i'm really sorry-i think the counsellor is trying to contact me-i dont want to answer my phone

im so scared

how is everyone

sorry

hey everyone. Just checking in right now. Sorry for my lack of activity, I've been veeeery busy. I'm around now... so, yea.

Hey tierra, how you doin? Hugzzzz for you and everyone who needs and wants

Im pretty crap. I have to go out tomorrow.. pets need food and i have to go to pet store to buy it.. im scared i'll have a panic attack..
saw the guy who used to abuse me in town yest.. now im seeing him everywhere (even though he isnt reely there..)

eeksa need help.

how is everyone doing?

someone hurt me please someone hit me hard someone kill me

im in such a rubbish place im so worthless

i wish i was dead

id be better off dead

im a waste of space

*curls up*

*hugs Jo* You are not worthless hun!

i am worthless

i cant cope with everyday life

im sorry

i want someone to hurt me physically-its all i deserve

Just because you are struggling at the moment doesn't mean that you are worthless. If that were true, we wouldn't be here to speak with you.
What's causing you problems atm hun? x

i cant cope with life too many things going on and the sudden realisation tha my relationship might be rubbish


im very sorry

*curls up* I miss my dad and normally when we know he wont be coming home, I dont usually care hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Could I get some hugs or something? Not feeling too good at the moment. Sorry I haven't been around for a while

*hugs hiceskater*

I'm gonna be busy tommorw and i'll be camping until next sunday, so sorry that I won't be around people :(

*sits*
*stares into space*

*hugs all those in need*
Hope you are all doing ok.

Just checking myself out, holiday should be enough to give me the boost I need.

*hugs people*

i dont know what the hell is wrong with me

Guh *hugs everyone* I'm going on hols so will check in next on thurs =)

Checks in.
Thinks of all the self destructive things she can do to herself.

I honestly think that i am dying.

My head is - just broked.

ive been feeling so down. i just want to smash every bone in my body so i dont have to put up with every day life. i have been having flashbacks of anthony again. its like his face is on some random guy, and ill just stop and i cant breathe because im so scared hes coming to get me again. its kinda dumb cause he lives like 12 hours drive away, but it seems so real. ill be somewhere totally safe and quiet, and ill have this sudden urge to slash my skin till theres none left. im so scared ill cut again and i want to but i really really dont at the same time. i need to be gone for a while if you know what i mean...
i wish i could do it and have it all be over