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MammaMia 02-01-2011 04:47 PM

I don't think anyone likes housework very much?

Nicole, cutting is better than overdosing I agree, but it's better to do nothing harmful too of course. *hugs*

Doikers 02-01-2011 04:48 PM

Triggered :S :( Am just back from my neices party , it was a bit crowded and I don't do crowds even if I do know most of them .

Doikers 02-01-2011 04:49 PM

I'm at my parents on their laptop so in and out , My dad just looked over my shoulder at S.I. stuff but didn't comment just walked away :S

nicole94 02-01-2011 04:58 PM

*Hugs helen and mark'*
Sorry you're triggerd mark, and sorry I don't have any advice :(
I'm feeling triggerd too.
And Helen-I know it's better not to do anything harmful, but I was just trying so hard not to take an OD, I thought cutting would be justified :/ *Hugs*

MammaMia 02-01-2011 05:04 PM

I know honey. I'd rather you cut than OD. But best thing obviously isn't to do anything. It's not coming out right. I'll shh. I've cut in the past to stop myself from ODing or worse....


*curls up*

Doikers 02-01-2011 05:06 PM

Thats okay Nicole :)

*Hugs Helen*

nicole94 02-01-2011 05:06 PM

Yeah. *Hugs*
How are you?

SoMuchMore 02-01-2011 05:47 PM

*hugs helen, mark, and nicole tightly*

I hate being at home for longer than a few days. I feel awful.

Doikers 02-01-2011 05:55 PM

Me too Laura *Hugs* I guess you mean your parents by Home and not where you stay at uni?

nicole94 02-01-2011 05:59 PM

*Hugs Mark and Laura*
I really wanna SH but I have made a deal with a boy on another forum that we will both try not to cut until our birthdays (His is april 14th, mine is april 16th)

SoMuchMore 02-01-2011 06:03 PM

*hugs mark* yea thats what i mean. my hometown in general - my parents place, the city i am in, just gah! everything... i explained a little more in my r/v. but my mother again, just asked if I wanted to get my scars removed/lessened by laser surgery. I hate when she asks, and she always does eventually. Plus is xmas here again b/c my dad's side is coming over and I just don't want to deal with holiday crap anymore.

Sorry that turned into a vent as well.

*hugs nicole* that would be awesome if you could make it until april 16th!! I know the urges can be almost unbearable, but please try! I think that is a great goal for yourself. Don't let it overwhelm you though, take it days, or even hours at a time if you need to.

Doikers 02-01-2011 06:03 PM

Thats a good deal Nicole :) It's good to have some incentive and to have someone to aim for that goal for with , good luck Nicole :)

nicole94 02-01-2011 06:08 PM

Thanks guys, It's harder because I know he has SI'ed today, so we've agreed that tomorrow is a fresh start, so my mind is trying to convince me to do it now to get rid of the urges, before tomorrow :(

Doikers 02-01-2011 06:09 PM

*Hugs Laura* I read your R/V thread , I'm sorry you're struggling with being at your parents , I hope that your other Christmas go's as stress free as it can possibly be .

Doikers 02-01-2011 06:10 PM

Hmm Hold on if you possibly can Nicole hun , I know it's hard but you can do it :)

xxjuliexx 02-01-2011 06:14 PM

might not be on for like a week we is going away to taupo to do holiday stuff

Doikers 02-01-2011 06:16 PM

*Hugs Amy* Where are you going Amy?

nicole94 02-01-2011 06:17 PM

*Hugs Mark* Thanks hun, i'm trying really hard, I just have really strong urges :(
*Hugs Amy* That sounds nice :) where are you going?

xxjuliexx 02-01-2011 06:17 PM

i gtg now love everyone in the ward coz ur all nice and awesome

Doikers 02-01-2011 06:19 PM

*Spot and Hugs Solo*

nicole94 02-01-2011 06:20 PM

Aww, you're very nice and awesome too Amy :) *hugs* Have fun!

ˈsäləˌterē 02-01-2011 06:24 PM

Thanks Mark! *hugs back*

SoMuchMore 02-01-2011 06:30 PM

*hugs amy* Even though u already left. Have fun on holiday!

*hugs mark* thanks. I hope its not too bad. I don't know. I didnt mean to go on ranty on you and ignore what you were saying earlier though.. I'm sorry that you are feeling triggered as well and that your parents were looking over your shoulder... mine do the same thing, which is why i am only online sporadically right now

*hugs nicole* you can make it! SI-ing today won't help urges that occur in the future, so don't do it so you can get rid of urges for the future. I used to do that all the time, and it never worked :-/

*hugs solo* i dont think i've introduced myself... if i have i'm sorry, there have been more people posting in here and since i can't be on much right now its hard to keep track.. but I'm Laura! How r u?

nicole94 02-01-2011 06:34 PM

*Hugs laura* Sorry I kinda ignored your post, How long until you go back to uni?
And I know it won't help future urges.....i'm just thinking it will get rid of the urges i'm already having so i can go into it without having any urges...Does that make any sense? :/

ˈsäləˌterē 02-01-2011 06:36 PM

Hi Laura, *hugs back* Thanks! I'm havin a hard time too. Sorry I'm not more chipper for our first meetin.

