*hugs mark, lia, helen, and felicia*

*curls up far away*

*Hugs Laura* What up Hun?

That sounds really good, Mark!
Laura, what's up, darlin?

I got out of bed briefly, then decided it was too cold, so I'm cuddled up again until my meeting tonight.

Hey guys *cuddles*

Got my new glasses today, reactions lenses are awesome! Scared for tomorrow with the rheumatologist. Don't want more jabs, and if I go on my meds like I'm supposed to I'm in trouble from my mum but if not I could have serious bone issues :/ I don't know what to do. Ugh.

Sorry, huggles and my best wishes are all I have right now. Might be back in later *cuddles* x

I'm really low and can't concentrate on my uni work. I feel like im failing.. at multiple things in life - school, friends, family, work... Can I please just hide away forever? maybe being completely alone would be easier.

sorry. Im in a bad spot, but its no excuse for being a bad wardie.

*hugs mark* your dinner sounds delicious!

*hugs felicia* I'm sorry you are having a hard time with feeling low as well. it is extremely cold today too = doesn't help. I would go back to bed if i could.

*hugs sarah* glad that your glasses are great! You have to do what is best for your health, no matter what your mom wants.

*Hugs Sarah* I think you should take meds if you need them even if you Mum gets mad , You have to look after yourself hun .

*Hugs Laura* It woulden't be easier to be totally alone even if it seems it now , I'm sure you're not failing at everything .


I.Want.A.Drink , How is it fair that I can't have one? I didn't pick up a bottle or can or whatever and say to myself ?" ?Right Mark , time to drink yourself asleep for years until you have to have help" So I don't drink , I cut , and I'm seriously considering doing that (again) today . I know , I have a roof over my head and food and the internet, I'm just not happy *Sigh* My Life , revoles around Substance use and S.I. :(:(:(:(

*curls up* i dont wanna i dont wanna i'm so nervos i feel sick

It will be fine Julie , can you distract yourself somehow , put on some happy energetic music , or read a book perhaps?

i have to get the bus to the hospital i could just miss the bus...

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Nicole* How are you this halloween night?

halloween was yesterday

*hugs mark* i'm good thanks, you? although i have the most amaazing urge to go to my neighbours house (the crazy one) and trick or treat, i would love to see her face! lol.

*hugs julie* halloween is today in england :D

i dont wanna go

Julie , It won't be as bad as you're thinking it will be , and once it's done you'll never have to have it done again *Hugs Ya*

I'm ready to scream and burst into tears. I've been doing this piece of work for hours and it's being an ******** now. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR JUST WORK PROPERLY!!!

*hugs ward*

EDIT: I fixed it, wished I'd tried closing & re-opening it earlier :|

oh i wish that was true. i have to get all 4 out but they're only doing 2 at a time

*Hugs Ward Goodnight*
Heres to a halfway decent November for us all :)