omgosh kahlia that is so unfair i am so sorry this is happening to you!
i totally suggest that you get a second opinion and see another doctor
arent doctors supposed to actually HELP people? not just be like "hey that sucks - toodles!"
THE WORLD IS AN UNFAIR PLACE AND IT NEEDS MORE TISSUES

what's the point? seriously. I spent hours last night planning how to get to a well known suicide spot, the logistics, train fare, what to wear, note etc etc and yet I know at the moment I can't do it because of my nan. I love her so much and yet right now I just want to push her away so she wont be hurt. Sorry for the ramble. Off to A+E for sutures again *sigh*

*hugs everyone* hope everyone is ok x

*wanders in and sits down quietly, hugging a pillow and watching the others*

:sad:

Hope A&E do not keep you waiting too long for your sutures...

*hugs*

Roiben

*hugs everyone who needs it*
I'm sorry everyones having such a time of it...

Ugh, I feel so awful... I want to cut, I want to hurt, OD, do SOMETHING!!! I want to die because I'm just so tired of this!!! :crying: damnit I don't even have anyting to OD WITH... I suck :pinch:

*wraps arms around knees and rocks back and forth very slightly* damn it :crying:

Well I managed an OD... Not a lot, shouldn't be a problem (though to be honest I wouldn't care if it was)... I'll check in tomorrow when I wake up...

Sorry guys.

*curls up in her corner and goes to sleep*

*comes in baring flowers*

I feel I shall finally return, if.. if that is alright.

*hugs ally* How r u feeling today? Hopefully slightly better? xxx

*leaves some mashmellow for ppl to munch on*

*hugs Jeremy back* Thanks, I think I feeling a bit better... kind of in a zone though... SO tired... probably because what I ODed on had a sleep aid in it...

*accepts a handful of marshmallows and heads back to her corner for a snack and a nap*

awww alyssa how are you honey? be safe i love you look after yourself

*wonders in and bangs head against the wall* It hurts, everything hurts too much :crying::crying:

I'm hoping everyone is ok tonight. Emma I love ya hun, pm if ya want.

I'm however, off to bed early- stuipd migraine!

Thanks Helen *offers watery smile and a hug* I hope your head feels better x

have come to rant because i seriously think that others can benefit from my misery right now:
on top of everything else in my life that has gone wrong, i just came to bed with a cup of tea and a book only to find a HUGE BUG CRAWLING IN MY SHEETS!!
seriously, i mean SERIOUSLY?
please tell me what i did to piss fate off this much
way to kick me when i'm down, world, way to kick me when i'm down

My head is hurting on/off, for **** sake, I hate headaches, get way too many :(

I' was up until 4.15am this morning, no thanks to my migraine. I nearly burst into tears in class =[ I cried for about 2 hours last night over my dad, when will this dammed emotional pain get easier (well relating to the split) like everyone ****ing promises me?

My folder broke today grr and I SO can't be arsed to go back into town to get a new one, but might do in a bit and meet my mum from her work and yeah.

1 week til I go on holiday YAAAAAAY! But I hope they don't see my leg, they'll automatically assume.....

Aw, Helen, that sucks. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad.
*hugs*

And you have to go through some kind of "mourning period" before things get better. Too bad life has to be that way...but the more things are hard for us, the better life is when we can move on!
*throws you some chocolate*
Always makes me feel better.

Is it possible to just get out? To just make it all stop? I have barely been able to get out of bed today having only really made it out for more than 10 minutes just now and it's nearly 6pm over here.

Is it wrong to not want to tell your pdoc that you would rather die than take your meds from now on. Or to feel like threatening him that if he doesn't take me off the lithium I'll take myself off it?

Mes parents are getting frustrated with me because of my mood being so low and I just keep wanting to cry. Are there any stuffed animals in here I can hug?


*tries to find a quiet corner and sits down and cries*

I had to dump my fiance

Am just gonna curl up with a couple of valium and get some sleep.