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Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 05:00 PM

Hehe, sleep is amazing... :) Wish I could've slept in that late... I love my sleep. Except when I have nightmares. Like last night's.

The following content has been hidden - Reason : might be tmi (female stuff) :P

I dreamt that I was going to get my hair styled for the first time, but the "hairdresser" was my dentist, Dr K, and she said that oh sorry, she doesn't know how to style hair, but she can do pap smears. So she did two pap smears on me!! (and IRL I've never had one done, much less two, one after the other!!)


My mum thought that that dream was hilarious but it was rather scary whilst I was actually dreaming it!! heh.

Anyway. Sorry, that was totally a tangent... :o

Doikers 12-04-2010 05:00 PM

Sorry April , I'm just lurking , thoughts racing around the subject of food . I don't know the food posting rules so I wont risk posting any details right now . I can be very obsessive and my obsessive side has decided to focus on food intake :S

Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 05:03 PM

Hayley, grats on making it to level 20!! :D You have a gnome, right? so you got a Mechanostrider? Hehe... those are cool. Hope you're enjoying yourself. :P And since you're on a EU server (right?) I can't come and help you... otherwise I would. :( It takes me like 3 or 4 days to make it to level 20... lol... although that's intensive playing. My priest reached exalted with Darnassus and now has all of the fast mounts (she's level 61) and is a shadow priest, so her mount looks all shadowy and awesome, just like I knew it would. :D Now I'm working on Ironforge so she can get the rams... :P

*group cuddles*

Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 05:05 PM

Awh Mark, I'm sorry that your obsessive thoughts are focused around food at the mo... if it "helps" any, mine are too... :( Bingeing and all. It really sucks. I posted a little about that in my r/v thread, about how I need to revise my diet and avoid bingeing and all... ****, I'm sorry if this is triggering. :( How else are you doing? any plans for the day? *big cuddles*

nicole94 12-04-2010 05:14 PM

*hugs everyone* april-i was triggerd because of my friend being in hospital, and being scared about my DBT appt. just got back from DBT. wasnt that bad.......still triggerd though :(

*sits*

Doikers 12-04-2010 05:17 PM

My "plans" for today are to make it the first 2 consecutive days without S.I. in a while , it's in the balance atm . Not wonderful "plans" I know :S I'l be on here on and off for tonight . Also don't worry April you didn't trigger me :)

Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 05:19 PM

Awh Nicole *gentle cuddles* I'm glad that DBT went okay, but I'm sorry that you're still triggered. Anything I can do to help??

Mark *cuddles next to* Those are FANTASTIC plans. :D I hope you manage it... and if you don't, please don't beat yourself up over it, okay? One day without SI when you've been going each day with it for a bit is fantastic. :) You're an amazing guy and you can make it. :)

*hides again*

nicole94 12-04-2010 05:23 PM

*cuddles april* i dont know. i cant think of anything but cutting. i hate it :'(

MammaMia 12-04-2010 05:25 PM

*cuddles everyone and sits with April & Nicole*

I didn't make all my phone calls. But have finally finished my complaint letter, they best read it this time :@

Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 05:27 PM

*cuddles Nicole* Try maybe taking a warm bath, or reading a fun book/mag that you enjoy, or having a cup of tea and lurking here for awhile!! :) *more cuddles*

*cuddles Hels and sits with* Complaint letter? to whom? Sorry if that's a dense question, I feel very stupid today. >_< Anyway, I do hope that whoever "they" is, the letter gets read!!

I spy an Oliver!! *cuddles*

I'm so sick of life... :'(

nicole94 12-04-2010 05:34 PM

*cuddles helen and april* i am supposed to be staying at my cousins tonight. i dont want to. i feel scared of leaving the house and having to socialise. but then.....i know once i get there, i will stop being so triggerd and start enjoying myself. gah.

Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 05:37 PM

*cuddles Nicole* Is there any way for you to get out of it? or do you think that going there and HAVING to be social will keep you occupied and away from thinking of SI? Just a thought. :)

Am updating my journal - paper one IRL - right now... feels so good to have pen in hand. :)

*hides again*

EDIT - ah sorry, you said that already... I say go and feel better. It's worth it in the long run, right? xx

Doikers 12-04-2010 05:38 PM

I haven't shaved in 3 days .
I'm fairly fair so it doesn't show too much but...
I need to shave .
I just don't want to be close to the razor :S

Nuts I'm stuck.

nicole94 12-04-2010 05:40 PM

it will distract me, i will be better, i will have fun. but-i am scared. i dont want to have to talk to people and play with a 3 year old and do stuff. i want to hide in my wardrobe and cry! :'(

frenchhorn 12-04-2010 05:40 PM

Hi all, I'm hacked off at the moment, jsut got an email from uni putting me in rehearsals, when I am already in rehearsals with uni for different ensembles, communication is obviously not their strong point.

