I'm alright. Better than I was last night. I sunk quite low, but everyone here was struggling. It's alright though, I went to RAINN.

Why a bit low Nicole?

Lia , Whats RAINN? I'm glad you are feeling a bit better at least .

*Hugs Nicole* I hope you're alright.

Erm...it's a helpline, and they have a hotline, so I went and chatted to someone there. It's the Rape, Abuse and Incest National Network. I don't even know if I belong there, but Alex was lovely.

*huggles all*

My wounds from the fall on sunday are mostly doing okay. One of them isn't so good. :( I see my GP tomorrow so I'm going to get him to have a look at it.

Anyway, sorry for the lack of individuals, I'm just not up to much yet - it's not even 7am.

*big hugs for all*

*hugs mark, lia and kahlia*
i'm just a bit upset because i had a bad session with my therapist today :(

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Kahlia* Wow your up early today!! (Tomorrow heh)

*Hugs Nicole* I don't like it when I have an awkward session with one of my many professionals so can empathise .

Hey guys, I just wanted to apologise again for last night :(

*hugs wardies*

I'm not sure what's going to happen.....

Kahlia, I shall reply to your PM asap, same for yours Laura & Ian xx

I had a really **** day. I was still wound up over something. Ended up bursting into tears, so my tutor said I could go outside and she'd be out in a minute. Without thinking, I ended up disappearing to the toilets without informing anyone. So then she was REALLY worried, even searched one lot of loos. She was even considering phoning security team to see if I'd left the campus when my friend (well one) said she'd look around for me first. She found me, I'd calmed myself down and then broke down talking to her :( I told her about yesterday & she suggested I saw my mentor again so went to see her and poured it all out, even stuff over last six years. I feel emotionally exhausted as a result. I've never told anyone as much as I've told her apart from my best friend :|

On a happier note, I've booked my tickets to see Harry Potter on Sunday :D

*Hugs Helen* I'm sorry you've had such a rough day , But Harry Potter Tickets !!! are you exited? (sp?)

Yay, Harry Potter! I'm listening to wizard rock right now. Sorry you had a hard day. It's fine about yesterday, we all have our moments. *Hugs*

*hugs Mark* I'm very excited. Waiting since Friday has been torture but now I have the tickets helps it a little :D

Yay indeed. Thanks for being understanding :) *hugs* Would you recommend RAINN? Feel free to PM me with your reply if you want to, I'm just vaguely looking at their website.

*Night time Hugs My Wardies*

Night night Mark *hugs*.

*Curls up on the floor with a duvet* I'm sleeping in the ward tonight. Night all. Anyone's welcome to join me in the least suggestive way possible.

Hey everyone :)

*Drags herself from floor and sits up.*

Ian, could you please move anything dangerous away from you? Anything you could use to hurt yourself. You're worth so much more.

Sorry im just fed up and dont feel good. I'v been ok all day but now i feel low and i just cant do it anymore.

*hugs Ian* I'm around if you need to chat :) I pop on and off of RYL.


Guys... I'm scared. I've set a date. I can't keep going on like this, and I know... I know, somewhere in my mind that suicide won't do anything except rob me of the possibility of seeing better days. But things haven't been better for years... so i don't know.

Ian, you aren't moaning. I care about you. I'd be really sad if you weren't around. *hugs*

*spots Laura and hugs*

*Hugs Ian* is there anything you could do to make yourself feel safer?