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Why did you get up so early? I would be tired
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aqua robics is on at 6;15 am
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Ohh Okay :)
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-whines- our back hurts
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*Waves to Owen* what happened to your back?
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it is sore alot i dunno y
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-sit next to mark-
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*Sits by Owen* Perhaps you pulled a muscle at aqua aerobics?
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I can't do this any more, i'm really struggling. I'm so low, lonely and suicidal but at the same time I can't cope with being around people, not even my brother. I want to kill myself. I'll just have to accept that I am not going to get my brother's permission and that it will hurt him because I can't cope with this pain. If there is even any hope for me getting better it won't be for a long time and I don't have the strength to hold on.
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*hugs ward*
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*Hugs Lindsay* Please hold on hun , you won't feel so wretched always , feeling better isn't easy but it will happen . Perhaps you could speak to your Dr about changing your meds or at least tweaking them if you on some already , or even starting some meds ?
*Hugs Helen* How are you? |
I think am gonna take a nap *yawn* hows you guys
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*hugs Mark* I feel even more ill, thought my cold and cough were getting better but having a bad day with them. Not feeling too emotionally great either :S
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*Hugs Mark* How're you?
*Hugs Lindsay* Please hold on. *Hugs Heather* Have a nice nap! *Hugs Helen* I hope you feel better soon. My Brit Lit Paper is done! WHOOO. Now I only have a history paper, another lit theory paper, a journalism rewrite, and my journalism final. I can do this. Then I go into finals week, but my hell week was this week, so I don't even care about finals. |
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Felicia* Go you!!! *Hugs Helen* I'm sorry you feel rotten , both types of rotten :S |
Felicia=awesomeee ^.^
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Ugh , I want to Drink but can't because of the Antabuse:(
I really want to Cut , my arms are tingly. It's been 9 days S.I. free I don't want to wreck it but sooooo triggered :S |
Evening everyone, how are you all? xxxx
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*Hugs Sam* (It's Sam right?) How are you tonight? I'm up and down :S
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*hugs everyone*
How is everyone? |
*Squishes Crimson* I'm urgy , they ( the urges ) keep washing over me :( How are you Crimson ?
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I've been pretty urgy the last couple of days myself, but to apathetic to be bothered to do anything.
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Oh I'm sorry you're urgy too Crimson *Hugs*
Think of all the new personal space you'll have in a new home :) and a Dog!! I'd like a pet too but my flat doesn't allow them , exept Parrots it seems :P (my downstairs and acrross one neighbour has an African Grey Parrot) |
*hugs* Mark, Yeah it is sam :0) Sorry to hear you are down as well as up, whats wrong? Im fine thanks! Had a good day watching my girls xmas play so feeling quite happy tonight :)
*hugs* poisonedapple I hope you find a house on saturday! |
*hugs Mark* I can't wait for the space. My poor Chinchillas will even be able to run around outside of their cage when we have more space (I'm going to get them a 'playpen' for the living room). Have you asked the landlord about caged animals? That's how we can keep my chinchillas and my kid's rabbit in a no pet apartment. I'm hoping to have an exercise room but if not at least I can use the wii in the living room when we don't have people staying in it.
*hugs Sam* I'm Crimson :) I hope so too... I can't wait. |
Nothing specifically wrong Sam (so glad I remembered your name!) , Just aware that it's been 9 days and knowing that really brings Self Injury to the forefront of my thinking , Make sense? , Plus I don't know , this tingling in my arms and body wants me to cut to stop it .:S *Hugs Sam*
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If it helps you could tell yourself if you don't you'll get yourself one of these http://shop.recoveryourlife.com/inde...product_id=102
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Maybe caged animals would be allowed , I used to have Mice , they are cute and nice and quiet (exept that they get on their wheel at night , but that you aclimbatise(sp?) too) , Maybe thats why john is allowed his Parrot , which incidently is also named Sam hehe (No offence intended Sam)
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Thats a good idea Crimson . I already bought myself one when I in fact "qualified" for it , That seems yonks ago.....
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hugs everyone
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*Hugs Louise* :)
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-frowns bites bottom lip and hugs mark- u needs hugs -lets go and goes back to my sleeping bag-
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*hugs Mark and Julie*
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*hugs Louise and waves to Owen*
How are you guys? *hugs Mark* Still urgy or has it eased up some? |
*Hugs Back Owen if okay* * waves to Owen in sleeping bag* Hey Owen , Thankyou for my hugs :)
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The urge is still there but it seems to have eased a bit which I am grateful for , I can still feel it tugging at me under the surface , it only takes the most seemingly insignificant thing to trigger me over the edge , I MAY go to bed soon , can't injure whilst sleeping .
"Asleep is the safest place you can be" |
I'm number one on curveball now Crimson , I noticed you are number 5 I think , are you going to take my throne?
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lol i dunno... i've only played curveball a couple times. mahjong keeps me distracted longer without making me anxious.
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*Hugs My ward mates Goodnight* *Waves to Owen Goodnight*
Take care :). |
*hugs Mark goodnight*
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night mark, take care x
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*cuddles everyone*
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*cuddles Helen* How are you doing?
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*hugs Crimson* Really shitty. You?
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-hugs helen and lets go quick-
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*waves at Owen* How are you?
*hugs Helen* Struggling but hanging in there... |
i is tired, how r u
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*Hugs everyone* I'm sorry so many of you are struggling :(
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WOW that was awkward... I got a call as a employment reference for the person who used to volunteer here... I tried not to keep him from getting employed but what can you say when they ask why/how they left their time here if they found out someone else got the job they applied for and just never came back and didn't reply to phone calls to see if they were coming back or not... >.>
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