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Kahlia, well we think the spider has gone through a crack in the walls and run off. I just hope it doesn't enter my room again, it was horrible :( Still no tears. My eyes keep stinging/burning like it's going to happen. But nope, no fricking tears =\
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Helen, I've just started crying again. I seriously think I must be crying for you. I just wish I knew how to make it stop and n*o*t start up again.
Fingers crossed that it doesn't take too long for you to be able to cry. *hugs back* |
*hugs back*
Can I just have your tears? Please? :D I wouldnt mind crying for days on end..... |
I think that would suit both of us at this point in time. This whole not being able to stop crying thing is driving me nuts. Yes I know, short trip, at least I'll save on petrol.
*passes tears over to Helen* |
*hugs you loads*
I hope I start crying soon ROFL Yay I see Emma tomorrow :] |
*hugs Helen and Kahlia* How are people today?
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*hugs you and Kahlia*
My headache kills. My sleeping is ****ed. My emotions are out of control. What hope do I have? Thankfully I see Emma (yes from here!) today woop woop :hop: |
*hugs both of you back*
I hope I sleep tonight .... I didn't sleep last night. I'm scared I'm going to start cutting when my friend leaves. This might make no sense but last night when he told me he was planning to leave so early I felt like I was dying inside. It feels like there is no point to trying not to hurt myself when he leaves. Like I'll be losing his support and encouragement. I just .... I don't know. I've actually had a bit of relief from my downer today. I was able to smile and laugh. Not all day, but at least for a bit of it. And now I'm back down again. ... and dying inside again. ... Meh. *hugs anyone that wants or needs hugs and offers chocolate* |
*hugs you loads*
I hope you sleep tonight darling, I was up until nearly 5am making stuipd plans :blink: I wish I knew what to say to help..... |
*hugs you both* mm chocolate
Hope you both get some sleep tonight and manage to try and have stress free days |
*is panicking about being ready for Em, even tho I dont hve a clue what time she's getting me?*
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*hugs both of you*
Helen, I hope you and Emma have a good time. Enjoy your time together. :-) I just opened a box holding a necklace and nearly burst into tears! It was really weird. The necklace is a Victorian Touch Wood and if I was to wear it most people would think it was an image of The Magic Pudding. (I don't know if any of you have even heard of either of the above.) My sister gave it to me years ago. I don't know why I was almost in tears though ..... odd. Maybe just because of how I've been lately. There have been an awful lot of bushfires around here lately and I keep coughing. So over it. Meh. Anyway I need to try and get some sleep. *hugs everyone* |
*hugs Kahlia and offers her the box of tissues Hugs Helen* didnt she say between 3 and 4 the other day?
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Picking you up at 4ish my darling (as in I am aiming for four but you know what my time keeping is like). Don't worry about being ready :) xxx
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Thanks sweetheart :)
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I'm eating some food now- can't wait til you pick me up haha!! |
Me too! See you soon :). Not go time to eat though so will require food at Wetherspoons otherwise I will be very grumpy :P x
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That's fine dearest, see you in a bit xxx
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Hi all. Brighton meet was great! Feeling good today, might go down the pub x
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Hey zowie, glad the brighton meet was good
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OMG
Me & Emma simply cannot park in this one car park!!! *cracks up laughing* |
I am so over this not really sleeping thing. I barely slept last night. Most of the night I was lying there and I kept thinking of how I'm going to cope once my friend leaves. Then it started raining. At least then I could switch my mind to something else.
I want to scream. :Undecided: Sooner or later I think this is going to kill me. *tries to find somewhere solitary where no-one will be bothered by the noise* *screams while stuffing her hands in her mouth* |
*comes and sits with you*
Can I give up now? No...two more days....what am I expecting? some miracle? cus it aint gonna happen... |
Helen, I would tell you that you can give up if I can give up ... but I know that would come back to bite me at some point. I really hope things improve for you.
:notsure: I'm a bit scared at the moment. Normally I remember everything that happens when I'm down and only forget the high stuff. Apparantly though I was sitting at my friends house the other day with a stanley knife in my hand. I don't remember doing it. I haven't hurt myself but if I'm losing track of things while I'm down it could happen. I see my pdoc tomorrow. Somehow I don't think this is going to be a fun session ... |
Things won't improve.
It's almost final, just got to settle on a few detials. Okay I shouldn't say that though. Emma will hate me :] But I feel ok for talking to her. But I still feel suidical...which is fine :) Cus I'm getting the hell outta here soon :D |
*hides in cupboard*
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Everything ok Soph?
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there hasnt been any updates on Kate for a few days now. i'm scared.
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I know it's scary hun, but as they say no news is good news....
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in this case though i dont think it is. Carey doesnt like giving the bad news so if Kate wasn't doing so well i dont know if she would post it..
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Well you never know hun. *snuggles*
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yeah..
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Try not to worry hun, I know it's hard *hugs tight*
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it is hard... *hug sback*
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*hugs back* She'll suprise you all soon, I'm sure of it :)
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i hope so, i really do..
i'm sorry for being so selfish. how are you? |
She will hunnie :)
You're not selfish, I promise. I'm not in a good way. xxx |
Is there anything i can do to help?
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Knock some sense into me?
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Why do you need some sense knocked into you?
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Because I'm being pathetic. I'm suidical. I'm making plans. >.<
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*knocks some sense into you*
Get some help woman!! And in that I mean get some help to keep you alive!! |
I may be starting some counselling on Tuesday. Depends if she can be bothered to see me or not...
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if she cant see you find someone else! you're not allowed to die!!
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I can't see anyone else. As I don't have the money to pay. Why am I not allowed to die?
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because there are too many people who would miss you and care about you and dont want you to die!
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Some would soon forget me. Trust me. Everyone would have to keep going without me. I wouldn't ever be coming back...
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Helen. I have lost a friend to suicide. Believe me, no one will forget. It's been just over 3 years since Alyssa died buy not a single person who knew her has forgotten. No one would forget you either. Just please don't die...
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I wish I knew how to respond to that.
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Just don't die because people won't forget. And it will change their lives and not for the better.
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