I don't know, because I don't know why I hurt myself while out of it sometimes and not others. But the people I'll be with don't know anything and I can't tell them. Thing is, when I'm not dissociating I don't want to hurt myself, it only happens when I'm somehow not in control of myself :( I wish I didn't have to go.
How are you doing Laura? Did you hear back from the special unit yet? *hugs*

Welcome Katie *Hugs if okay?* I'm Mark :)

Good luck *Laura Hugs*

*Glomps Dylan* How are you?

I'm sick

I won't see the counsellor for 3 weeks because he's away

What if I can't cope???

*hugs Dylan*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Katie* I called the insurance and the hospital to ask them how far things were and at first they all didn't know anything. Then I got angry and was probably not really friendly anymore and they told me things. I think I have to wait 3 or 4 more weeks until I can go there. Which is super bad, because college starts on september 3rd.
I know what you mean when you say that you don't want to harm when you are not dissociated. I don't want to harm, but when I'm having one of the attack thingies it has happened that I cut and didn't remember doing it.

*sits rocking and shaking in the corner* make it stop. I cant cope anymore.

*Hugs Faye* I'm from Wilshire too!

*hugs* are you? where abouts?Im in salisbury area how did doctors go today? thanks for the hugs

I now live in Wales but I'm from Wroughton

ah cool, i grew up in kingston upon thames but moved here when i turned 18. Do you prefer wales?

I do ,I've become a bumpkin :P

lol cool. My body is tired but im not sleepy :/

i know how you feel =\ so bit useless but... <3 although i do wanna most times. but it scares me when it happens.
im around.

The voice in my head keeps playing the same things on repeat, "you're fat. You're ugly. You're worthless. You're pathetic." - how come I would never let anyone else speak to me that way but I can't stop myself...

I feel like I'm hiding all of this and it's driving me insane

heads are stupid like that :/

I don't like it. It keeps me from sleeping

*hugs all and leaves goodies on the table*

Brownies and cookies and stuffs... all yummy :D

Besides that I am just going to sit in the corner and stare at th wall

mmmbrownies - Hey Matt, wanna watch some old school Disney movies instead of staring at the wall? I promise I won't sing along too loud.

checks in for the day!!

Ooh did someone say brownies?

*gives everyone hugs and bring choc chip cookies into the thread*

*Huggles My Wardies*

Drained....