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leaves hugs for everyone.
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*hugs Mary Anne*
cry if you need to hunni... I promise... you will eventually stop. |
*cuddles Emma*
Oh Sweetie, I am sorry you are feeling so lousy. I hope that you stayed safe last night (didn't drive). Please please PLEASE take care hun, I love you too too much for anything to happen to you (selfish I know but *shrug*) *much love* |
*cuddles emma and ally plus anyone else who needs them*
xxx |
*leaves hugs for everyone and stays hiding under a chair in the smoking shelter*
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*takes (non flammable) cushions and blankets out to people in the smoking shelter*
[ I'm all over the place atm, not sure what to do or where to turn, and am scaring myself with the phases of calm I'm experiencing lodged between utter despair and break downs. Somehow whatever I feel the world keeps turning. I'm not used to feeling like this, there is a numbness and spaced feeling which has trapped me.. and i'll shut up. *goes back to a corner*] |
I still (unfortunatly) exist.
Having to be a social person sucks. I just want uni to be over. |
A day o hell.
Least my work is handed in....right? |
Well done for getting your work in Helen.
Rubbish day for me too, this time of year is horrible, too many people shoving their happiness right in my face, I hate going out just now. Work night out tomorrow (well is starts at 1:30pm so afternoon &n night) think I will try to escape early. *hugs* *hides out in smoking shelter under a cushion* |
Thanks for the cushions and blankets horizon_surfer. Now I can make my little "fort" out here under the chair.
*hugs all* |
Thanks Mary Anne, massive cuddles coming your way
*cuddles for everyone* I've not been very good at supporting lately, I feel like I'm slowly drifting from RYL in some way. I can't stand the arguments that are going on. *feels the need to sit with someone :)* |
Can I help in anyway Helen ??? After all - a friend will happily shout with you on the mountain tops and quietly walk beside you in the valley. That's the kind of person I'd like to be for you all.
*hugs all* Sorry I haven't been good at supporting lately ... we're just coming up to a bad time of year. |
*curls up in the corner*
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I want him back..... L( :S
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*sigh* I should be excited about later, but... for some reason I'm just... not. I dunno I don't even get why I'm in such a crap mood. >.<
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Down into the shadows we go again. Just feeling like crap. Sorry.
*makes a fort and hides in the smoking shelter* |
*cuddles everyone tight*
Hannnnnnnnna, one hour & I'll be on the train coming to you =D |
*hugs* to anyone who needs them.
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Hiiiiii
Hells is back in High Wycombe with the crrrrrrrrrazy people ;) |
*takes a selection of hot and cold drinks to the smoking shelter fort and just leaves them by the entrance*
i guess we're all pretty low today but *hugs* anyway for everyone. i dont know how to be normal anymore. even pretending. sociably acceptable even. i'm getting scared i'll freak out in public tonight and ruin my life here as well as everywhere else ive been. i cant afford to lose this place. it was perfect but i can feel it slipping. but i dont have anywhere else to go after here, i need it to stay stable for a bit longer but its already starting to fade. i dont have anyone left. i need him back but i never had him. how you get back what isnt yours? :( i gotta survive on my own, and im not sure how. |
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