*cuddles April, Nicole, mark and Helen*

MammaMia 12-04-2010 05:41 PM

*cuddles everyone* Posts are going way fast, I can't keep up :(

It's to a mobile phone company and the fact they're refusing to cancel my contract & thus are breaking the law etc =/

*hides where she can't be found*

Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 05:42 PM

Lol, sorry, Mark, your post made me smile. "Nuts I'm stuck." Hehe. But anyway, back to being serious - you could wait another day maybe? to see if you could get through today without SI'ing... because getting close to a razor is temptation indeed, especially if it's a rough day for you. And anyway, most girls find stubble on guys pretty attractive. ;) I know I do on my husband... until he kisses me on my shoulder etc. and then it's like OWWWW... lol. :P

I feel like such an EPIC FAIL. :'(

Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 05:44 PM

Well, I'm off for a bit... the posts are going way too fast for me to keep up, heh, so GROUP CUDDLES and there are some calorie free cookies on a plate over there. *points to her right* (which is actually a wall IRL, oops :P).


CrazyHayley 12-04-2010 05:45 PM

*huggles and snuggles everyone*

I'm so glad that even though people are struggling today, that we're all manageing to be productive in our own ways and achieve things - keep up the good work guys *hands out party poppers to all who want them*
Use them to celebrate - whether its what you've already achieved or save it for a next milestone, even if its just getting through the next 15mins with out SI etc.

I've got superchick 'stand in the rain' playing on repeat at the moment - it helps.

Oh and April, level 20 in 2-3 days?!! As in play time? or real life days?! I'm not sure in play time how long its taken me, but its taken nearly all of my 60day time card lol, though there have been times when I've had a week of not playing at a time. But I'd say a good 2weeks worth its taken me and that was with help from the 'battle chest guide' and some fellow guild members! Its scary that people ask me for help and I still feel so clueless!! Oh and what a shame that you can't help or just play along, I forgot about the server things. I'm glad that RYL is worldwide, I'd miss a lot of you guys if we weren't all able to join in together.

Sorry I'm not being very supportive, I feel like I'm just waffling about me or WoW....*shakes head* so sorry guys but I feel like I'm an ass-hat right now....

edit: OOh i sound bitchy - "I'd miss a lot of you guys" - that makes it sound like there'd be people I wouldn't miss. That is not the case. I'd miss ALL of you, you are ALL part of my life and help me sooo much. What I meant though is that I wouldn't miss all of you as if there was different servers I wouldn't need to miss the ones on my server. Does that make sense?! Gosh, I really am an ass-hat.

*goes back under floorboards to take head out of own arse* (no one needs to see that, hence going under floorboards)

nicole94 12-04-2010 05:46 PM

*grabs a cookie, blanket and teddy and curls up in corner*

SoMuchMore 12-04-2010 05:52 PM

wow! so many posts... almost 4 pages since my last one yesterday.

*cuddles everyone and places some snacks on table* Sorry for my lack of individual replies.

I'm still not doing great. Very bad thoughts/urges all day yesterday and a little bit this morning. I almost wish someone IRL would ask me not to do any of this.. ask me to stick around... b/c then maybe i would be able to for them.. not for myself (which i know is bad) but maybe it would be better than nothing.

nicole94 12-04-2010 05:58 PM

*hugs laura*
sorry......

MammaMia 12-04-2010 06:00 PM

*cuddles for everyone*

I've been feeling good but it's fading I think :(

nicole94 12-04-2010 06:03 PM

*cuddles helen*

Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 06:32 PM

I spy a Laura and a Mark!! :D *cuddles*

Hayley, I mean 2-3 days as in IRL, not game-time. That's if I can play a lot (A LOT)... like on weekends when I don't have a ton of schoolwork. :) I think that over break we're going to get a Refer-a-Friend account (well, make one) and whiz up some other toons to lvl 60. Hehe. Actually, it would have to be 2 RAF accounts... but that way my hubby's and my shamans (lvl 32ish), rogues (45ish), and my mage (28), druid (28), and warlock (41) could be whizzed up to level 60. :D And then we might give away the other accounts to someone who wants their own account... with toons already at 60. Lol. Maybe not. I don't know. Anyway... :P Do you have any other toons besides your lvl 20? Oh, and what you said about missing people made complete sense. :) *cuddles*

*cuddles Hels* How are you doing now, sweetie?

*cuddles Laura* What's up, hon? how're you feeling?

*squishes everyone else*

Just walked down to the public library to see when their booksale is (books that go for $0.50 to $3)... next Monday. Woohoo!! hehe... I love that sale so much, look forward to it every year. But walking back up, my legs hurt soo badly, because I've pulled some muscles on the sides of my calves and they ****ing HURT. I hobble they hurt so badly.

