I od'd.

**hugs DanceDance and TheSuffererComplex**

That's no good for both of u :-( hope u recieved some attention there

medical attention i meant

I didn't get any medical attention on acount of having hardly a ****ing effect. Probs done more damage on the inside :|

I ****ing feel ill and REALLY tired, I keep wanting to sleep even though I kinda slept well this morning.....

*sends warm hugs Helens way* Go and get checked out hun.
I hope you are safe x

I had a nap in the afternoon (yay should sleep ok). I'm not going to get help like I should though.

>.<

*hugs Helen* I dont know what more I can do or say, always here if anyone needs to chat

thanks jetforce... I'll be fine. thanks for the concern =]

I agree, you should go get checked out just in case dancedance...

Thanks Em x

I know I should. :blink:

Feeling more positive

*wonders if she can feel tears* :blink:

*coughs and splutters into room*
i have a disease which is known as freshers flu-i am back for one night only catch me while you can

xxx

Things are bothering me so much. Silly little things like, why on earth do I seem to have to finish all my psychology class notes, after class. Most of the time, most of them seem to be able to finish theirs in class. My wrist is more easily acheable, I know I'm not used to writing so much still but it's annoying me. We used to write in every lesson when I did french AS last year and stuff so why I am not used to writing yet?

Also my hand and arm are itching me so bad but I can't scratch it because I run the risk of pulling up my scabs and that's the last thing I need at the moment, more pain and everything.

So basically my wrist aches (well I did just do a one side of A4 of writing-when I first started typing this), my head (very slightly, and am used to it), my stomach (possible bruise or damage from a certain something), and I could go on.

I feel like I'm living a lie every day to different people.

You're not the only one with thst disease. It caught up with me this morning and has been getting steadily worse since. So what am I going to do about it? Go to the pub!

*huggles* Why is fresher's flu immune to lemsip and all other similar remedies???

Feel better soon!

*hugs carole*

I'm doing homework on a saturday night, not like me haha!

I'm feeling really proud of myself, I'm pushing myself again to get better and stuff. This next few days will be tough but I'll be moving on and letting the bad stuff go....I CAN DO THIS :D

*hugs Helen*
That's all really positive hun! I'm proud of you, you can come out the other side!

There's most positive stuff hang on;

1. Almost 50 hours free, I didn't even plan to stop yet but this is so good

2. Feeling really positive

3. Feeling a LOT happier

4. Counselling starts again monday

5. I have a lot of support and gaining more all the time.

6. I have met so many amazing people already and there's more to come.

7. I have such amazing friends

8. Things are getting much better <3

9. I have been working hard on my homework and have just finished another piece which helps.

10. I love me haha

I forgot to hug back...

*hugs Carole back*

*sits in the corner and cries*

I don't want to do any of this anymore...

Wow...u sound much better dancedance! today :-)

Wat's up YodaBear? *hugs*

I'm still feeling good, just sick but never mind.

I'm doing bad =|

**hugs dance!dance**

Tough day :(

Need lots of love && support.

Esp as my parents may bloody well find out about my OD from July =S as that was an attempt of suidice =|

Oh that's no good dancedance!

**gives u some love and support, hang in there**

Indeed it's not.

I'm hanging on, so many people depend on me atm which sorta helps. My counsellor spoke to my gp today >.< and aprantly he wants to see me. So I went to doctors on way home to make an appointment but can't. Then I got a call around 6.30pm, saying I could go in tomorrow at 9.25, there goes my lie in!

Argh she's just like given me more problems to deal with. Not less. **** **** ****.

Aww, sorry dancedance...
*sits in corner*
Ugh, I am SUCH an idiot...worse still, I should probably fess up to it (reasons for) in counseling on Friday...anyone know if they freak out more if you write on yourself rather than just cut?

hello all

i'm back now for a while as i appear to have sorted out my internet problem so feel free to drop me a pm when you need support as im quite likely to give a quicker reply than ive been able to before

feeling good at the mo tho badly harmed last week

how is everyone else?

*hugs all*

xxxx

Signs in again but taking my puppy with me. She will sunshine to you all!

Things are just ****ing bad.

>.<

*nods, agreeing with dancedance*
Johanna, your puppy is so cute! Give her a cuddle for me would you?
*sits in corner with her knees to her chest and longs to cry*

*hugs ally*

Why can't I be happy?

*hugs dancedance back*
I wish I knew sweetie...I'm sorry...

*hugs*

Bad day, the worst one of this week.

http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/showthread.php?p=300615#post300615

*hugs all*

feeling bit down

xxx

**hugs Jo**

wat's up?

*hugs Jo*

im sorry guys just feel meh starting to go downhill i can tell-hate this feelng as i feel so damm useless-probably cos i am useles as well as worthles as well as just truly crap and a waste of space etc

*hugs you tight*

Think I've manged to keep an ok mood all day but I'm also worried & in plenty of pain haha.

i'd be better off dead

sorry

*hugs*

No you are not!
Keep fighting!
Keep safe!

I agree with Johanna

Keep fighting Jo *hugs*

Still worried about something.

Today plans fell through, why did I get my hopes up?

Can anyone check in? No one believes me that I'm not safe what do I have to do to get some one to look out for me for a change

Anyone can check in =]

Yeah...keep busy :-) it helps for sure

I should be asleep but i slept all day...ugh, stupid me..it's 3:18am now damn!

Hides in a corner and looks for someone to make sure there are no sharps near her

Jus when I think bad things are lessing.....I get a big wham of news (one piece of news)

:(