*hugs everyone*
lia-that sounds cool, we did raft building, and some people in our group get very competetive so we decided to make 3 rafts and see whos got furthest round the lake, one fell apart when they sat on it, one started to move then fell apart, and our one got all the way round the lake! :D it was so cool, then we just swam in the lake for ages lol.

Don't worry about it, April. =)
My friend refered me to Mercy... I'ma look at the others now. Thanks =)

*hugs everyone*

*hugs all*

Thanks Mark.

I am so tired of life. *sighs*

*congratulates Hels, Lia, & Nicole, & throws some confetti*

Sorry have been so quiet... I don't know why, really. Just have naught to say, I guess.

:(

*sits*

Hey guys.

*Hugs Lindsey, if that's ok?* What's the matter?

Hey Nicole, you ok?

*Hugs April.* You alright? I know the 'have nothing to say' mood. It's never good news.

xx

no. im having a lot of urges, and am really suicidal.

I'm trying not to purge... *sigh*

Oh Felicia *Hugs* I'm sorry you are struggling:(

*Hugs Nicole* Urges suck , I wish I could just spinkle faerie dust and make it better for us all .

*Hugs Lindsay* Life will get better for you , for us all , it WILL , try to beleive that :).

*Hugs April* It's okay that you don't have anything to say , happens to me all of the time .

How are you doing Lia? *Hugs*

Nicole, Felica, hang on both of you. You have done so well to resit those urges so far and the very fact that you are trying rather than just giving in shows you're strong and you can do it. *Hugs both of you.* Sorry I'm crap.

Hello Mark. *Returns hugs* I'm sorry you're struggling so much with your SI right now, I wish there was more I could do to help.

Eaten too much today. Disguting pig. Won't let myself eat until tomorrow afternoon. At least.

*hugs everyone.* speaking to sofi who used to be in my group and shes helping me with skills, feeling a bit better.

I'm glad Nicole. Keep fighting it. :)

*hugs lia* im trying. just had a pretty funny convo which cheered me up a bit.

Ugh, am so ****ing tired of not feeling good enough.

*curls up, rocks, & cries*

*hugs april* sorry. am too tired and triggerd to write much of a reply atm, just wanted you to know i'm thinking of you.

*hugs Nicole* Thanks, hon. It's okay. I don't need/deserve a reply anyway, but sweet of you to do so. :)

Updated r/v with more details about above post, if anyone cares enough to read it... :-X

*hugs april* of course you deserve a reply sweetie, especially if you are struggling. im just sorry it wasnt a better one.

*Hugs April* You are NOT Fat or Lazy!!
And ,
Theres nothing wrong with being the black sheep , my whole family are acheivers and I'm just depressed and on benefits so I'm a black sheep too , All us best people are :)

*cuddles Mark & Nicole* Thanks for the reassurances... I'm just in a bad place mentally right now and have no idea what to do about it. Not like I can cut - and believe it or not, but I still don't really want to.

*hides in a hole*