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*hugs all*
Nicole says thank you to everyone who has left her hugs. My flatmate told me that he could tell I'd lost heaps of weight just by putting my sling back on me this morning. I need to buy myself a tape measure so I can take measurements when the scales tell me otherwise, so I can remind myself that I'm building muscle, not gaining fat... which th ED part of my brain keeps telling me. *leaves hugs for anyone who needs them* |
*Hugs Kat* If RYL isn't helping, leaving is a good idea. I'll miss you though :( xxx
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*hugs Kahlia*
Argh not doing well at all. Looks like I am going to have to beg for help. Yay!!! |
*hugs MammaMia* I hope you are doing better soon. Stay strong.
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Struggling to stay strong. I'm so not strong at the moment. *sighs*
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I have two hours to go until I have to leave the house and am starting to get nervous. I'm going to see my Doctor about upping my medication. Then I have to catch the bus out to University. Wish me luck.
*hugs Helen* ~ it's hard to stay strong sometimes Sweetie but you can fight this |
Good luck, hope it went well sweetie, I think you'll be at uni by now ^_^
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popping in quick to say i'm headed to hospital, don't know when i'll be back on. take care everyone, i love you all!!
*big Papa Bear hugs for everyone* |
my uni lecture today got cancelled. Poot.
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Hey all, just popping in to say a quick hello before I'm off to therapy. This week we're meant to start working on my 'other issues' such as my OCD.... I like my OCD, I wouldn't even say its full blown, I've only ever been diagnosed with OCD tendancies as it seems I have the compulsions without the obsessive thoughts...hmmm....anyway, doing my compulsions reduces my anxiety, don't take away my control and organisation!!!! Oh well. Fingers crossed it'll go ok.
*huggles to all* Sorry but not time to do individual responses. |
I think i'm going to go and hide in the denia tent for a while
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Yay a vistor at last :P I'm in the denial tent as always :P
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I have been discharged from the CMHT and after this week I will be meds free.
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Awesome news Arwen :]
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Hayley thanks for the hugs. I did pop in to ask for some but then forgot to so thanksxx
and hugs to everyonexx |
Therapy went well. She liked my organised timetable of how I plan my days :) Its helpful to pace my M.E. and keeping my M.E stable is crucial to my moods, so I'm allowed it, just with a little more flexibility which we'll work on my thought patterns and prioritising things. As for my OCD tendancies with cleaning and things matching etc, I told her I was quite happy the way I am and its not hurting anyone and because I don't have the obsessive thoughts, I'm allowed to keep those tendancies for a while too! Yay!!
*HAPPY GROUP HUGGLE!!!* *goes out to smoking shelter* |
*sneaks out og the denial tent to quickly give everyone hugs then runs back into the safety of the denial tent*
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*hugs kahlia* hope ur ok xxx
ive survived first week of uni.. but I missed 2 tutes :/ was very anxious and just got very sick from it so I went home early. So nervous about this semester. What should I say to the tutors *shrugs* I don't know.. I dont know if I want to continue with this course =[ |
5 years today :( should have got better by now dont you think,
i think i should check into the v.p.w - feeling ***** :( want to do it again. and again. and again. making myself sick isnt getting me as much satisfaction and confidence as cuttings :( arghhhh how is everybody xx |
Shouldn't have read through that thread. Shouldn't have gone through his posts. Reminded me of what I've lost.
He walked out of my ****ing life after breaking my ****ing heart. He made me want to ****ing die. Did he care? Did he ****. My housemate's going back into hospital tomorrow for a mastectomy. She won't be out for four days (supposedly) Friend's coming over so I won't be alone though. My sister died. It's coming up to her birthday. Third of August. And then 26th is the fourth anniversary of her death. Too much loss. I dunno how to deal with it. Psychiatrist appointment isn't until ****ing OCTOBER. I have to try and hold on until then. Right now I dunno if I can. Already taken an OD. Biggest one yet. No I'm not going to hospital. I want to ****ing damage my body. Probably going to cut later too. **** it **** it **** it **** it |
So ARSING lonely. There isn't a soul around to talk to >_<
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I'm having that little bottle of wine now. **** it. Might drink both of them. Can always get some more tomorrow
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I HATE MYSELF
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*Hugs everyone* I really want to hug you all individually, you all need it. I'm sorry everyone's going through such a tough time :(
I love you all. |
*Hugs Arwen*
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*Hugs Dayna/Todlich* Hope you're okay sweetheart xxx
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Well I'm better in that I've pickews myself up off the kitchen floor and stopped crying, but other than that, not really. Hope you're doing okay *hugs back*
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I'm doing alright, just a little apprehensve about coming off the meds.
