*Hugs Jill and Louise.* The two of your should join our fb group. Do you have it? We talk a lot on there now.

*Hugs Jill* Yes you should get with our Facebook group. :)

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lia*

hugs lia, mark and jill

*Glomps Louise*

hugs mark - how are you

*hugs you all*

I saw the dr today and he said they will give me a 2 night leave some point this week, I had one night leave on saturday and it was a mixture of good and bad. I'm really scared about 2 nights though, scared I won't be able to cope and I'll cut or OD.

*hugs*
*passing around strawberry shortcake and fuzzy feelings to everyone*
I've been kept distracted all day and witnessed two miracles today! (I am at a birthing center for school) SO today has been a good day, one in the midst of a lot of bad ones. I am trying to savor this moment, just in case everything goes wrong again. For the first time in a while, I feel like I have a little hope. SO I will pass it around to everyone!!!!

Best wishes!

*Hugs Louise* I'm tired , nightmares :(

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mousie*

Hugs all. Ugh can't do this next 2 weeks, it's all going to go
To ****. There is no way I'm going to pull this off. Not a hope
In hell. Ffs

*hugs everyone*

Sorry I haven't been around, i'm finding it hard to organise my thoughts to put them into words.

*hugs all*

I had 4 hours leave today and I went into Manchester centre which was a mistake as it was busy and I ended up having a panic attack and completely freaking out. I have the same amount of leave tomorrow but going to go to a park which will hopefully be quite quiet. Then I have 3 nights leave friday-monday, which I'm scared about but my sister will be there with me which will help and we are going to do lots of cooking.

sorry I'm not around much, hope everyone is doing ok.

*passing out a healthy dose of hope and hugs* my secret recipe!

best wishes everyone, hang in there!
Even if all we get is a few moments of light, it's better to work forever for those few moments than to never have them at all! Hopefully these moments pass more slowly than the dark ones.
Wish me luck

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mousie*

I think I skipped a page , sorry :/

*Hugs Y'all*

love you guys <3

(liking this idea of a virtual psych ward)

Tiptoeing in, grabbing a soft pink blanket and heading to a place I saw that looked safe with a super comfy bed for me and my elephant stuffy. (I keep one in my purse so I always have one, to help with my anxiety) Opting for chips and dip instead of chocolates. :)

*Hugs Heather* <3 You too :)

*Hugs Celticwings* Hi , I'm Mark :)

hugging back. hi mark, thanks.

one more day of work this week and then off to a friend's place for the weekend. should be able to post again on monday. will get to ride roller coasters saturday. i really like roller coasters and am glad i'll get to go, but don't feel as exited as usual.

*Hugs Celticwings*

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Checks in... It's been a few years... Life has had a good few more things to throw my way

*Waves to Raining* Hi I'm Mark :)