"checks self in, snuggles into blanket in the corner and just cries"

I was bad last night and I did bad things *hides in the corner*

i am so tired... :snoozle: [falls asleep behind the drapes]

This is just getting worse all the time now... and it makes me worried. I don't have many to turn to for help or just to listen to me talk... sigh *cries softly in the corner*

I don't want to play any more *hides in a corner and cries*

*hides in the corner*

I am scared

Falls asleep in the virtual ward and decides this is best place for me

*checks in, crying and goes to sob on a bed* I do not wanna go to Psychology tomorrow...

I am nearly completely destroyed. I just discovered there is 5 different personalities in my head. We keep fighting. One time my bad side decided to take control of me. Than my good side just decided to become me. And than she get tired really fast. Now i am really tired with headache. I started to hating myself and i wasnt kill myself bcause of i was believing i am perfect but i am not perfect. I am just guilty. Because of me ladies killing theirselves. I must not be rude and bad like this but i was nearly always like this. I think i am going to break and become an evil if i completely lose hope of love but wasnt i am already hopeless? I am just becoming more rude and bad and evil person with hate. I am no more virgin afterall. But this is even not acceptable for my evil side. Causing people to suicide too much even for a murderer. I am not a murderer or rapist but what if i become? I cant understand myself. Even my personalities are tired.

If anyone asks for us we aren't here. We're trying to outrun the voices and are hiding in a cupboard. We don't want to play any more. If she doesn't stop soon we're going to take action we don't want to take.

*leaves pear vanilla ice cream popsicles on table in the invisible fridge*

*offers safe hugs, stuffed animals and tissues to all who want/need them*

So damn tired. Just want to sleep. It's only early afternoon but I just want to crash out right now and not wake up for a week. Meh...

Thanks to family drama and stuff at home, now I am teetering on being unsafe and doing bad things... I reached out to a friend but no reply yet :(

*sits down and cries*

Every thing keeps getting worse.... J is screaming in my ear, my mood is dropping quickly, I'm becoming more suicidal every minute and I have everything I need to put my suicide plan into action. The only thing holding me here is that I don't want to put my family and friends through the torture I went through when I found Jem after his suicide. My husband says I should go to hospital but he's not doing so crash hot and there wouldn't be anyone left here to care for him. I don't know what to do... I just want it all to stop. I just want for it all to be over. Help. *crawls under a bed in the corner and starts crying*

Why don't you ask someone to care for him like a neighbour and then go to the hospital

*hides here* Too triggered...

headaches, downtrodden... ibux wont help. meds makes it worse...

*plops down on the couch*

So overwhelmed...

*hides in the corner*

I need protection from myself right now

Not been here in a while - T cancelled therapy and feeling really overwhelmed right now. *rocks in corner* safe hugs to anyone who wants one