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nicole94 30-12-2010 10:12 PM

*Hugs everyone*
*Curls up.*

ljmeep 30-12-2010 10:15 PM

*hugs back* welcome home to the ward.

FlyingNy 30-12-2010 10:17 PM

*Hugs Nicole, Sarah, Elaine and Kelly*

How are you Nicole?

Sounds...erm...fun Sarah. My friend had that done once, she has bladder problems. I'll be thinking of you.

It's really good you're trying to resist the urges Elaine. Keep going :)

Sorry you're not good today Kelly. I get disconnected when I'm tired, and it's weird. I don't think I like it very much, it's almost as if I have no control over what I say and do, although it's still me doing it, and I'm not a danger or anything.

nicole94 30-12-2010 10:21 PM

*Hugs lia* Welcome back hun.
I feel crap :( i'm so low today it's unbeleivable. I don't think I can do this anymore :( *cries*

ljmeep 30-12-2010 10:26 PM

to me it feels like i'm watching my life happening rather than being a part of it. it doesn't feel real at all. :(

shadowedsoul 30-12-2010 10:35 PM

hugs all. curls up in the corner and hides

ljmeep 30-12-2010 11:00 PM

seems like a lot of us are hiding in corners today... good thingthe ward has lots of them ;)

*hugs shadowedsoul* hiding sounds good to me too.

MammaMia 30-12-2010 11:10 PM

Kelly, we sure do have an unlimited amount of corners, just for that reason ;) After all, it's magical in here yay ^_^ We also have a denial tent but nobody's used it in months, got forgotten about again lol!

*cuddles everybody lots*

ljmeep 30-12-2010 11:15 PM

denial sounds like a good place to be right now... sadly I can't be that delusional about my reality o.O

*dissappears into the shadows of the darkest corner* i hate feeling like this... it scares me... :(

MammaMia 30-12-2010 11:16 PM

*cuddles Kelly* Want to talk sweetheart?

risenfromperdition 30-12-2010 11:21 PM

<3 :).

ljmeep 30-12-2010 11:22 PM

not really sure... honestly i'm just kinda blah... i'm just scared cuz this feeling of being disconnected is how it started last time things got really bad for me...

i used to black out and si and not even remember doing it... i'm scared of that happening again....

*cries*

MammaMia 30-12-2010 11:24 PM

HI Heather

Kelly, have you ever spoken to anyone about that? Sounds quite worrying x

ljmeep 30-12-2010 11:24 PM

dang it... i have to take off long enough to fix dinner... the kids are getting hungry... i'll be back on in a bit :(

ljmeep 30-12-2010 11:25 PM

not since i quit going to therapy 6 yrs ago... i haven't talked to anyone since i relapsed... no one will take me w/out insurance ...

MammaMia 30-12-2010 11:27 PM

Try enjoy cooking their food. That sucks nobody will take you without insurance :( America sounds sucky when it comes to healthcare =/ Least we can have ours free :|

FlyingNy 30-12-2010 11:37 PM

*Hugs Nicole* You can do this. You've hung on this long.

*Hugs Jill.* I've missed you :) You alright?

*Hugs Helen, Heather and Kelly*

In that case, I am a permenent resident of the denial tent. I think I will move in.

shadowedsoul 30-12-2010 11:42 PM

hugs everbody.
hi lia, i missed you too. erm not great at the sec. =[

MammaMia 30-12-2010 11:44 PM

Liiiiia, I've missed you my love. I remember attempting to revise for my psychology exams when I did it at AS level. I hardly did any & failed ha. Sadly had to have that result on my 18th birthday & try not to get upset :/ *cuddles*

FlyingNy 30-12-2010 11:47 PM

*Hugs Helen* Hey :) Sorry I've not been in. I do that sometimes. Just don't wanna talk to anyone.

*HUgs Jill tight* What's the matter?

shadowedsoul 30-12-2010 11:54 PM

erm really want to hurt myself. everthing is really screwed up right now. and i think im about to get screwed over again. trying to distract myself on facebook and talking on here. really want my mind to stop screaming at me to hurt myself.
hey solo and ljmeep welcome,im jill. sorry for not saying before mind has been all over the place.

MammaMia 31-12-2010 12:02 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2632077)
*Hugs Helen* Hey :) Sorry I've not been in. I do that sometimes. Just don't wanna talk to anyone.

