I have.....
She said I was ok...
A year of counselling...
I can deal with the negativity and all that other ****...
Theres no explanation for this...
Other than I;m a horrible person

*sighs* i hate life.

alex, when your'e depressed and everything else gets... on top of you and you just can't deal, there is an anger that manifests. It doesn't have to have a sourse, it doesn't have to have a target, it's part of your emotions, manifesting to say ARGH! *cuddles* you are NOTY a horrible persdon

*snuggles Alexx* no... you are not a horrible person...
you are a person who needs to find a new doctor.

Sorry guys...I should be helping you...

'tis ok Alexx...
there comes a time in everyone's life when they need to help themselves...
your time is now.

*jumps down off soapbox*

you cant help anyone till you're okay. *nods*

I just cant help anyone...

*cuddles alex* dearheart, you help so much.

welcome to my world
Of course you can, you've helped me so many times

*nods in full agreement with Jess*
just by being you...

agreed

heh
there's a thread on here somewhere, write something good about yourself sorta thing. i even read it to try help me think of something. i couldn't think of a damn thing. because i'm just not good.

yeah, sorry, selfish moment there. *hugs* for all cos i'm being useless on the words front again

*cdduels ku*

I get this :/
"theres loads of good things about you Alexx!"
"...No."

You arent being selfish hun. *cuddles*

*sigh* I bought a locket the other day...last time I had a locket...it had a pic of my best mate in one side...and my bf in the other....
Now I cant help but think I'm gonna have one empty side....for a long time :/

*cuddles jess & alexx*
but there are about you...

there are good things abuot both of you. part of being ill is that you can't recognise those things.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
my mind is racing now
make it stop... make it stop...make it stop

hubby usually comes home for lunch around 6:00 (it's almost 7:00) so I texted him and was like "you not coming home?"
He texts back and says, "sorry, busy day and plus I ain't coming back after lunch."
I asked him, "What... coming home for lunch but not going back to work after lunch?" He said, "Yup" I asked, "Why... are you ok?" He goes, "I'll tell ya later..."

Oh for the love all things holy please don't let him be fired!!!!!!!

*is terrified... mind is racing... heart is pounding... palms are sweating*

*hugs everyone*

*hides under a blanket... makes self comfy*

Where does he work?
and why MIGHT they have fired him?
*calming hugs*

Hey Raining inmyhead...*makes sure no one accidentlly stands on you*

ask him?