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FlyingNy 21-01-2011 07:55 PM

We don't think that of you Nicole because you always offer your support to others, even if you're struggling yourself.

*Hugs Mark* Sorry you had a bad dream last night :( I had a nightmare too, seems like half the ward did.

*Hugs Shad* I agree with Mark, they'd want you to bring this stuff up, if you're honest, they can help you more.

SparkleKitten 21-01-2011 08:01 PM

*curls up in corner* I'm thinking so much that I feel sick. Everyone in the family keeps telling me I'm screwed up in the head, I'm the 1 in 4 "loons" that the statistics talk about and I just want to hide. I'm not crazy. I'm not I'm not I'm not!

shadowedsoul 21-01-2011 08:02 PM

cuddles mark. please stay safe

Doikers 21-01-2011 08:05 PM

*Hugs Sarah* Beleive me you are not a "Loon" , I've been in a pysch ward and seen people when their mental conditions are at their worst and you are not one that fits into the loon catergory

*Hugs Jill*

shadowedsoul 21-01-2011 08:12 PM

curls up

Doikers 21-01-2011 08:13 PM

What up Jill?

SparkleKitten 21-01-2011 08:20 PM

I know, my family just suck so much Mark *cuddles* I'm relatively okay really, its just they like to bully me and make me feel worse and the mean voice does nothing other than tell me they're right ¬_¬

Doikers 21-01-2011 08:23 PM

**** the voice Sarah , Can you drown in out with headphones?

shadowedsoul 21-01-2011 08:34 PM

hmm noithing im all good. dont worrry.

Doikers 21-01-2011 08:56 PM

Jill you want to talk I'm here for a bit:)

*Dammit Billy, You are not a God!"

SparkleKitten 21-01-2011 09:07 PM

Its too infrequent to drown it out ¬_¬ stupid thing. Thanks Mark. Music usually works but not in the mood for music or noise either :/ *hides*

shadowedsoul 21-01-2011 09:09 PM

dont want to trigger you, im okay

Louise 21-01-2011 09:14 PM

hugs everyone

SparkleKitten 21-01-2011 09:22 PM

I want my head to stop being so foggy >:(

Doikers 21-01-2011 09:25 PM

*Hugs Louise*

Doikers 21-01-2011 09:31 PM

People are watching , I'm sorry wardies, I am not going to be watched without a fight

SparkleKitten 21-01-2011 09:35 PM

Whats happening Mark?

Doikers 21-01-2011 09:37 PM

FB chat

Louise 21-01-2011 09:38 PM

hugs mark, who is watching you mark

Doikers 21-01-2011 09:55 PM

E-on are.
Need Sleep
Dorrr is on chain.
*Night time hugs wardies*

SparkleKitten 21-01-2011 09:56 PM

So paranoid that people are going to find me on here... I wish my username request would pass... I've already removed lots of traces off the internet of me, but this is the last one on the list. Grr.

*cuddles Mark goodnight*

ˈsäləˌterē 21-01-2011 09:57 PM

Hey Mark, can I still get that FB link pmed to me?

FlyingNy 21-01-2011 09:57 PM

You alright Mark? Night night *hugs*

You can always talk to us Jill,use a hide box if you're afraid of triggering people. *Hugs*

*Hugs Sarah* You're not a loon, you know you're not. Just keep telling yourself that. I love you.

shadowedsoul 21-01-2011 10:26 PM

hmm argh!!!!

Kahlia1981 21-01-2011 10:55 PM

*huggles all*

nicole94 21-01-2011 11:03 PM

*Hugs Kahlia*
How are you?

Kahlia1981 21-01-2011 11:06 PM

*hugs Nicole*

Just a wee bit stressed at the moment. Otherwise okay I think.
How are you?

FlyingNy 21-01-2011 11:09 PM

*Hugs Kahlia, Nicole and Jill*

shadowedsoul 21-01-2011 11:13 PM

thanks lia. how are you tonight

nicole94 21-01-2011 11:16 PM

*Hugs Kahlia, Lia and Jill*
I'm ok thanks Kahlia, sorry you're feeling stressed.