And feeling pissed off about how my ex has treated me. I know how hard anniversarys of deaths can be, it's so hard. Especially when it's someone as close as a sister. I'm here if you need to talk xxxx |
*hugs Damnation*
*hugs everyone that needs hugs* I upset everyone around me, even when I don't mean to... even when i don't think I'm doing anything... I feel horrible. |
Arwen: I'm sure you'll be fine with the meds. And we'll be here to support you if needed :3nod:. And men are dicks. 'Nuff said -_-
*Hugs Fallen back* Think I'ma go to bed. Tired, got lots to do tomorrow, spacey and ****. So early night ftw |
Night Dayna.
I'ma listen to a couple of more songs, then off to bed. xx |
*hugs everyone*
Nicole [mouse in darkness] says thank you to everyone who sent her hugs and warm wishes. |
*Hugs all*
Survived the night. No ill signs from OD. Still disgustingly depressed |
I feel icky today.
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*hugs all*
I am still hiding in the denial tent, so much better <3 |
*hugs Dayna/Todlich, Arwen and Helen*
Still with you in the denial tent Helen *hugs all* I got a phone call last night from both my Doctor and the people who have been repairing my laptop. My doctor has agreed to back my case in regards to my car accident which is a big relief. Also, my laptop should arrive back midweek. I still haven't received a summons in relation to my court case but expect that soon. I'm hoping to stop it before it reaches court. Wish me luck. |
Dayna, hope you're okay as can be :(
Kahlia, I hope it doesn't get to court, got everything crossed for you chick. |
Thanks Helen
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You're welcome xx
How's Nicole doing? |
Nicole is settling in at the hospital. She wants to thank everyone for the support and hugs. They are looking at her medication and so forth. We don't know how long she'll be in hospital for.
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glad to hear she's settling in.
Still in hospital, on oxygen and a bunch of antibiotics and other medications trying to kill this infection. Luckily I have my own room (have to in order to avoid infecting me with something else) and am allowed to have my laptop. they just had to clean/disinfect it. I know i should be focusing on getting better, but i can't stop worrying about my horses. i've never been away from them for more than a night. =( hope everyone's doing okay, i love you <3 |
Sorry I haven't been around much, have been really really busy.
Hope everyone's ok. Leaves hugs and shortbread biscuits. xxx |
*hugs to all on the ward be they in the smoking area or the denial tent or just lurking* I feel a bit better today :) still shi**y but better how is everyone else doing? *steals a shortbread*
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hi from portugal struggling being over here with no support and having to spend so much time with mum etc. my scars ahve burnt over and people habve been noticing argh.
hugs to all cud do with sum myself and sum ways to cope im bk on tuesday. but been managing to access most days. byexx |
Struggling. So much.
Need my best friends and neither are online. One's struggling badly :( and the other is ill. I'm so lost when I can't have either of them. Got a badddddddddddd headache aswell. |
*Hugs Helen*
I'm here if you need me sweetie. Just let me know if you want to talk soon or I'll sign off. xxx |
*hugs Cheryl* You can talk here if you need hugs or support.
*hugs MammaMia* I'm sorry your struggling and hope your headache goes away *hugs Zowie* Been SI-ing a lot the last few days... reached my limit of trying i guess. |
*hugs all*
It's fricking freezing here today. And I'm the only one awake with the possible exception of the cat. Not a good start to the day. |
It's 1:30am here. And I'm sure I'll be awake much longer...drinking, of course.
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<hugs all>
Just wrote a really long post on another support forum I go on. Left out stuff. But it was good. Still struggling but managing to cope tonight. Should go to sleep really. It is like 3.50am already and although I will get a lie in. I will have to get up at some point to get washed/dressed for lunch which we're having late afternoon (don't ask!) with my sister and my brother. (Well one of each..) |
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