Highly Caffeinated Oliver :P How are you doing ?

I'm in conflict ith my emotions and there are so many different ones going round my head at the moment *hugs*

I Love your new signature Oliver :) *Hugs your head to calm it*

thank you Mark :) *hugs*

I have a plan for the rest of the day to try and incorporate all of my moods and feelings.

go to Asda with my friend, do some practice, go for a run and do some press ups etc, do some more practice, chill and watch a film/tv

That sounds a very good plan Oliver , Healthy too , I can't do push ups and Jogging? Hah! I need to lose weight by eating okay before excersize , I'm sick of salad and Tofu Pate sandwhiches :P

*hugs mark* I'm trying to lose weight and gain some muscle before I go on testosterone. I used to not be able to do press ups, but now I can do the half ones, so I'm improving :)

*Hugs Oliver* Go you ! when do you go on testosterone?

*Hugs Serenity*

* Hugs*

I've been there Serenity , Urges are horrible :S *Hug*

thank you serenity *hugs* please stay safe, is there something you can do to distract yourself from thoughts of self harm. I'm here for a bit, then out, but wont be away for long, so I'm about if you want someone to talk to

*hugs Mark* I dont have an exact date for going on testosterone (T) yet, although I have my first appt at the gendrr identity clinic on June 27th, so only a couple of months and a bit away, but I'm hoping to be on T by the end of this year :)

*Hugs everyone*

*hugs all around* just checking in real quick... had to come and see if you were doing better, oliver :) LOVE, LOVE, LOVE your new signature, btw!

now that I've read up and know I have to pop off and clean this house before my bff comes over to have a work night (filling orders for our business) ... I dread the thought of cleaning right now, but at least it'll be a distraction... I'm really dealing w/ this repressed anger toward hubby right now that is extremely drainging, but i can't see to let it go...

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Serenity*

*Hugs Oliver* May I PM you on a possibly personal matter , It's not urgent but I'm curious (and we know what that did to the cat so I thought I'd get your permission first)

*Hugs Charlie*

*hugs back*

grrrrrrr... i think i need to go scream the top of my lungs or punch something! my husband is really pissing me off!

I'm sorry Kelly , want to talk to me hun?

maybe later.... thanks for the offer though... i'm getting ready to go out with my bff... that should help. I'm just really tired of not being heard and then when I try to make myself heard, I'm bitching (his words .. not mine) :(

*Squishes Kelly Heaps*