*hugs you all* sorry i dissapeared earlier my internet died then I decided to go to youth group.
I took the pills with me to youth group but couldn't build up the courage to tell the youth worker and give them to her so I still have them and still very tempted to take them.

how is everyone?

Maybe I don't want to 'get better'? At least people care now...I don't want to lose that.

*hugs Charlie* I know the feeling

*Cuddles*

I cant sleep at the moment .
Anyone else around ?

*hugs all*

hospital just called me. they are full. I have to wait till Tuesday next week.

*Hugs Charlie* YEs she did :)

*Hugs Oliver*

*Waves to Ella*

*Squishes Laura* :/

*hugs Mark* how are you today?

Tired Laura , totally forgot my night meds last night :/ Are you okay hun?

*hugs Mark* forgetting the meds always sucks.
I kept forgetting to take my meds for a week so I stopped taking them.
Doesn't feel to good, but at least I'm not feeling bad for forgetting to take them anymore.
Umm... I'm feeling useless and I don't know what to do with all the time.

OMD! I Have a meeting with the Detox nurse tomorrow at 2pm , Good vibes please people, I am all nervous :S

*Hugs Laura* I know how hard it is to fill time sometimes , *Squishes*

*cuddles Mark* it's probably a lot less scary than you are thinking now. (well.. that's what people keep telling me about going inpatient) I know the panicked feeling.

hugs everyone

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Louise*

* waves *

how is everyone ?

*Waves to Ella* I am nervous ...... How are you?

*hugs Louise*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Ella*

tired because i couldn't sleep last night.

Tired myself , I forgot my night meds :/ yesterday.

*hugs Laura* I'm sorry you have to wait until next Tuesday... I'm sure changing the schedule around brings up a huge mix of emotions. Here if you need to vent.

*hugs Louise* how r you today?

*waves to Ella* Having no sleep is awful :-( *sends over a pillow so you can rest in the ward*

*hugs Mark* Sorry you are feeling so tired. I'll be sending you lots of good vibes about your appointment tomorrow. It'll be okay, hun. Let us know how it goes.