hey just checking i am feeling like i am going to break down

*hugs everyone and offers blankets etc*


i need to hide

hey new life do you need a hug *steals blanket*

yeah please

you can have a blanket its ok

*hugs* o you want to talk bout your problems

no ill be ok *hugs back*

im sorry-you ok?

*curls up*

*runs to the bathroom and vomits*
Sorry...too drunk...bad counseling session...very drunk...feel like ****...
*grabs basin and blanket and cuddles up in the corner and sobs*
Sorry...so sorry...

*throws self in to psych ward head first* wow it was lucky i knew where that mattress was lol

dont try to hurt yourself

*curls up and hides*

why does stuff feel bad

just all the world doesnt want me to follow my dream and its the only thing i do well *sits on the matress* sorry i was trying to land on the bed

it will get better i promise

can i have a hug-*cuddles up close to kaz*

*hugs up to newlife*

checking in *hands over stuff for inspection*

Name: Bianca
Age: 18
Diagnoses: BPD, MPD, OCD, Depression possible Bipolar, Ana, Mia *anything else*dont think so*
Meds: Not atm

need to be here atm. not sure why but everything seems shitty atm

*makes a pot of strong tea, pours a cup and offers the pot around*
Sober now, thank God...but feel like sh*t...I don't understand...I had been feeling better...thought my meds were working...is this what happens when you mix ADs and large amounts of alcohol?
*curls up in her corner with blanket and stuffed lamb and tries to cry*

*wakes up from slumber* *wanders to find the kitchen*

i'm sorry

i harmed im so rubbish


*curls up in corner*

hey newlife are you okay

*wonders in and gives a little wave*
hey everyone.
i am feeling fragile

sorry

just feel down and unloved

sorry

*curls up*

*gives newlife a huge hug and love*