nice idea Mark, can you sign my name please.

*cuddles all*

Ooo Mark sign my name!

*hugs everyone* My mind isn't stable enough to do many individual replies atm, will try to get some in later.

*hugs April* Thanks for the long response. No, I don't think I've ever been fully psychotic, at least I hope I would remember if I was =/ But no... and it's hard not to let the drugs mess with my sanity. They're supposed to be stopping the crazy thoughts, but I just keep hearing "crazy. freak. psycho." on repeat, over and over...

I'll stop complaining now though. Gotta work for 5 hours, so tempted to cancel it...

*hugs everyone*
i just stood on some broken glass and cut my toe and now i cant feel my foot :/

Oh dear Nicole, at this rate you'll chop your whole arm off by the end of the day :) Don't be too hard on yourself, we all slip up, we all did it.

COULD BE TRIGGERING-I did last night too, worse than I have done in ages, but it felt fantastic at the same time. Sorry, couldn't work out how to hide it.

Glad it went well Oliver :)

Hope you're OK Taz *offers hugs*?

xx

*Spies Helen* How are you?
x

*hugs lia* aaw, souds like we both had a bad night :( i had the same feeling, i hated it, but at the same time i loved it, and i didnt mean to cut my toe :( i accidentally stood on the glass. i have no idea when im gonna get the feeling back in my foot though.

Hi everyone, I'm home. Been about four & half pages since I buggered off yesterday, so no individuals.

My bestie is really really really sick right now :'( I feel utterly useless and worried sick about her.

*curls up and rocks*

*huggles helen* welcome back hun, how was it?
sorry your friends not doing to well, hope she gets better soon, are you ok though?

It was okay thanks Nicole. No I'm not ok, how can I be ok when my best friend is in hospital seriously ill, my other best friend won't ****ing pick up her godamm phone and nobody else gives a **** right now???

Sorry. I know that seems like I'm having a go..

*hugs Helen* We care.

*hugs helen* sorry, im not gonna answer that cause i dont want it to turn into an argument, but i hope your ok as in safe. obviously your upset.

Why care about me? Not worth it. I'm just...argh. Never mind.

Nicole, I suppose I'm safe. Even though I don't want to be "good"

*hugs helen* we all care about you sweetie, and you are so worth it! im glad your safe, please try and stay that way

*Hugs Helen* I care about you and I think you are worth it. I'm sorry about your friends. I really don't know what else to say other than I pray that she's OK. I know that's useless. Sorry.
x

*hugs Nicole and Lia* Sorry, I'm just worried =[ Don't mean to be like this.

Lia, not useless at all hun.

*hugs helen* dont worry hun we all have bad days.

i really wish i could feel my foot :/ its starting to worry me.

Can you get it checked at all darling? *cuddles*

Oh I forgot to say, found out why my best friend wasn't picking up the phone & is going to call me back later..

Is it something you want to talk about Helen?

Nicole, Helen's right, any way you could get it checked? How deep was the cut?

xx

no way of getting to the hospital to get it checked and theres nowhere else to go, hopefully it will be better soon....:/
lia-i dont think its that deep but its right on the bottom of my foot where i cant see, its not bleeding anyways, its just numb

Helen , would you like me to put your name on Hayleys new home card I'm sending from us wardies ? *Hugs*

What about you Lindsay ?*Hugs*

*Hugs Nicoles foot*