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Anarchymummy 22-01-2011 03:25 PM

Hi all *Hugs everyone*

Sorry It didn't go great Mark,but at least you made the step of putting yourself out there,(social anxiety sucks and I know how hard it is so put yourself in social situations)as Solo said It could have gone worse so go you :)

Thanks Solo :)

SparkleKitten 22-01-2011 03:41 PM

BLAH! Had enough of people today. Been called fat, ugly, useless, had comments made about my left eye as it doesn't work 100% as the optician never spotted the nerve problem when it could be fixed, my joints being bad which is genetic and thus the fault of my family anyway and to put the icing on the cake called a loon, again. .

Does anyone have a pack of angry, hungry lions I could swap for?

Doikers 22-01-2011 03:45 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Claire*

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry you are having a crap time hun.

How is everyone else?

shadowedsoul 22-01-2011 03:49 PM

cuddles all, curls up in the corner.

SparkleKitten 22-01-2011 03:51 PM

You alright Jill? *cuddles*

*cuddles Mark* it'll be okay, I can ignore them now. Worst part is when my voice agrees with them.

Doikers 22-01-2011 04:08 PM

*Hugs Jill* How are you hun?

Louise 22-01-2011 04:16 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 22-01-2011 04:29 PM

*Hugs Louise*

one_step_closer 22-01-2011 05:08 PM

I'm really low. I've joined a couple of dating websites but no one is going to want to date me. I've already begun idolising people and will be hurt when they want nothing to do with me. I'm just so lonely.

Doikers 22-01-2011 05:11 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I know how it feels to be so lonely , I joined a Dating website a while ago but it was a mistake I felt rejected , it's like I set myself up to feel bad on purpose:S . I am sure someone will want to date you:)

one_step_closer 22-01-2011 05:20 PM

How are you doing, Mark?

shadowedsoul 22-01-2011 05:32 PM

cuddle mark sarah, lindsay. not doing good today. really want to curl up and die. how are you?

Doikers 22-01-2011 05:53 PM

*Hugs Jill* Cravings and I'm getting a little urgy . But I had coffee today with my Best Offline Friend!

shadowedsoul 22-01-2011 06:01 PM

hugs hun, try and stay safe. sounds like you had a good time.
argh!!!!! my old laptop is driving me crazy, it wont shut down.

SparkleKitten 22-01-2011 06:18 PM

I'm so cold today :( and my head feels so funny.

*cuddles Louise* how you doing?

*cuddles Lindsay* Someone will want to be with you hun, you're lovely

*cuddles Mark* glad you enjoyed the coffee trip :)

*cuddles Jill* please don't hun, things will be okay

one_step_closer 22-01-2011 06:56 PM

Thanks, Sarah. What do you mean by your head feels funny?

SparkleKitten 22-01-2011 07:25 PM

Just feels strange, I don't really know how to describe it, its just like I'm not in control of my own body anymore, like I'm just watching everything happen.

nicole94 22-01-2011 08:09 PM

*Cuddles everyone*

Doikers 22-01-2011 08:13 PM

*Hugs Nicole* How are you hun?

nicole94 22-01-2011 08:19 PM

*Hugs Mark* I'm ok thanks :) Had my first meet today, it was really fun :)
But now feeling a bit stressed and tired.
How are you?

Doikers 22-01-2011 08:20 PM

I'm urgy, Hmmm I've trying to stay in a Decent mood , How very cool , how many people went to the meet?

nicole94 22-01-2011 08:22 PM

:( Can you try and stay distracted?
There were 7 of us altogether :)

PsychoKitty2010 22-01-2011 08:42 PM

*walks in and sits* hi. Im Chloe.

Doikers 22-01-2011 08:48 PM

Well I royally screwed up. *Sigh* Just another set on scars for the collection. 10 days down the drain .

nicole94 22-01-2011 08:52 PM

I don't want to be a woman anymore....

