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shadowedsoul 26-03-2009 10:07 PM

walks in and finds a safe corner and hides under a blanket. its all too much

Long*Past 26-03-2009 11:39 PM

Ow, ow, ow.
Head pounding...
Make it stop!
Ow!
I don't have the energy to get up and clean my room,
but I want to go see this movie with Mom...
I really do.
I need to spend more time with my mom.

*huggles all*

Damnation. 27-03-2009 03:20 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by wildly insane (Post 1512083)
*hugs Dayna* how are you doing hun?

I live ._.;. On a downward spiral though. Got the doctor's again tomorrow (**** D:!) though. Feel like my bastard 'friend' doesn't care about me or anyone else in our group of friends any more. He haunts my dreams too much

*hugs to everyone else*

Damnation. 27-03-2009 04:58 AM

**** IT ALL.

I ****ING HATE THIS TIME OF NIGHT.

I ****ING HATE BEING ALONE.

I JUST WANT TO ****ING DIE. Please, just let me die

Long*Past 27-03-2009 05:46 AM

*hugs Damn*
No dieing, please?
I will be with you.
You don't have to be alone.

Damnation. 27-03-2009 05:58 AM

*Hugs Crying back* I think I'm a little calmer. Not much, but I've managed to stop crying at least

Long*Past 27-03-2009 06:51 AM

That's good.
Want to talk about what happened?

Kahlia1981 27-03-2009 07:17 AM

*hugs Dayna* ~ I'm just sorry I wasn't online earlier.

*hugs everyone in the ward including those hiding in corners all over the place - with the exception of those who are not able to accept hugs*

I am ... okay. On the down side of my cycle, but at least I'm not rapid cycling now. My house-mate might get released from hospital on Monday. In one way I'm hoping that he does because I miss him badly, (G.d being in love sucks) but on the other hand I want him to be where he is definitely safe and will definitely be safe.

I have to remember to drop the paperwork for my Disability Pension off at my doctors office either tomorrow morning or Monday. She'll give it back to me on Friday when I go for my next injection and then I can fill my part of it in and send them both off. I also have to remember to change my address with the electoral roll. Meh.

Anyway, life is life.

zowie 27-03-2009 11:04 AM

I got rejected for DLA. Apparently I'm fine.

Kahlia1981 27-03-2009 11:07 AM

*offers Arwen hugs* ~ Please forgive me but I don't know what DLA stands for ... :S

MammaMia 27-03-2009 11:53 AM

DLA stands for Disability Living Allowance Kahlia

MammaMia 27-03-2009 11:55 AM

:/

These urges are too strong, I should have followed out my plans much better last night.

Steel Maiden 27-03-2009 02:55 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by shieldworld (Post 1512692)
Steel, what are they saying?
I used to get really horrible dreams too, with bugs and stuff all over my body and down my throat...-shudders- It was horrible. Now I have to burn incense before I go to bed and sleep with Chris's hoodie for them to go away at all.

They tell me to Kill other people and to cut myself up really badly, and that I am a bad person etc.
Hugs, bad dreams are horrible.
I should try burning incense before I go to sleep, what exactly do you use?

Steel Maiden 27-03-2009 02:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by zowie (Post 1513063)
The voices keep me awake at night, and then usually I have either really weird dreams or horrible nightmares.
Sounds like you've got a really nice soulmate steel :) You're lucky.
xxx

Thanks. He is wonderful and its amazing as I met him on the internet. I apparently mean the world to him and he says that if I died, he would kill himself with grief =/
Night times are horrible.

Damnation. 27-03-2009 05:33 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Steel Maiden (Post 1514412)
Thanks. He is wonderful and its amazing as I met him on the internet. I apparently mean the world to him and he says that if I died, he would kill himself with grief =/
Night times are horrible.

Tell me about it. I like night time, but the small hours of the morning, before I can sleep, and after everyone else has gone offline...haet

wildly insane 27-03-2009 06:58 PM

It's all gone, the darkness is complete, hope has died and I have no strength left to fight anymore, I do not know how to cope with tonight, I don't know how to cope with tomorrow, it's all fallen to pieces.

Kahlia1981 27-03-2009 07:44 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MammaMia (Post 1514199)
DLA stands for Disability Living Allowance Kahlia

Thanks Helen. I'm on DSP (Disability Support Pension) - and it's up for renewal.

*offers hugs to all*

MammaMia 27-03-2009 07:58 PM

I don't know what to do.
Okay.
Maybe I do but don't want to take THOSE options.
Blah.
I suck.
Fail.
:D

Michaella 27-03-2009 09:15 PM

*rocks back and forth * i havent checked in, in a few days i think so im checking in now. i am really struggleing with my urges right now and needing to.

hope everyones ok

*hugs everyone that wants it*

Kahlia1981 27-03-2009 09:36 PM

I'm so sick of getting up at 4 in the morning. Hopefully things will start to settle shortly ... it's just ....

It's now about 7:30 am and I've already cleaned my room (except for the vacuuming), taken out the rubbish from the fridge and cleaned the fridge, emptied the ash-tray, cleaned the bathroom, put the cushion covers back on the cushions and washed the dishes. Now I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do. Everything just feels so .... like a waste of time. Maybe that's just the depressive side of my illness talking. GD I hope so. I want a nice ray of sunshine to brighten up my day ...

*offers hugs to everyone then hides in a corner and cries*


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