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PoisonedApple 29-10-2010 11:58 PM

*lays down on the floor*
Can we paint the roof with little constellations so I have other stuff to think of?
How is everyone else?
*hugs everyone that comes by*

SparkleKitten 30-10-2010 12:31 AM

That'd be lovely. I have a swirling picture made of the first 400 decimal places of Pi on my ceiling to stare at to take my mind of reality.

Feeling terrible, my joints are agony, had to use my stick again today I was that bad :(

SoMuchMore 30-10-2010 02:25 AM

I just want to disappear. Losing hope that anything will ever feel any better. I tell people that it will get better all the time... what a hypocritical loser i am.

crimson - painting sounds nice. *hugs*

*hugs sarah and mark too*

Kahlia1981 30-10-2010 04:08 AM

*huggles everybody*

The stuff I need for my suicide plan has now arrived at my house. I'm struggling because I know logically that I need to destroy or throw it away, but I can't. I haven't yet spoken to my housemate about it and it's making me uneasy. ...

I spoke to my housemate about the urge/desire to run away the night before last and he was hugging me when I started to talk about it, and then he pulled away from me. When he did I thought two things: firstly, that I had upset him; and secondly, that he was abandoning me. I guess that probably seems really stupid but I sort of feel like I'm fighting this battle completely on my own.

I spoke to my psychiatrist yesterday about the running away part and he said that he thinks it's because of an OCD type reaction to my being unwell physically and it will just disappear in the next 10 days or so. I don't know why but that doesn't feel right. I don't think that my housemate is convinced that is the answer either. Still, the psychiatrist is going to see me again in two weeks and we'll see what happens then.

I don't know what it is but all these psych doctors like to assume that I have some form of OCD. *sigh*

Doikers 30-10-2010 11:25 AM

*Hugs Lia* How are you , Is the half blood prince the latest one ?

*Hugs Crimson*Constellations ! Thats a great idea :) How are you?

*Hugs Kahlia* PLease please have that talk with your house mate , You REALLY need to get rid of as much of that stuff as you can :S

*Hugs Laura*You're NOT a loser , you really help us here and we are all struggling at one time or another so you're not hypocritical either .

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry you're in so much pain :(

Doikers 30-10-2010 02:12 PM

I'm tired , I feel low low low , I could play my new Playstation game I got second hand but am daunted by learning the controls, I might just try and sleep just for an hour or so , I'm pretty triggered to cut AND drink and I know I can't drink so...... I'll try not to cut.
I hope everyone else is doing okay :)

SparkleKitten 30-10-2010 04:13 PM

*snuggles Mark* I feel a little better today, didn't sleep too great though.

*hugs Laura* you are not a loser, or hypocritical at all

*cuddles Kahlia* you need to get rid of that stuff and chat with your housemate hun

*cuddles Lia and Crimson* :)

Doikers 30-10-2010 04:18 PM

*Huggles Sarah*

SparkleKitten 30-10-2010 04:30 PM

Had my family doing more moaning at me today. Bleh at them. Kinda stopped caring what they think now :/

Doikers 30-10-2010 04:44 PM

I'm sorry I'm so quiet here today , I'm low , Trying to work up the motivation to try my new game but I've got none , motivation that is :(

misskitty112 30-10-2010 05:58 PM

*hugs Mark* I'm sorry you're so low.

I conquered social anxiety and went to a haunted house type thing AND a party. I'm hiding for the rest of the weekend.

Doikers 30-10-2010 06:01 PM

Thanks Felicia :) *Hugs* Way to go you ! conquering your social anxiety and doing Halloween type things :D

misskitty112 30-10-2010 06:08 PM

Thanks. There's 2 more parties tonight, but I don't know the hosts, so I'm not going.

Doikers 30-10-2010 06:20 PM

You would be partied out if you went to all these shindigs :) .

SparkleKitten 30-10-2010 06:30 PM

*hugs Mark* Hope you're okay

*cuddles Felicia* wow, I'm impressed :)

one_step_closer 30-10-2010 06:50 PM

Go Felicia!

misskitty112 30-10-2010 09:24 PM

*cuddles Sarah and Lindsay*

Doikers 30-10-2010 09:36 PM

Hayley texted me this evening , She is Missing Eoghan who is away( Read deployed I think ) She is okay and feels guilty for not being a great friend , and I told her that she needed to take care of herself first and foremost . She has no energy, she orders her food online once a week but that all she can manage online right now .

MammaMia 30-10-2010 11:03 PM

*hugs ward*

Thanks for the update about Hayley. Will you let her know we're all thinking of her? I know I am anyway. She's not a bad wardie/friend & needs to take care of herself.

xxjuliexx 31-10-2010 06:24 AM

i have to get my wisdom teeth out tomorrow at the hospital and i dont wanna


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