thanks *hugs*

i need meds i think as starting with a counsellor now isnt going to work as moving away soon

maybe they could arrange a counsellor where you are moving to?

thanks

i am sorting that but need something to get me through next two months

and i had counselling before and it didnt help that much

thats understandable. I hope you go to the Dr about the meds and get some support. Please take care of yourself in the mean time. My PM box ia always open x

do you think they would offer me meds?

or would i have to see others?

to be honest I really dont know. But I think there will be some people on here who have experience of getting meds from drs etc and would be able to give more educated advice than I can. I believe I have read in a couple of posts about Dr's prescribing meds and then referring but not sure, sorry. Maybe post in support or a different section and ask specifically?

make me safe
take away all my......
just make me safe please

its all gotten too much
none of this is ever going to change
is it?
its just crap, thats all

you're right it is all crap but it WILL get better. *makes putridangel safe* hope you're ok x

This is never going to get any better.

I have nothing left to give. I have no fight there is no me left in me.

*hugs charcoalchild* Stay safe so you will one day be able to get the 'you' back x

*Checks in for the forseeable future*

I have my last (ever) counselling appointment with my counsellor tomorrow.. >.<

*hugs everyone*

went to doctors-never going back i hate her

what gives her the right to make me feel crap

*hugs everyone* what happenned newlife?

she referred me to counsellor though i didnt want to but i was kind of forced to agree or it would have been a psychiatrist

then she made me feel bad cos i havent told my parents and says it makes it look like i dont love them

*cries*

im so sorry

dont apologise sweety, youv done nowt wrong. your dr was way out of line to say that, not telling your parents doesnt mean you dont love them, it means your trying to protect them and yourself, its not something to feel bad about. *hugs* maybe counselling could help, its worth a try right? if not then maybe try a different dr. i hope you are ok, my pm is always open.

I'm sorry newlife that sucks! Maybe the counsellor will be able to help though- it has to be worth a try right? Did you mention about meds to her?

i wish id never gone-i hate it

i didnt want to see a counsellor again as seen one before and it takes me ages to build up trust with someone and im leqaving here in two months-i wont be able to open up cos i cant

she just made me feel so crap

did you tell her you were leaving? Maybe wait until you move if you really dont want to see a counsellor and go and see someone there. Or you could always ask for a second opinion- her word doesnt have to be final.