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Doikers 11-04-2011 03:31 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you hun?

one_step_closer 11-04-2011 03:33 PM

I'm not too bad thanks, how are you Mark? I have the housing inspection tomorrow so i'm a bit nervous.

Emo 11-04-2011 04:03 PM

Feel like not going to my AA meeting tonight ...just feel like i want the drink now and that i dont care anymore ...feel really depressed as well ...dont know whats going on with me


Doikers 11-04-2011 04:10 PM

I don't attened AA Serenity but I drink so ummm , well I guess I'm saying I understand and am willing to listen . Depression has hit me hard the last week,8,9 days or so I don't even know if I'm drinking tonight I sure as hell don't want to injure and it seems to me that I have to do one or the other lately. *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay* Good luck with your housing inspection Hun :)

Louise 11-04-2011 04:22 PM

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Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2766727)
*Hugs Louise* How are you?

I am so so really tired :(

Doikers 11-04-2011 04:35 PM

*Squishes Louise*

one_step_closer 11-04-2011 05:03 PM

Are you not sleeping well, Louise?

Emo 11-04-2011 05:25 PM

* hugs* thanks mark ..i just feel if am old enough to buy drink am old enough to deal with the after effects of it as well ...my husband dont drink and he hates having any of it in the house ..but i just wish he would see if from my point of view ...Am just so ****ing pissed that he wont come with me to get some ( i have social anxiety and there are dogs that am scared of were we live ) because he feels he is enabling me to drink

frenchhorn 11-04-2011 06:24 PM

*cries in a corner*

Emo 11-04-2011 06:34 PM

* hugs oliver * what wrong hun ?

frenchhorn 11-04-2011 06:36 PM

i'm scared, really scared of myself and others, people want to kill me and i has to go out of the flat in about 15mins, I shaking and really anxious and I dont know why. i have to go swimming tonight, and i harmed badly yesterday and i only has a short sleeve t shirt for swimming *hugs*

Emo 11-04-2011 06:41 PM

* hugs* aww hun am sorry you are scared is there anyone you know going to be there ?
Can you stay with them while you are there ?

frenchhorn 11-04-2011 06:43 PM

I is going with my friend, but I still really scared. I sorry I has to go now.

Doikers 11-04-2011 06:57 PM

*Hugs Oliver* I've had someone try to kill me *Listens*

*Hugs Serenity* How be you?

Emo 11-04-2011 07:04 PM

I have decided that am not going to the AA meeting tonight but am not having a drink either though

Doikers 11-04-2011 08:04 PM

Way to go Serenity! I'm failing drink wise and I still am fantasising about injury , I've written the word on my belly , now should I trace it with a blade???? **** sorry , I'm whiney

Billy! 11-04-2011 10:20 PM

*Cuddles everyone*

Doikers 11-04-2011 10:57 PM

I cut , I hte myself , a word FFS, right across My Fat belly I wrote FAT , I looked in the mirror and I'm proud , I am ****ed up, I was "this"close to
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Running the blade across my neck, :( am I beyone saving ? 16 years I've been at this ****.....:S
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Emo 11-04-2011 11:06 PM

* hugs mark * please dont ... please talk to me whats triggered you whats happened ?

Billy! 11-04-2011 11:10 PM

*Hugs Mark*
Can you get to a hospital? I think you should go, we don't want anything to happen to you :(


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