*Finds spare corner in empty room*

*hugs everyone and offers some halloween cookies*

*hugs everyone*

Can I just go into some padded room somewhere and cry until I cry my heart out?

*hugs Kahlia* What's wrong?

I've never been so mentally unwell in my life. I'm scared that i'll never get back to who I was. I wish I was in a real psych ward so that they could guide me in the right direction.

*curls up*

I wish I could cry and cry and cry my heart out :/ :(

*hugs kahlia, one_step_closer, and helen* Sorry you guys are having a such a hard time. Wish I could say something that would help. Stay safe.

Feeling very unmotivated and a little hung over. Halloween was pretty good though. Except for one or two incidents.. but o well.

I hope you feel better soon Laura.

*hugs Lindsay back* I don't know what's wrong. For the last two weeks I've felt a deep, deep sadness and activities that used to bring joy, solace and comfort no longer do.

*hugs Helen* I hear you hun

*hugs everyone*

I leave in about an hour to talk to my GP about the Seroquel trial. Fun .... not. But it has to be done. *sigh* I'm not looking forward to the bike ride there and back .... but I suppose at least I'll be exercising. I'm going to do some (much needed) shopping while I'm out and get out my rent. So I have to go ... I just don't feel up to it. Oh well.

*hugs everyone*

My Seroquel has been upped but the pharmacy didn't have the 300mg tablets and have ordered them in for me. They won't arrive until tomorrow but I'm not riding all that way and trying to find a park for my bike just to pick up meds so I'll use 3 of my 100 mg tablets until wednesday night because I have to go over that way on wednesday anyway. It's a royal pain in the neck ... but meh.

*hugs everyone then finds a corner, curls up and starts crying*

*holds Kahlia* I'm here for you, you are not alone. Please PM if you need to.

Cuddles everyone

*hugs everyone*

I have to leave shortly for my first session with a new psychologist. I'm terrified....

Good luck Kahlia

I'm in sooo much pain. Can't sleep as a result. Getting bit grumpy now lol :(

Thanks Helen, and sorry to hear you are in pain. *hugs you*

*hugs everyone*

How did it go honey?? *hugs you back and then cuddles everyone else*

Still in ****ing pain. Not ****ing happy.

*hugs everybody*

Just popped in to give everybody hugs...hope you're all doing ok.
Sorry I don't check the thread as often as I'd like, but I'm always a PM away if any of you need anything...I'll certainly try to help...x

*cuddles everyone*

The appointment with the psychologist went well. He wants to see me weekly but my next appointment isn't until December unless there is a cancellation.

I'm glad your appointment went well but that is quite a wait.