Awww Ally...I hate it when I feel bad and then have all that extra stress on top too...it's horrible. Have you spoken to your tutors to see if you can get any allowances made? *hugs* hope you slept well x

*hugs Kahlia and anyone that needs it*

*hugs you two back*

Most of it is sorted out now :hop: But I still feel like **** :(

Do you want to talk about it hun? Glad you got the other stuff sorted though x

*hugs Carole and suggests that maybe all he needs is a slap across the head...*

Thanks Emma. I woke up just about every hour last night... GO ME!!!
No, I haven't talked to my instructors or anyone... I'm worried it will all just sound like excuses... it does to me... 'Oh, gee, my assignment didn't get done because I just haven't been able to function up to par'... :-(

I suck :crying:

*hugs everyone who needs it and curls up in her corner to cry herse;f to sleep*

:) Thanks

*lotsa hugs*

I've been very positive today, well yesterday, then got dead happy. :thumbup: Been bit tearful now though :crying: I feel like a loser for constantly cutting, even on good days or partly good days. I keep going dizzy or ligh headness, can't see to control anything except eating hmmm.

*hides in the corner and rocks with a blanket*

I don't want to do this anymore.. I really don't...

*hugs yoda* Stay strong hun, you can do this x

Hi again all. Thanks for the hugs. Saw my pdoc again today. Upped the dose of one of the cocktail. Still no light. ECT still a possibility if increase doesn't give enough relief. Hopefully it won't get to that.

*Hands round snacks and blankets and makes sure everyone is comfortably seated with pillows*

**hugs Kahlia**

Let's hope ur meds work and no ECT



*hugs Yoda* look after urself mate!



And lastly...Helen...tc there *hugs*

*sends love and hugs to everyone*

*walks in grabs bean bag and duvet hides in corner*

Wat's up handz? U alrite there?

i used to belong here
i used to be here all the time
i need to be here
i'm so lost...so scared cos its not safe for people to know who i am but i want my friends back
*cries* stupid ****ing bitch...

Set's up bed.

* Eek*

-is scared.

I wonder if I should have watched Casualty or not :notsure: Today's been very werid, I feel pretty rough, have cried lots. Now I feel pretty **** emotionally. :crying:

Well this was recently mentioned in Psychology, I know that they don't tend to do it much, just as a last resort. I hope it doesn't come to that hun.

*hugs Helen and anyone that needs it*

Sorry today has been so rough hun, cry all you want to *passes you a kleenex* I didn't see casualty so not sure what happened but remember it is fictional xx

*hugs Emma* :)

I know it's fictional, doesn't make suidice any easier to watch though. Ho hum. Dreading tomorrow, and I should't. I have work (woooohoo) which will take my mind off it, but the thing is like it's two months (tomorrow) since my parents made their split offical (like from tempoary to permant) =[

Cries and cries.
Its not ok and it wont be ok.

:Emoticon(14):

*hugs you lots*