Am... well, not going to say what I'm planning on doing as that wouldn't be encouraging recovery. :( I just am near a tool... and want to use it... :-S

*hides*

Doikers 12-04-2010 06:41 PM

*Hugs April* I hope you don't use that tool , You are worth so much more than that .
That booksale sounds AWESOME !! *jealous* :P

Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 06:43 PM

It IS an awesome booksale!! :D Wanna come? *tries to find a teleportation device* :P I've been going to it since I was a wee thing, about 6 or 7 years old I think... oh ages ago!! lol. But it is amazing... only problem being, I've been spending a lot of money lately so... well, yeah. :-X

I don't feel good... mentally... :crying:

PoisonedApple 12-04-2010 06:47 PM

*cuddles April*

frenchhorn 12-04-2010 06:49 PM

*cuddles all* I got to go to fifth rehearsal of the day in a minute, take care all

*leaves plenty of cuddles and fresh fruit*

Scarletdreamer 12-04-2010 06:51 PM

*cuddles Crimson*

I couldn't help it... I cut... and now I have to go to class... :'( I don't want to go, I don't want to. It's a pointless class (senior seminar)... I just want to be done with uni. Only 3 more weeks...

:crying:

Doikers 12-04-2010 06:58 PM

OOOooooooh do you have a teleportation machine handy ? I'd LOVE to come :)

*Hugs April*

EDIT. April , like I have been told by everyone here slip-ups happen but you will beat this in the long run. Please be sure to take care of the cut properly , keep it clean 'k

MammaMia 12-04-2010 07:01 PM

*cuddles everyone lots and lots*

nicole94 12-04-2010 07:03 PM

*cuddles helen*

Doikers 12-04-2010 07:05 PM

*hugs Helen *
*Hugs Nicole*

MammaMia 12-04-2010 07:05 PM

*cuddles Nicole & Mark tight*

I spy JK :)

nicole94 12-04-2010 07:07 PM

*hugs mark and helen tight* how you both feeling? my urges are starting to pass and i'm calming down a bit now. i still havent SI'd, so i havent spoiled it yet :D

MammaMia 12-04-2010 07:09 PM

Well done Nicole :) Glad they're passing. I'm really cold, not sure how I feel. Hmm. *hugs lots*

Doikers 12-04-2010 07:10 PM

I haven't spoiled it yet either Nicole . I'm happy that your urges are beginning to pass . To be honest I don't know where my mood is .

nicole94 12-04-2010 07:12 PM

thanks guys *hugs* well done for not spoiling it either mark *high fives*
lol helen, put a jacket on then. *hugs lots*

Doikers 12-04-2010 07:14 PM

*High fives Nicole* :)

nicole94 12-04-2010 07:16 PM

yaay :D
how the hell did i get super noodles in my bra? :/

Doikers 12-04-2010 07:20 PM

LOL What?

nicole94 12-04-2010 07:23 PM

chicken flavour super noodles-in my bra :/ how the hell did that happen? :/

Doikers 12-04-2010 07:26 PM

Hehe , Thanx for making me smile , as for how the noodles got there do you know how to use a fork properly?:)

nicole94 12-04-2010 07:28 PM

i do know how to use a fork properly. all though i still havent quite managed to get used to eating with my tongue peircing-that mightve been the problem lol

Doikers 12-04-2010 07:31 PM

Ooooooo the tongue piercing of course ! Have you lost your lisp yet ?

nicole94 12-04-2010 07:32 PM

lol. nope. i pronounce 'R' as 'W' my sister thinks its hilarious. she keeps trying to make me say words with 'R' in :/

Doikers 12-04-2010 07:37 PM

hehe I've got a sister so can relate to that :)

nicole94 12-04-2010 07:38 PM

lol. i bet mines 10 times more annoying than yours.

jonikd 12-04-2010 07:57 PM

Morning all, good spotting Helen, I did cruise by earlier just to check up on you all *hugs all her beautiful ward friends*

Into work early today, feel like crap actually, hopefully a few coffees will help.

April honey, 'sok I went 15 years without SI then slipped up, doesn't mean you're a failure sweetheart,today is a new day [well might be tomorrow where you are!] *hugs April and makes sure she's looking after that wound*

*hugs Nicole* glad the urges have passed sweetie, you could teach us oldies a thing or two clearly ;)

*cuddles Crimson, Mark, Oliver*

*hugs Laura* hang in there hun, I know its tough but you can do it, especially with all us lot around x

*waves to Hayley* nice to meet you

Its 7am here in NZL, not sure where you all are but to my Northern Hemisphere buddies, sleep well. And to my Southern Hemisphere mates, have a nice day and stay safe to all x


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