That's okay honey :) Sometimes we all just want to be alone.

ljmeep 31-12-2010 12:04 AM

i'm back... on the plus side I'm not disconneted anymore... on the negative i'm pissed!

my 3 yr old just ruined a brand new bottle of nail polish, a new lip stick and spilt it all over in the bag with the rest of my new makeup in it.

I was able to save most of it, but ugh! that's frustrating!

MammaMia 31-12-2010 12:51 AM

Argh My ****ing Laptop Is Doing My ****ing Head In Grrrrrrr

ljmeep 31-12-2010 01:00 AM

I'm sorry, Helen. :( wish I could fix that.

frenchhorn 31-12-2010 01:14 AM

*curls up shaking on floor*

ljmeep 31-12-2010 01:22 AM

are you ok, Oliver? *hugs*

MammaMia 31-12-2010 01:22 AM

Me too Kelly :(

Oliver, are you ok?

frenchhorn 31-12-2010 01:23 AM

no.... I ,I dont know. sorry

ljmeep 31-12-2010 01:25 AM

no need to apologize, oliver. I don't think any of us can help much how we feel. *hugs tight* just know you are among friends who care deeply about you! <3

MammaMia 31-12-2010 01:29 AM

No need to apologise Oliver, we're here for you no matter what *offers hugs*

Guess who has their fourth migraine in about 7/8 weeks? =/ ****'s sake. Least I went 2 weeks & a day between this & last one. Compared to a week & half.

frenchhorn 31-12-2010 01:36 AM

Thanks *hugs*

The following content has been hidden - Reason : trig sui

I'm scared, so scared, what if i really hurt them I can't and yet I literally can't keep going through this pain anymore. suicide plan is so organised, I know everything, plus exactly how i want my funeral, plus suicide letters planned, listening to the piece of music now i want to pla while doing it, the date was meant to be next week, but i had to change it cos of being at home, now have a crisis team appt that day, they dont know though.
there is no date at the moment, but i want to do it, as soon as i'm back in manchester though. **** i'm sorry


*hides because he doesn't deserve to be near people*

ljmeep 31-12-2010 01:38 AM

I'm fightine one too, Helen. I think I tend to get them more frequently when I'm fightin the depression :(

ljmeep 31-12-2010 01:41 AM

Oliver, you DO deserve to be around ppl. You DESERVE to be loved and accepted and cared about. You DESERVE to be safe. *hugs tight* I wish I could make your pain go away... unfortunately I can't even do that for myself :(

frenchhorn 31-12-2010 01:50 AM

*creeps out of hiding place* i sorry, being a bad stupid wardie. just so scared, feel young and stupid, feel like the freak i've always been.

ljmeep 31-12-2010 01:54 AM

I understand hun and ur not being stupid. :) I was hiding in the ward earlier today too, oliver. this morning was really bad for me... i'm just sorry i can't fix things for you.

xxjuliexx 31-12-2010 02:03 AM

-wanders over to oliver- hi -holds out a teddy-

frenchhorn 31-12-2010 02:25 AM

*takes teddy, thanks Owen*

xxjuliexx 31-12-2010 02:27 AM

ur welcome

ljmeep 31-12-2010 02:31 AM

*smiles at the teddy exchange* :) so much love in here... makes me feel a little better

xxjuliexx 31-12-2010 02:40 AM

-shuffles over to ljmeep warealy- um... *holds out another teddy* u needs one to?

ljmeep 31-12-2010 02:47 AM

*takes teddy* thanks... you can call me kelly :)

*snuggles teddy and curls up to on nearest couch*

xxjuliexx 31-12-2010 02:48 AM

hi kelly i is owen, i sees kitty

PsychoKitty2010 31-12-2010 02:48 AM

-walks back into the ward after quite a long absence due to the holidays and looks at erryone here-

Hi erryone..

-shuffles over to her corner and curls up with her fuzzy blankies and pillows and tries to warm up and escape-

ljmeep 31-12-2010 02:55 AM

Nice to meet you, Owen. :)

xxjuliexx 31-12-2010 02:57 AM

i isnt here all the time just sometimes julie is here most of the time

PsychoKitty2010 31-12-2010 03:01 AM

-offers owen a fuzzy blankie and pillow- sorry I didn't see your post sayin you saw me at first. how you be?

-waves to kelly- hi I be kitty.

ljmeep 31-12-2010 03:05 AM

Hi, kitty. :)

PsychoKitty2010 31-12-2010 03:19 AM

how you be, kelly?

ljmeep 31-12-2010 03:29 AM

ok... tired... i didn't sleep well last night. You?


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