FlyingNy 21-01-2011 11:23 PM

Wooo, been on here half the evening and finally my presence has been noticed by name. I was starting to think I didn't actually exist and I'm just a figment of my own imagination (although according to Descartes the mere fact that I am imagining proves my existence, but that's hardly the point).

Anyway. I'm alright tonight thanks Jill, I hope you're as OK as you can be and safe.

Cazki 21-01-2011 11:24 PM

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Nicole*

nicole94 21-01-2011 11:27 PM

*Hugs Lia* I noticed you hun, I just text you instead of posting on here lol.

FlyingNy 21-01-2011 11:34 PM

I know :) I wasn't having a go, I was just like 'yoo woo, I'm here!'

FlyingNy 21-01-2011 11:34 PM

*Hugs Ian* How are you?

Cazki 21-01-2011 11:37 PM

I'm not great lia. How are you?
Hey Nicole you ok?

nicole94 21-01-2011 11:39 PM

*Hugs Ian*
lol Lia, I find it easier to talk via text :)
Ian-I'm ok thanks. Whats up? Do you wanna talk?

Cazki 21-01-2011 11:41 PM

I'm fed up and i feel like giving up. Dont think i can do it anymore.

nicole94 21-01-2011 11:44 PM

*Hugs Ian* Sorry you're feeling low :( Please stay strong, you can do this. I'm sorry that I don't have any advice :/

frenchhorn 22-01-2011 12:54 AM

i was going to post earlier, but the internet had other ideas

sorry i've not been around much and am not being very supportive and doing individual replies, its all going really, really badly at the moment.
can I just sit in the corner with my teddy William.

*creeps over to corner*

ˈsäləˌterē 22-01-2011 12:58 AM

~Squishes you~ Of course Oliver. Just relax.

PoisonedApple 22-01-2011 01:02 AM

*huggles oliver and offers an extra plushie and blanket*

Cazki 22-01-2011 01:06 AM

Heya Oliver :) im sorry that things arnt good for you. Would you like a hug?

frenchhorn 22-01-2011 01:18 AM

thanks guys. Yes please Ian *comes out of corner to give hugs to all who want, then goes back to the corner*

PsychoKitty2010 22-01-2011 02:32 AM

Warning- contains bad language (but is a good song)


ˈsäləˌterē 22-01-2011 02:51 AM

Kitty! I'm so glad to see you! Don't scare me like that hun!

Doikers 22-01-2011 09:51 AM

*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Solo*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Kahlia*
*Hugs Nicole*
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hug Kitty*

Gosh I'm up early , sorry to have been so freaked out last night:(

Kahlia1981 22-01-2011 10:18 AM

*huggles all*

sorry lia that I missed you. i'm barely keeping up with the number of posts at the moment. :-(

i've managed to start another two of my assignments. *le sigh* they just never seem to end. :-( getting a bit over it all.

another gp appointment on monday as well. more meds to get. more money to spend that i don't really have. more time to waste at the doctors surgery that i can't afford to waste.
my housemates' parents' dog (benji) passed away this last week (aged 19 plus) and that affected me (badly) too because in a way i was using him to help me cope with the death of my own little baby girl (dog). she's been gone since 2009 but i'm still struggling to cope with the decision i had to make then. when i'm starting to get unwell i still hallucinate that she is here. i also sometimes feel her crawl next to me when i can't sleep at night - and since i have major problems with insomnia that can happen quite a bit. i often feel like i murdered her, even though i know - logically - that wasn't the case. she would have had no quality of life if she had continued to live both the vet and every single person who knew of her circumstances has told me that ... but it was one of the toughest decisions i have ever had to make and in some ways i still hate myself for it.

sorry, i'll stop the pity party.

kitty, thanks for sharing the p!nk song. i love it and it is so true. i've actually downloaded to my computer to remind me.

*huggles everyone and disappears into the garden to play with puppy sinclair because she really needs some "puppy love" right now*

Doikers 22-01-2011 10:23 AM

*Hugs Kahlia* I hope you Dr's appointment go's well .:) I'm sorry to hear about your Dog , I have had family pets that have passed away and know how difficult that is to get over :S

one_step_closer 22-01-2011 03:10 PM

*hugs everyone*

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