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I have AWESOME news oh yesssssssssss.
I got another uni offer & it's from a place I desperatly want to get into, infact my desire for it is awesomely strong!!! |
IM NOT REAL
I want to hurt myself so much just to feel something. The Statue is here but I think this is all a dream. I can't remember the last time I washed. I think I'm really unwell. I think I need to talk to somebody, but I can't let them take me to hospital. If I phone someone they'll take me to hospital. AHhahaha, Im being the crazy person in our ward today arent I? I love you guys, take care of yourselves |
Haha.
I should be awesome. The pain of my parents split keeps coming back. I thought I was accepting it now. God, I want to move on. But I still want what I can't have. This is going to take ages? |
I hope everyone is okay. :(
I'm feeling triggered and finding things really hard. Today has been the worst in ages. :( |
*hugs everyone lots*
I am happy. Just feels so fake you know? I wish I could sleep :crying: |
*lies flat out on the floor*
I feel like all the walls and air and energies are pressing in on me but I can't die yet. It's torture. I think it's time that someone came and clubbed me in the head. |
*huggles you lots*
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*walks in looking worse for wear* sorry about the torn clothes i just cant be bothered to get changed *sits in corner and cries silently siniging to himself* but anyway i am back again....
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*sits with carole* do you want to talk about it hun
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well i am here if you need to talk just about any old stuff and i am sure recetionists arnt meant to do that hun *hugs for you*
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*hugs back* Thanks hun.
But, enough about my craziness :P How are you holding up? |
i am surviving i think just with the help of music and stuff i am getting by (i think) arapt from my clothing and my head being a little bit all over the place i am fine lol i dont know how i am really my head is all over the place
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*hugs*
Sorry to hear that. At least we can hide in here for a while |
yeah true well i left a couple of months ago i just felt out of place so i hid but i feel better now so i am ack i just dont feel to secure in my head
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*hugs you both*
I'm sorry you're sad. Steve I think you're a hottie, even if you have torn clothes :p. Carole, if you want to cry I have a shoulder. I completely freaked out last night but now I'm off the floor if anyone wants to talk. |
Arrrrrrgh.
At the rate I'm going, I won't be going to the party. I realllllllllllly want to go :( |
why won't you be going to the party dance? carole you need to tell someone about your thoughts....*hugs you* i still feel like crap! ughhhh.....hope everyone is doing ok....oh and nj is ok...*shrugs*
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Stressing.
Honestly. It's silly to stress so much over a party. |
why has therapy made you worse?
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*hugs Carole back*
Ah ha, not stressed about it anymore yay :) It's like in 30 mins, but wont be there at that time. That'd be pretty sad :\ |
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