SoMuchMore 02-01-2011 06:42 PM

*hugs nicole* its alright :-) I go back in 11 days. I'm going to try to stay busy though b/c if i don't things are going to get rough for me... I just hate my family's little nitpicking of things and its always loud here.. which sounds stupid i know, but everyone is always yelling about something.

And yes that makes sense, but you know that urges might go away on their own over the course of minutes-hours. I dont think you should SI. The fact that you made this goal in the first place shows how strong you are and how strong you want to be, and if you can go into this beating an urge then I think thats a great starting point! (I hope that none of this sounds condescending, that is truly not my intention, sorry if it has)

*hugs solo* Its alright, i'm not extremely chipper either right now. Sorry that you are having a hard time. Here if you need to talk.

*spies felicia and hugs tight*

frenchhorn 02-01-2011 06:44 PM

hi all *hugs*

I feel so un-motivated, although waiting with baited breathe for the 60th anniversary year episode of the Archers, in 15 mins, apparently something is going to happen which will change it for years to come, usually the most exciting thing that happens is that hay gets stolen.

nicole94 02-01-2011 06:50 PM

*Hugs Laura* Glad it's not too long till you get to go back (although I understand that it probably feels like it) And don't worry, my familys the same, and i'm stuck with them for another year and a half at the least :/
And no, that doesn't sound condescending. I know I shouldn't cut, I just wish these urges weren't so strong :(

one_step_closer 02-01-2011 06:57 PM

*hugs everyone*

I still feel like I have to overdose and I can't get away from it. I have to overdose to make the feeling go away. It will be a horrible experience but good at the same time.

frenchhorn 02-01-2011 06:59 PM

Lindsey please don't overdose. I know that feeling far to well, but overdosing won't make it btter in the long run, please stay safe *big hugs*

one_step_closer 02-01-2011 07:04 PM

I don't know what else to do, i'm so desperate. I'll regret it if I don't go through with it.

How are you, Oliver?

Doikers 02-01-2011 07:13 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Laura*

I thought he ward could use some hugs :)

nicole94 02-01-2011 07:18 PM

*Hugs Mark* Yeah, we probably could, thanks Mark :)
i'm so friggen cold! but the urges are starting to go because the cold is painful, so I suppose thats something....

ˈsäləˌterē 02-01-2011 07:27 PM

Thanks Mark! I need lots of em today! *hugs back*

FlyingNy 02-01-2011 07:53 PM

*Hugs Mark, Elaine, Nicole, Lindsey, Oliver and Laura*

Doikers 02-01-2011 07:57 PM

*Hugs Lia* Hey :) How are you feeling?

FlyingNy 02-01-2011 08:00 PM

Slightly ill. I have a headache and I'm sooo tired. I don't know.

How's everyone else?

nicole94 02-01-2011 08:02 PM

*Hugs Lia* How are you tonight?
Sorry, typing at the same time.
Do you wanna chat hun?

ˈsäləˌterē 02-01-2011 08:03 PM

I have a headache too. In fact, I'm pretty sure my head's gonna explode!

FlyingNy 02-01-2011 08:06 PM

Hey Nicole and Elaine :) I now have a paracetomol lodged in my throat. Great.

ˈsäləˌterē 02-01-2011 08:13 PM

No Problem Lia, I'll do the himelick on ya!

Doikers 02-01-2011 08:13 PM

*Pats Lia on the back to dislodge the pill*

*puts on burning lavender oil to relax everyone*

ˈsäləˌterē 02-01-2011 08:19 PM

Ya ready? We'll shoot that thing right outta there! Just be careful where ya aim, depending on wether you want to hit someone or not.

Thanks Mark! The lavender oil is nice.

FlyingNy 02-01-2011 08:33 PM

Lol, cheers guys, my pill is now gone. I could breathe and stuff, it was just annoying. It just took me four attempts to type 'stuff'.

PsychoKitty2010 02-01-2011 08:34 PM

-walks into the main ward- hi everyone

-hugs mark and spots lia and hugs her too and solo and anyone else that would like a hug and waves to everyone else-

shadowedsoul 02-01-2011 08:38 PM

hugs everybody, curls up in a corner

Doikers 02-01-2011 08:39 PM

*Hugs Kitty* How're you?

*Hugs Jill* Are you okay hun?

PsychoKitty2010 02-01-2011 08:41 PM

-hugs jill- hi. you okies?

I'm ok I suppose, Mark. Numb though. But not triggered or anything at the moment so that's good. Just kinda here I guess. -smiles- How you be?

Doikers 02-01-2011 08:45 PM

Well I'm Triggered , and in a position were I MAY not get caught (Upstairs at my parents) but then again I MAY get caught , I may bleed onto bed linen in my sleep a little . I am conflicted , I want to but I don't *Sigh* I'm getting tired :S

shadowedsoul 02-01-2011 08:49 PM

hugs mark and kitty back
feeeling really low tonight, want to hurt so badly, just want it to end. sorry


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