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*cuddles everyone*
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*gives everyone in here hugs*
*then screams* *then sits down in corner and cries softly and rocks back and forth* I just wish this would all stop, seriously. Why am I always getting the bad stuff? |
*Hugs YodaBearInterrupted*
*Hugs Helen* *Hugs Sarah* *Hugs Ryuu* *Hugs Laura* |
*hugs matthew* whats wrong? Here if you want to talk or PM me anytime.
*hugs mark* morning! as i assume its morning for you. its 2:30am here.. I have yet to fall asleep |
*Hugs Laura* Morning back at you :) I am groggy with sleep but have early appointments today and I got to get to the bank too , You having trouble sleeping ?:S *Puts some lavender oil in a sprayer and sprays a relaxing scent about your bed* Try now :)
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*huggles all*
Helen - Happy milestone day!! 26 months for me today!! *throws confetti 'cause she feels like it* |
*Thorws Confetti for Kahlia And Dances with her :)*
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Thanks Mark!!! Only four months to go until I make 2.5 years SI free!! (If I can last that long lol)
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Wow Kahlia almost 2.5 years! That's awesome! I'm sure you can make it.
It's 6:30 AM, and I am awake after just going to sleep at 2 AM. Why? Why? Why? But I have classes at 8,9, and 10 AM so I know if I let myself sleep again I'll miss them. Today's gonna test me... I can tell. *starts plotting ways to catch a nap in the library between her class at 10 and class at noon* |
*Hugs Helen and Kahlia* That's great, both of you :)
*Hugs everyone else.* How is everyone? x |
congrats Kahlia thats awesome.
*hugs everyone* I hate the fact that I'm getting into trouble for being ill, if I was missing lectures for a physical illness I bet I wouldn't be getting into trouble, but cos its mental health stuff its like I'm not trying hard enough when I really am, they really don't realise how hard I am trying to get to my lectures, buits so hard when all you want to do is die. |
*Hugs Oliver* It really sucks when people don't understand and it's hurtful too. I'm sorry that it's going on with you.
I've actually managed to get something done today. I got up, had a shower, took the dog for a walk and now I'm attempting to tackle the moutain of half term homework and meanwhile being distracted by Harry Potter. |
Met with Sharron my Nurse then Kat My Course Keyworker.
The meeting with Sharron was quite light until I said I felt like drinking on my birthday , but I think I NEEDED to get that out and feel better about it now , I think I will be taking Diaz around my birthday though , but thats the lesser of two evils yep. Then Kat and I talked , fot a bit, pretty in depth about my S.I. which was nice (right word?) to get off my chest. *Hugs Lia* *Hugs Oliver* It sucks that you are being treated so badly :( *Hugs Felicia* *Makes Coffee for to wake up okay , or tea or flavoured water if you prefer :) |
*Hugs Mark* I'm glad you were able to get some stuff off your chest. I hope your birthday isn't as bad as you think it's going to be.
I'm dead emotional today. I just cried listening to Dolly Parton. |
*Hugs Lia* I hope my birthday won't be too bad either , it's in 2 weeks , but then there the 9th of November which I have some support for but am concerned about.
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Thanks for remembering Kahlia & thanks for the congratulations Lia :)
*hugs ward* Isn't it just ****ing fantastic when you upset your best friend & you already had nobody else to talk to? (Y) Least we're okay now, but still. I hate upsetting her or having arguments. Worst thing in the world. Well my world. Never mind, I'm just pathetic & a worthless piece of ****. |
*Hugs Helen* You're not those things, you've came so far in your battle against SI. Everyone has thier disagreements and at least it's all OK now.
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*hugs Lia* I am. I honestly feel like I've hardly come anywhere. Even one of my closest friends tried to point out that it is huge, four months away from a year, despite ALL the **** I've gone & am going through, I still haven't done it. But I just don't feel proud or anything. Don't even understand why. Just feel like I don't deserve to be I think. All I want to do is ****ing cut heh.
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*Hugs Helen* You are NOT pathetic or worthless .
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*hugs Mark* Wish I could believe you.
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