*Lifts Concrete and Hugs Julie* You ok ?

My housing support worker can't meet me until next Wednesday when I'm due to meet him anyway.... E-on have given me 7 days to pay , next wednesday is 6 days * Anxious * Good job I have Diaz .
My Diaz was sorted today so I'll look upon it as one good thing done rather than stuff not done * tries to be positive *

We posted at the same time, Mark. :P

Had a sort-of breakfast... don't really want to eat any more than I did. :(

Feel crappy. Tired. And I'm worried about my internship, whether it's been finalized and whether I've done all that I need to do (I don't think I have). ARGH!!!

:crying: Pathetic, simply pathetic............ :'(

I spy a Nicole & April!!

*cuddles everyone tight*

Well I actually managed to fall asleep after 6am after all that. Woke up around half 8 because my Mum came storming into my room with a phone call. Told her to go away and get them to call me back later. She wouldn't & gave me the phone, so I cut it off. Meh.

Rang doctors (from what they said, it was them anyway) and told me I am anaemic & have to get the flipping iron deficiency pills myself. OR if I can't, to get an appointment to get a prescription. Really don't understand. So just going to be lazy **** & get an appointment and make her explain :'( I can't afford anything right now. I need to magic a huge amount of money for next Thursday as it is. **** the fact I will probably continue to be dizzy & collapse until I get on those pills, I don't even care. I am so rock bottom that I just want to get off. Yet I'm trying to keep myself here & alive. I made my best friends promise me and I have try too.

I'm SOOOOOOOOOO over everything :'( I suck at being an adult :'( :'( :'(

*curls in a very hidden place and cries*

Got dragged out by housemates and visited another hostel the bummer about it is that they don't take people my age even though they are virtually empty. Really bummed out though.

Been feeding this cute ginger and white moggy that has had its tail docked. Poor kitten (more like fat cat) we spoil him and he gives us lots of affection. It is nice to be loved even if it is a stray cat.

*hugs to everyone who wants needs them* Hope you all had a good day. Glad Doikers and Kahlia got your meds.

Mamamia- We posted at the same time LOL. Am sorry you are unwell. I hope you can get the iron tablets. You do not suck .You don't suck at being an adult, you are an amazing supportive unique individual, unfortunatly some things hit the fan and others don't.

Thanks Nicole, what you said means a lot. Wish I could believe it about myself hehe :(

I spy a JK & April :D *jumps on*

Helen , I'm sorry you have to take Iron Tablets and that you got so little sleep and that you are haveing such a **** time of it lately *Hugs*

April , You are NOT pathetic , I don't beleive it for a second *Hugs*

*Hugs Mouse-in-darkness*

I'm eating FAR TO MUCH , It's the stress , if I don't wanna cut I have to eat , I'm not good at healthy coping mechanism's hmmmm......

Mamamia- I wouldn't say it if it were not true. *Hugs you gently*

*Hugs Doikers*

Gotta get offline. Bugger. Next worker starts soon and will crack if I am on the computer am already half an hour over the alloted times. oops

*Hugs to everyone who wants/needs them and waves to those who don't*

*hugs Mark & Nicole*

*leaves hugs*

\*hugs Louise*

*Gos around collecting his hugs*
*Leaves extra hugs out*

I spots Louise and Crimson , How are you guys hanging on?

I read all 4 pages since last night but not much of it stuck with me... sorry guys.

april- i have a few toons on a few realms but the only realm i can recall off the top of my mind is runetotem... i'll let you know if i have any on a server ur on later on today.
and does that indoor workout of yours involve having much room to move? i'm trying to find something i can do in a small space due to the housing/space issue. *crosses fingers jumping about "i can wait till i can get a regular gym membership, then it won't matter about room in the house"*

mark- so far so good. gotta run down stairs to cover the front desk... i'll be back...

*pokes head in*
hmmm no one around anymore huh?

Hi Crimson how are you?

I'm doing ok. Holding up. Trying to get a lot of work done (so I can leave early) but that's not going as well as hoped since I'm not focusing and retaining as well as I should. *shrugs* Other than that I'm doing pretty good. D decided to take us both (and only the 2 of us for once) out to a movie -Ironman 2- and we might stop by Crush before that (Crush is like a cafe but with wine and appetizers instead of coffee and cakes... he promised we'd go when we could afford it when it opened last fall). And hopefully I can get gym shoes and a membership soon. The gym seems to help me quite a bit. I dunno if it's that I can work off the stress or because it gets me out of the house or if its just the endorphins but whatever it is seems to work to get me half way stable on the days I feel like crap.

How are you doing today? And you'll post pics of the new haircut right?

I spy Crimson!! :) *cuddles* The workout thing only involves enough room for you to raise your arms over your head, lie down (for crunches), and, well, that's about it. As long as you have enough room to stand free of "stuff" like furniture and all you can do the workout, although a little more room than that is obviously prime. You need 2, 3, and 5lb (x2, one for each arm) weights for the regimen - you can buy them at Walmart for pretty decent prices, can't remember now exactly what but I am pretty sure that they were inexpensive. :) And yeh, please do check about where your toons are... I wouldn't mind starting on a new realm but the nice thing about my already having high-level toons on a server is that there wouldn't be any problem with gold for all of us. :)

Hayley *more cuddles* I wanted to tell you congrats on reaching level 30!! That's awesome. :D Have you been leveling with quests or dungeons, or both? Also, what toon did you start with Mark? I know he has a human warrior (Mark, never could figure out warriors, lol, have a level 9 Tauren one on Winterhoof realm but never play on him, heh, so kudos to you for being able to figure one out just starting!!).

*cuddles Hels* You are an amazing person, love. Please try and believe that, 'kay? because we all in here think so & wouldn't say so if we didn't truly believe it. Right guys? :)

*cuddles Louise* How you doing, hon?

*cuddles Nicole/MID (as we have 2 Nicoles in here I thought I'd clarify)* I'm glad you had some time to post & get support on here, even though you were over your allotted time bit on the computer... :)

*cuddles Mark* How're you doing this afternoon/evening? :)

*cuddles everyone else* Sorry for not listing all of the names... am thinking of all of you but I don't want to leave you out so I won't try and list everyone!!

I have to leave for my eye doctor's appt shortly... ugh am nervous!! :( Hate being nervous/anxious and not having an outlet for it... I might play some WoW but I am at level 10 quests now on my druid and I don't want to die... okay okay, so that's kind of selfish/stupid, lol, but still. :( And I don't want to die on any of my other toons, and I feel like I don't know how to play a rogue so what's the point in trying to play mine (level 23)?............ gah am so ****ing pathetic at life. Even WoW. :'( I haven't done dailies in forever, with my 80 on Silvermoon, and I really need to do that again because I'm going for the mount achievement - if you have 50 mounts you get an albino drake, and I'm sooo close - have like 43 or something, and am working on getting more - reputation grinding basically. Am close, but still...

EPIC FAIL. Not just with WoW. I just feel like one... and am one. :crying:

glad your doing ok, hope you get your work finished so you can go home early. hope you have fun at the cinema.

I'm doing ok, yes I shall take a few photos in a min when I've changed into my DJ then load them if time before concert, or if not after concert.

*hugs all*

I'm about :) Hey Oliver and Crimson , That "Cafe" sound neat , Have fun!!!

*Spots an April and Pounces*

*pounces back* Lol... :) How are you, Mark?

I spy a Hels!! *jumps on since she was jumped on earlier* :P How are you, love?

My foot's asleep... :-/ heh...