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Laura2.0 26-08-2011 05:06 PM

*hugs Lindsay, Mark, Crimson*

Doikers 26-08-2011 05:28 PM

Until everyone is in sync , Nurse , support workers , Friends to live with me.
I'd rather wing it and get it the F*** over with. I have been drinking , hence I've not been taking Diaz , hence I have a ****-ton of it in my possesion . ( With a perscription )

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

shadowedsoul 26-08-2011 06:31 PM

hugs everbody, curls up crying.

Louise 26-08-2011 06:41 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 26-08-2011 07:37 PM

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Louise*

Laura2.0 26-08-2011 09:27 PM

*hugs all*

*curls up in a dark corner*

Doikers 27-08-2011 11:03 AM

*Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 27-08-2011 11:45 AM

*hugs Mark* good morning. how are you today?

Doikers 27-08-2011 12:15 PM

I don't know........ How are you Laura Hun?

Laura2.0 27-08-2011 01:29 PM

Not sure. It's cold here today.

Doikers 27-08-2011 01:55 PM

The weather here feels like rain soon .
I Feel Numb now.........

Laura2.0 27-08-2011 02:32 PM

Numb sucks.
I'm very unmotivated, it's a struggle to get up from my chair and set the table. I'm trying to focus on an online test to figure out what kind of job I'm able to do next year.

Emo 27-08-2011 03:57 PM

My husband left the pills out ...want to OD

Doikers 27-08-2011 06:27 PM

*waves to Ella* Please be safe hun .

one_step_closer 27-08-2011 07:36 PM

I'm here if anyone needs to talk.

Doikers 27-08-2011 07:37 PM

*SQUISHSQASHES LIndsay*

one_step_closer 27-08-2011 07:58 PM

*hugs Mark* How are you feeling now?

Laura2.0 27-08-2011 09:09 PM

*hugs Ella* are you ok?
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*

Emo 28-08-2011 08:43 AM

Yes am ok ...managed to hold out till my husband came home
am safe now

Doikers 28-08-2011 10:24 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*waves to Ella*

one_step_closer 28-08-2011 12:26 PM

Hi everyone. How are you all today?

Laura2.0 28-08-2011 01:23 PM

*hugs Ella*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*

I think I'm pulling out from this emptyness I was feeling yesterday. As if I was underwater, nothing could thouch me.

Doikers 28-08-2011 04:29 PM

I am detoxing myself with Diaz starting tomorrow .

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

Louise 28-08-2011 07:12 PM

hugs everyone

Laura2.0 28-08-2011 07:59 PM

*hugs Mark* good luck
*hugs Louise* how are you?

Doikers 28-08-2011 09:01 PM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

anarchistl0ve 28-08-2011 09:44 PM

Thanks everyone

SoMuchMore 28-08-2011 10:16 PM

Rough day...

*hides away after giving hugs to everyone*

Doikers 28-08-2011 10:34 PM

*waves to Becca*

*Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 28-08-2011 10:35 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Becca*
*hugs Laura*

Mixedupgirl 28-08-2011 11:23 PM

brings in pillows and blankets. and just curls up in a corner trying not to cry..

YodaBearInterrupted 28-08-2011 11:55 PM

Hey all *gives all hugs*

Sorry I haven't been around lately, been really busy and on vacation with family.

*places some fresh cookies and brownies on the table*

Really triggered and depressed right now... haven't been like this in awhile. Trying to be good, but its really hard right now. *rocks in the corner*

Cazki 29-08-2011 01:16 AM

Has anyone heard from Oliver? He hasnt been around for a while. I wondered if he was ok as im worried about him.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Laura*

SoMuchMore 29-08-2011 04:38 AM

*hugs Ian* Oliver is in hospital for a few days, with very limited access to his phone. How r u doing?

*hugs Matt* Do you know what has triggered you? I hope you are feeling better soon

*hugs Jules* I'm Laura :) I don't think we've been introduced...Whats up hun?

*hugs Laura* How are you?

*hugs Mark* good luck with the detoxing. Hope you are okay.

YodaBearInterrupted 29-08-2011 04:51 AM

I am not totally sure Laura. Its often different things that combine together. I think it was built up emotional pain I have had for a while that has boiled over. I am quit tired of being the overlooked child in my family, even though I am the oldest. I wish I had the love of others and my family like I see my friends and siblings. What does that feel like to be wanted, to be needed, the such? Just to hear the words, "I love you?" :(

Sorry for the vent... just had to get that lil bit out. I am trying to go sleeps, but its tough right now for me to ignore the voices, the urges to hurt myself. But I will try not to.

SoMuchMore 29-08-2011 05:29 AM

*hugs Matt* No need to be sorry, hun. Always around if you need to talk. I'm so sorry that your family makes you feel that way. You don't deserve that at all. I hope you are able to sleep. Please try to stay as safe as you can.

Doikers 29-08-2011 10:54 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Jules if okay?*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura*

Billy! 29-08-2011 10:55 AM

*Hugs everyone*
That was a crazy camping trip...

Doikers 29-08-2011 12:19 PM

*Glomps Charlie*

Laura2.0 29-08-2011 02:37 PM

*hugs all*
sorry I'm not doing individuals.
I don't really have much time today. Have to visit my grandparents, go to the store and buy soy products for mom and I have to pack my things for tomorrow.

Doikers 29-08-2011 02:43 PM

*Hugs Laura* I Hope tomorrow and your stay go really well for you :)

Laura2.0 29-08-2011 03:46 PM

I just decided that it can't be too bad. They wont let me die and they prob are trying to make it so I don't want to die, right?

how's your detox going?

Louise 29-08-2011 03:47 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 29-08-2011 03:57 PM

Right Laura :) *Hugs* Well it's coming up to when I start drinking but I'm expecting the withdrawels tomorrow and Wednesday :(

*Hugs Louise*

Louise 29-08-2011 03:58 PM

hugs mark

PoisonedApple 29-08-2011 06:42 PM

*hugs everyone then heads out to the garden with puppy sinclair*

Laura2.0 29-08-2011 06:51 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise*
*hugs Crimson*

I'm wondering how bad it's going to be when I really need to injure but they wont let me.

Doikers 29-08-2011 07:39 PM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura* Try talking to a nurse when that happens hun , that is why they're there :)

Laura2.0 29-08-2011 07:50 PM

right... and they are going to snap their fingers and it disappears.
I don't see the point in telling them. It's not like they can do much. It's too late once I have to injure. I didn't injure once for days and the feeling didn't go away till I gave in.

Doikers 29-08-2011 07:50 PM

I am 8 weeks free today!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D


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