuddles* i really want to hit her. like REALLY want to. :(

Doikers 08-08-2010 12:56 PM

Ohh Nicole I'm sorry that girl is being such a bitch to you , try not to rise to it though :S It sucks that you are getting upset by it *Hugs*

nicole94 08-08-2010 12:59 PM

*hugs mark* im trying to ignore it. its just-WHO in their right mind makes a shake out of their blood and drinks it?! shes gotta be pretty messed up to even be thinking that!

MammaMia 08-08-2010 01:07 PM

It's not a good thing to be thinking....not that you were asking me but still :P

nicole94 08-08-2010 01:08 PM

*hugs helen* i was talking to everyone lol. im just so fed up of her, shes like a stalker!

MammaMia 08-08-2010 01:09 PM

Try cut out her out of your life, like you have & got to really try ignore her babe. I know it's not easy but she WILL get fed up eventually if you can try *cuddles* She'll end very lonely person if she carries on like that...

nicole94 08-08-2010 01:13 PM

*cuddles* i'm trying, its just-well last time she did this, first she started with all my facebook friends turning them against me. (which shes doing already) and then she came on here and tried it...then she started on my family. i just dont know what to do!

Doikers 08-08-2010 06:10 PM

Gosh , it's been a quiet Sunday on the ward , I'm a bit lonely .
*Leaves Hugs on the table*

Louise 08-08-2010 06:18 PM

*hugs everyone* sits in the corner crying

Doikers 08-08-2010 06:35 PM

*Hugs Louise* Whats the matter?

risenfromperdition 08-08-2010 06:59 PM

hi lovelies, sorry havent been around. only allowed on computer for like an hour a day... stupid.
love all of you <3

Doikers 08-08-2010 07:03 PM

Hey Heather :) *Hugs*

*Hey Felicia* I spot you !:)

risenfromperdition 08-08-2010 07:04 PM

*hugs nicole* god that person's an arse... and thats putting it nicely >< try to ignore her sweetie, she's not worth getting upset over. i know its not that easy though <3

misskitty112 08-08-2010 07:04 PM

Hey everyone.
I haven't read everything yet, so I'm gonna try to get caught up.
*hugs everyone*

I had a bad night last night, and cut, and holy hell it seems more painful than usual. Oh well... I'll deal.

risenfromperdition 08-08-2010 07:04 PM

hey mark :)

ergh bbq =\ wooo =s.

Doikers 08-08-2010 07:25 PM

Oh Felicia , I'm sorry you had a bad night :( Look after yourself .

Not a fan of bbq Heather ? me neither :) (Vegetarian)

Scarletdreamer 08-08-2010 07:30 PM

Hi everyone...

*cuddles all* Individuals I will try to do later... right now I'm just relaxing after we skipped church and went on a REALLY tough hike... damn, I am so not in shape, haha. I stopped about 10 times on the first part of the hike (it was about 3.5 miles total) because it was so freaking steep and my heart and lungs just couldn't handle keeping on going. :-/ But I did it!! and am proud of myself for finishing it. :D We just got back from lunch at Taco Bell (yum) and my legs are still a little shaky from the hike. But oh well.

I'm in a pretty good mood at the moment, surprisingly, guess it was the really intense exercise that did it. Sadly, most days I am just not up to doing that type/amount of exercise... or else am too tired to do so. Guhhh. Stupid me. >_<

*more cuddles for everyone*

misskitty112 08-08-2010 07:30 PM

Yeah, I'm looking after it, Mark. Oh, and I've been meaning to tell you pretty much since you first introduced yourself, that I love your Paramore avatar. It makes me happy.

Heather, I definitely do not like bbq either.

I spy April *hugs*

Doikers 08-08-2010 07:49 PM


Oh, and I've been meaning to tell you pretty much since you first introduced yourself, that I love your Paramore avatar. It makes me happy.

:) Thanks , I'm glad it makes you happy :)

*Hugs April* :)

SoMuchMore 08-08-2010 08:14 PM

*hugs everyone* sorry its not more.

So tired of everything.

Louise 08-08-2010 08:33 PM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2437370)
*Hugs Louise* Whats the matter?

Feeling really low and scared.

*hugs everyone else*

Louise 08-08-2010 08:34 PM

Anything you want to talk about Laura?

nicole94 08-08-2010 09:20 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 08-08-2010 09:26 PM

*Hugs Nicole* How are you this evening?

nicole94 08-08-2010 09:30 PM

*hugs mark* im not doing too well if im honest :( theres this girl who i really like and i was pretty sure she liked me too and we are supposed to be meeting up tomorrow but she has suddenly stopped answering my texts so i dont know if we are or not and i'm getting paranoid and feeling abandoned :(

Doikers 08-08-2010 09:38 PM

Don't get paranoid Nicole , Mobiles get turned off , left in a different room , battery needs re-chargeing , you'll probably have a great time tommorow :)

misskitty112 08-08-2010 09:40 PM

I agree with Mark, Nicole.
How are you, Mark?

nicole94 08-08-2010 09:41 PM

yeah but it was like nearly 2 hours since she last text me. and im not really sure if we are still meeting now...

SoMuchMore 08-08-2010 09:50 PM

*hugs louise* I dont really think I can talk about it right now.. but thanks for asking hun. Sorry that you are not feeling well today. Here if you need to talk.

*hugs mark, nicole, april, helen, kahlia, felicia, and everyone else*

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