*hugs kitty* you really are not a failure, is there someone in real life you can talk to, like a psych or dr, or counsellor.
I'm sorry I need to try and sleep, its 4.30am here and I have to be up in 4 hours. I didn't take my night meds, which can help me sleep because they give me the most horrific nightmares, which have me waking up every few hours sweating and shaking and convinced its real, so I'm now stuck in insomnia.
please stay safe kitty *hugs*

-hugs oliver- Sleep well.

*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Kitty*
*Hugs Kahlia*
*Hugs Oliver*

*hugs everyone*

How are you, Mark?

I'm feeling okay , Want to pop to Morrisons to get cheap cheese and the like because on Sundays they massivly reduce stuff thats going out of date , I could get a huge great block of cheese for between 49p and 99p but I don't really want to brave the rain , I'm still wet from earlier :S
How are you Lindsay hun?

*Hugs everyone*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Spots and Hugs Kahlia*

*huggles everybody*

*Hugs Mark and Kahlia* :)

How are you Kahlia and Nicole?

*Hugs Mark*
I'm, ok. Sorta....tomorrow is the date of my suicide plan...I don't really know how i'm gonna handle it :(

*Hugs Nicole* You know us wardies will be here for you hun :)

*Hugs Mark* Thanks :) I'm a bit worried about how i'm gonna get through it, but I should be ok :)

*hugs ward*

Please stay safe, Nicole. Is there anyone you can talk to.

I'm still sick of being alive. I was too scared to talk to my brother about my possible suicide. Every time I talk to anyone in my care team about it they don't take me seriously.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Mark, Lindsay and Felicia*
The ward is so empty today.....

*spots n hugs Mark* I'm glad you're doin ok today! Did ya go getcha some cheese?

*Hugs Solo , How are you? Yes I got some cheese that was £2.79 reduced to £0.99 :) Red Leister cheese Quite a large peice too , I've got quite a bit of cheese as I did the same thing last week and bought like 3 types of cheese hehe .

Haha, Mark. That is a lot of cheese :p

Going out with my little brother soon. He stayed at my grandparents house last night, so we got to hang out lots. :) I miss him when he goes back to mom's house.