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midnightphoenix 27-06-2012 04:12 PM

I'm really disorientated. I posted on my own thread. I don't know what I said on there. It doesn't make sense to me. Nothing does.

I'm a bad person.

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 04:16 PM

Your not a bad person at all and its ok to write on your own thread. Look after yourself hun

Doikers 27-06-2012 05:19 PM

You're not a bad person Dylan *Hugs*

*Hugs Gemma* Please talk to us hun?

Laura2.0 27-06-2012 05:35 PM

*hugs all*

I don't know what to do. I'm dissociated ALL the time. I don't remember the last time I was not dissociated. I don't think I want to 'come back', it scares me.

xMakeSomeNoisex 27-06-2012 06:44 PM

Yep a major Beatles fan :)

*hugs everyone*

Today I am actually feeling okay which is nice since the last few days have been the worst yet. I know that tonight it will probably get bad again but I am going to try and enjoy my day. I may go to the fair tonight but not sure yet.

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 07:00 PM

just tired of everything thats happend and is happeing and i cant handle it anymore ....i just dont want to be alive anymore i dont have anyone inmy life that cares about me or that wants to help me i have no one....so many people have told me to just go and kill myself and i should just listen to them even my parents told me they wouldnt be botherd if i did that im worth nothing ...voices are too hard to control ...i just feel so unhappy in a life that i dont want anymore

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 08:43 PM

May i have some safe cuddles please? my leg is really painful tonight
:( and im sad i was ok all day and now im in bed i just melted.

Doikers 27-06-2012 08:48 PM

*safe hugs ya*

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 09:06 PM

thank you i like safe hugs am v scared tonight.

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 09:26 PM

really need someone to talk to or something

midnightphoenix 27-06-2012 09:34 PM

Saphire would PM-ing someone on RYL help? Or phoning crisis team?

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 09:37 PM

i dont know who to pm :( and im too scared to phone crisis

Huayruro 27-06-2012 10:01 PM

Left a letter for my dad to find. Wish me luck

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 10:30 PM

good luck hun xx

Gem-Louise 28-06-2012 12:00 AM

cant do this anymore :'(

YodaBearInterrupted 28-06-2012 12:35 AM

PM anyone in this thread Saphire *hugs*

*hugs Huayruro* hope it goes well

Gem-Louise 28-06-2012 12:46 AM

i dont just want to pm someone random i want them to say i can :/

Huayruro 28-06-2012 02:12 AM

He still hasn't found it yet. We'll see what comes of this haha

EDIT: He's gone to sleep, so I suppose this will wait until tomorrow

RootsbeforeBranches 28-06-2012 04:48 AM

I had a rough day today and I don't know why - I left my first job to go to my second and all I could think of was how much I wanted to injure. My second job cheered me up and then I had a great night with a friend who knew I needed a distraction... My life should be great right now but I just want to crawl into a corner and cry...

I wish someone else would be the mama bear for once and give me a break.

*curls into ball*

ljmeep 28-06-2012 05:55 AM

Saphire, you're welcome to PM me anytime though I'm pretty sure we're on totally different time zones and I'm not on as much as I'd like to be.

RootsbeforeBranches, I know that feeling. I'm constantly feeling as though I need even a tiny break. Hang in there.

Today was great until I had to deal with my X. He upset me so bad I was shaking and I wanted to SI so badly after... I'm glad my sis-in-law was here to distract me though.


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