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*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Lindsay* *Hugs Louise* |
*hugs Mark*
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*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Lindsay* *Hugs Louise* *Hugs Mark* |
I desperately want to overdose but I don't have enough medication yet. I don't want to die from it, I just want to get away from the world for a while so when I do it i'll probably need to get checked over at hospital and I hate that part of it.
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*hugs Lindsay*
I understand what your saying Lindsay, I feel the same. I have a plan to OD next week, but not to die from it. |
Guys n gals, PLease PLEASE be careful ODing, I'll leave it at that , I bet you all know your limits but take care okay??? I can't preach I do the same with the drink
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* hugs Lindsay*
* hugs Oliver * I understand that feeling myself too ..if it wasnt for my husband i would OD too... sorry you both are struggling pm me if you need to talk at any time |
Just finished at the doc, she is going to have the crisis team checking up on me daily for the next week. Not sure how to feel about this development. Don't really like the idea of someone "checking" on me at all. I feel trapped in the whole situation.
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*hugs mark, jeff, louise, angel, oliver, lindsay, jill and everyone else who I may have forgotten*
I have to get rid of the food that I just ate. Even though there was almost no fat in it, or sugar. My dad was spending 2 weeks at his girlfriends place, because he was ill. Then he came back to his place on tuesday. He didn't call me or anything. Now someone told me on facebook that he brought his girlfriend.. that explains why he didn't call or text me. His girlfriends are always more important than his kids. Especially, because I also got told on facebook that he's going to leave for the weekend tomorrow and he didn't mention it to me. I already have plans to visit a friend over the weekend. But if my dad is leaving with his girlfriend I'll have to take care of the horse. Fvck life! |
Asked my husband if he would let me OD ...he said no...he dont understand that i need to...
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*huggles all*
hey guyz and gals. how is everyone today? *Sits in corner and wraps arms around legs* |
*hugs Angel* I'm sorry that you are feeling like ODing is the only way. Could your husband help you to get through tonight without ODing?
*hugs BWchick* (sorry, don't know your name). what's going on for you? |
*hugz back* I'm Meganna! go ahead and call me whatever!
I have just been feeling realy crummy lately.... |
I started to take some pills ...my husband came in and stopped me ...
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*hugs Mark, Angel, Laura, Megz, Angel, Jeff, Lindsay, Jill, Louise and everyone else in the ward*
I'm at my parents for a few days, which means internet :), but **** from my father :( |
*hugs everyone*
I'm sick of uni work. Sick of it. Also, I NEED to SI... but I shouldn't before my formal dance on Saturday. :/ Oh, god... what am I gonna do? I'm sorry, I complain too much. |
*hugs Felicia* PLease try to stay safe. I'm here if you need to talk/rant.
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that is totally how i feel! except i have only been check out medically twice from doing it.. i thought i was alone in that feeling.... thank you for this.. sorry hi im new here |
*Hugz* Hi! My name is meganna! what would you like to be called by? :) and how are you darlin
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*Hugs Angel*
*Hugs Jeff* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Megz* *Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Felicia* *Waves to SkinEssays* Hey I'm Mark :) |
I'm checking myself in.... :/
I'm not feeling too good today. |
*Hugs to all*
*Waves to new wardies* Just checking in to say hello, can't find the words to express how I feel right now |
*Hugs Jeff*
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hugs everyone
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*hugs all*
Just to let you all know my internet in my flat is being set up on 24th May, so if I'm not around, or only online when I can get into uni then that is why. *leaves lots of safe hugs for you all* |
*hugs everyone*
I feel like a Cliché... does anyone else really not get on with their mum???? I'm only home from uni for a few weeks and she's driving me insane. I used to wonder why I had issues, then I realised I was raised by a she devil. Blah, I can never be what she wants!!!!! I think someone needs to put me in a straight jacket... |
*Hugs Oliver*
Rhi are hugs okay? *Waves* |
*hugs everyone*
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Hey *Hugs Laura*
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*hugs all* sorry don't have time for individual replies.
I have to go sleep cause I have to be at the train station at 6am tomorrow. no... actually before that. more like 5:30 am or so. cya all sunday night. |
Yeh Hugs are ok :-) *waves back*
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*hugs Mark, Rhi, Laura, Laura, Louise, megz, Jeff and everyone else*
how are you all? |
*Hugs back*
How are you doing? :-) I know you don't know me but i've been reading... hows living in your new flat going? is it in Manchester? |
Hey, I'm Oliver :)
the new flat is good, its nice to have my own space, although at my parents for a few days, but back there tomorrow and yes it is indeed in Manchester. how are you? |
I'm Rhian!
I live in Manchester when I'm at uni. I love being over there and having my own space and being able to do what I want :-) How are you is one of the God awful questions lol I would say 'I'm good' but it tends not to wash on here!!! I'm not bad though, I always finds the night gets a bit slow after midnight when your on your own. |
Hi Rhian, I'm in Manchester for uni too :), although I'm taking a year out atm for health reasons.
I'm here if you want to talk about anything, yeah I know what you mean with the nights dragging on. |
Hi ... just spent the night at the hospital with my nephew because he was feeling unwell ... i feel awake and not sure what to do with myself..
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I've been meaning to take a year out but it never happened!!!! I finish for good in a month :/ Graduations sort of snuck up on me...
Which uni do you go to? I go to Salford Uni. Thanks for the offer, its nice to know theres someone to talk to how doesn't know mw inside out! I think its easier sometimes. The offers there for you too :) I'm a good listener. |
What was wrong with your nephew Alex? I feel awake too!
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I go to the RNCM.
what you studying? *hugs* Hi Alex. is your nephew ok? I feel really wide awake and hungry, may have to make a trip to the kitchen! |
I went to look round at Royal Northern with my girlfriend a few years ago, it seemed like a really nice place! I'm studying Graphic Design... it can be very boring lol
Kitchen trips in the middle of the night are the best things ever! I'm enjoying the easter eggs in the fridge atm! :) |
yeah it is a nice place.
what exactly is graphic design? (sorry if I sound stupid asking that) |
he was getting chest tightness and a fast heart beat and was really hot ...it turned out to be a panic attack and he saw the mental health team there as he is feeling suicidal as well.
He really isn't doing so good at the moment am worried about him |
hello everyone..
thanks my real name is michelle nice to meet everyone |
Oliver - Graphic design is art on a computer basically lol! Its everything from posters, cd covers, instruction booklet diagrams, anything 'designed' really! It's not a stupid question! I went to uni to do fine art and swapped to graphic design but I didn't know what it was till I got to uni!
Alex - I'm sorry to hear that, Ive been in a similar situation with my 15yr old nephew. Is there anything I can do for you? |
I'm sorry to hear your nephew isnt doing so well Alex *offers a hug if you want*
Hi Michelle, I'm Oliver *waves* Thanks for explaining Rhian. It sounds like something I would be utterly useless at! anything like that I fail miserably at. |
Nice to meet you Michelle :-) I see your in America!!! I love the USA.
How are you? |
*waves back*
im not so sure how im doing. life seems to be so slow yet my mind seems to be going so fast does that make sense? lol how is everyone else? |
that does mae sense Michelle. I get like that sometimes. *offers hugs if ok*
I am feeling really crap, father kicked off earlier and now he has buggered off and is still not back, but i dont care I hate him, just wish he didnt shout at mum, she already has MS to deal with and my issues, god I want to kill him. |
*hugs everyone*
I have the concentration of a goldfish today. |
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