Thanks. I was stupid so so stupid. I'm hurt again.

*hugs* your not stupid at all.

not stupid.

hey oliver <3 how you doin?

I'm 3 hours away from 100 days "sober" from SI and I don't think I'm going to make it.

What's happened, Ian? *hugs*

How are you both, Oliver and Heather?

Did you manage, Heidi. I hope you're ok.

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Heidi*

I had nightmares , one of which has upset me plenty.........

Do you want to talk about it, Mark?

Maybe in a bit Lindsay , right now I have to go out *Hugs* How are you?

I'm bored. And lonely. And fed up with life.

*Hugs Lindsay*

My befriender tells me not to dwell on the dream but it may come up later....

It's hard to let go of dreams sometimes, they can be so vivid.

*hugs Mark*

*hugs Lindsay* I did make it, but not without a pounding headache. 100 days though!

Sidenote: I'm really freaking hungry...

Sorry :oops:

*Hugs Lindsay* Yes they can......

*Hugs Heidi* Way to go you!

*Hugs Mara* Whats up hun?

My Friend is in a mess bless her , She is having to stay at her parents as she is so low , She came off Lithium and people told her she was not on meds so was not ill (seriously I would have gone berserk had I been there), 12 years she was on it and she is spiralling downwards , she got put on an AD . I am so worried about her , She is my best Friend , I love her as such and she isn't even in town so I can't even pop by.....

"It ain't easy having pals"

Heidi, very well done!

Mara, what's up?

Mark, i'm sorry to hear about your friend. No wonder you are worried *hugs*

You okay Lindsay ? *Hugs*

I'm trying to find the courage to phone the crisis team. I phoned a few minutes ago and someone answered who I don't know and I didn't know what to say although I have something written down.

*hugs Mark* I'm really sorry to hear about your friend *squishes*

*hugs Mara* whats up?

Hi Heidi *waves* I'm Oliver, well done for 100 days :)

*hugs Lindsay* I hope you can talk to the crisis team.

I've just got back from a pretty intense counselling session.

*wonders around garden and hides*