Doikers 22-01-2011 08:53 PM

Whats up Nicole? Why do you say that?

nicole94 22-01-2011 08:56 PM

*Hugs Mark*
Being a woman means that men use me, People only talk to me because I am good for sex, it's always always creepy men. If I wasn't a woman, they wouldn't use me like that.
But I don't want to be a man either. Men are creepy weirdo's who only use young girls for sex (No offence, I know a few of you are decent)
And sorry you cut, it doesn't matter, it's just a slip up. You can pick yourself up again *Hugs*

Doikers 22-01-2011 08:59 PM

*Hugs Nicole*

nicole94 22-01-2011 09:10 PM

*Hugs Mark*

Kahlia1981 22-01-2011 09:16 PM

*huggles all*

Oh Mark. A slip doesn't have to send you right back to the beginning if you can learn from it. And 10 days was well done. Don't think of it as "10 days down the drain". Think of it as "10 days that I stayed SI free so now I know that I CAN stay SI free for 10 days". It wasn't easy for you to go that long. Sometimes it's hard to make an hour, no matter how long you have been "free". You did brilliantly to make 10 days and I'm proud of you big brother. *squishes*

Doikers 22-01-2011 09:23 PM

*Huggles Kahlia* Thanks thats a good way to look at it . You're a cool little Sister :)

I am knackered . So tired . I took my meds so I'll wait a bit to let them kick in before going to bed I think.

FlyingNy 22-01-2011 09:29 PM

Chloe? Hey. You alright?

*Hugs Nicole* Not all men are like that. Mark's lovely :)

*Hugs Mark* You still went 10 whole days and no one can take that away from you. There are going to be slip ups, but there was a time when you couldn't have done that and it's amazing that you can now :)

*Hugs Kahlia* How are you?

nicole94 22-01-2011 09:31 PM

*Hugs Lia* I know not all men are like that. Mark is one of very few decent men in this world. I reckon we should give him a medal <3
Oh and I just text you hun :)

Doikers 22-01-2011 09:33 PM

Oh a Medal ! Cool :)

Doikers 22-01-2011 09:37 PM

Night Wardies:) I hope you all sleep/slept well and I'll be back tomorrow . Take care of each other :)

nicole94 22-01-2011 09:38 PM

:) You deserve one Mark. You're probably the nicest man i've ever-met? lol

nicole94 22-01-2011 09:44 PM

Oh right, night night Mark, sleep well :)

FlyingNy 22-01-2011 09:46 PM

Night night Mark :) You can take home your medal :) *hugs*

nicole94 22-01-2011 10:07 PM


Anarchymummy 22-01-2011 10:10 PM

Hugs to everyone.
Hi Mark.oops just realised you've gone to bed... but congrats on the medal.Don't worry about slipping up...everyday is a step xx
Hi Nicole.I used to think that too but believe it or not,some of them are decent :)

thought I'd share this with everyone..because it cheered me up..

FlyingNy 22-01-2011 10:12 PM

Hi Claire. I don't know if we've met. I'm Lia.

*Sings with Nicole*

nicole94 22-01-2011 10:19 PM

*Hugs Claire* I know, some are decent, but they are hard to find! lol
Whoo for singing Lia :)

Anarchymummy 22-01-2011 11:04 PM

Hi Lia,nice to meet you xx *offers hugs/cupcakes/shiney things*

FlyingNy 22-01-2011 11:20 PM

*Hugs Claire* Thanks :)

Did anyone else used to watch that show about shiny things? The Shiny Show, I believe it was a kid's show and there were these puppet things who watched a video and answered questions about it and then when they got one right they got a shiny :)

Anarchymummy 22-01-2011 11:22 PM

Nicole,They are indeed.Sorry somewhat loved up atm =)
Lia,I most certainly did.Epic. (I used to watch it even when I was about 19 :/)

FlyingNy 22-01-2011 11:28 PM

I still watch kid's shows sometimes :) I'm glad I'm not the only one. I'm glad to hear it (about you being loved up). Anyone special?

Anarchymummy 22-01-2011 11:32 PM

I have an excuse now I'm a mummy lol but yeah still watch them prob even if I wasn't. Yes he is rather special :) *blushes* still fairly early on in the relationship but yeah...it's all good and he's ace.

FlyingNy 22-01-2011 11:56 PM

I'm pleased for you Claire :) Sometimes good news is hard to come by here, but we have our moments.

Oh, I guess I have some. I've been free for about 3 months now. I can't remember exactly when I did my last cut but it was some time in November I think. Still, point is it's been a while. Physically, I don't know if I can still hurt myself. My faith is growing stronger, and when I decided to give up I believe God decided he was going to test me and this **** that has been 2011 so far is that test. It's Him saying 'oh yeah? Can you really give up?' And I'm determined to pass. For my faith if not for myself.

risenfromperdition 23-01-2011 12:03 AM

3 months is awesome lia =D

PsychoKitty2010 23-01-2011 12:08 AM

hi everyone..

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