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SparkleKitten 24-12-2010 07:38 PM

Thanks Mark. He's still going on about one thing I said, calling me aggressive about it. I said I might not be able to stay at his Christmas night because it might be horrific at home. And things are a mess. I hate this. I don't want to wake up tomorrow. Even if it is Christmas, its all hurting so much, even though things are good at home, things suck elsewhere. Hey Kitty xxx

Doikers 24-12-2010 07:44 PM

*Hugs Sarah* I hope you DO wake up tomorrow , I would miss you if anything should happen to you .

*Hey Kitty* *Christmas Hugs* How are you ?

SparkleKitten 24-12-2010 07:47 PM

*cuddles Mark* thanks. Beginning to feel like the ward is all I have left :(

MammaMia 24-12-2010 07:49 PM

*hugs wardies*

I hope we all have a lovely Christmas. Please try stay safe & enjoy yourselves xxx

PsychoKitty2010 24-12-2010 07:49 PM

hey sarah -hugs-

PsychoKitty2010 24-12-2010 07:59 PM

-hugs mark back- I'm ok right now.

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I'm stoned right now, which just makes everything better. I love my husband's family!

Tomorrow will be difficult but it will be over soon. How are you?

Doikers 24-12-2010 08:08 PM

*Hugs Sarah* I rely on this ward too.

*Hugs Helen* I hope you have a safe and happy Christmas too hun :)

*Hugs Kitty* Be careful there hun :S

MammaMia 24-12-2010 08:13 PM

Thanks Mark :) *hugs lots*

PsychoKitty2010 24-12-2010 08:31 PM

I'm careful. I can't get in trouble for it I don't have any on me. It's just that it helps me when I am able to have it. So yeah. -hugs again-

SparkleKitten 24-12-2010 08:38 PM

*cuddles Kitty* good, we don't want you in trouble hun

*snuggles Mark*

*huggles Helen* Have a safe, happy Christmas too

All is happy again, Christmas brings so much stress to everyone

PsychoKitty2010 24-12-2010 08:45 PM

I am so not looking forward to tomorrow, though. It's going to be a horrible day. But I'm going to embrace the time I do have when I can enjoy myself before I have to face the big, the bad, and the ugly. Hehe.

Doikers 24-12-2010 09:10 PM

*Snuggles Sarah back*

*Hugs Kitty* No , like Sarah says ,we don't want you to get in any trouble :S

PsychoKitty2010 24-12-2010 09:16 PM

-hugs mark- Like I said, I won't. The person entertaining/hosting us is legal.

-snuggles and squishes sarah-

aoife77 24-12-2010 09:34 PM

Goodnight everyone :) hugs. A pleasure to meet you Felicia. HUgs Sarah I hope you do wake up tomorrow and all the days following it. Hugs Kitty I hope tomorrow goes well for you. Hello mark thank you, we'll see what happens. My asthma's been flaring up again, its a sign of whats to come :(

Disturbia 24-12-2010 10:17 PM

Here at my mothers for half an hour and there aguements about a damn tv
makes me feel like i want to cut .

SparkleKitten 24-12-2010 10:56 PM

Back to arguments. I've had enough. I really have. I just tried to be nice, thats all I ever do. I never do anything to hurt anyone and this is what I get. :/ I love you guys. Thanks for being here when everything else has been ****.

Kahlia1981 25-12-2010 12:08 AM

*huggles/waves at all wardies*

Another milestone reached: 28 months SI Free today! Woot!!

-> Hels, do you reach a milestone today (christmas day) as well?

From the GP visit yesterday: I have to get a CT scan of my spine to check that my nerves aren't damaged. :-( Hopefully nothing is too bad. && I have to replace my mattress, which isn't going to be cheap. *sigh*

May everyone have a good day and find something enjoyable in it.

*leaves hugs and safe love and care packages for all*

risenfromperdition 25-12-2010 02:40 AM

<3 <3 <3

risenfromperdition 25-12-2010 02:40 AM

congrats on the 28 months! :)

ljmeep 25-12-2010 05:35 AM

I send my congrats on 28 months too! That's a huge mile stone and you should be very proud! :)

I'm new to the Psych Ward. I've read a few posts above about family arguments and such... seems like every Christmas ends in tears for me... makes me dread it and I hate that. i have 3 beautiful children and I want to love Christmas as much as they do, but the truth is that i hate the stress, the drama (it always happens no matter how much you try to avoid it) and the arguments (can no one just suck it up for ONE day!?).

I'm looking forward to seeing the kids open their gifts in the morning, but the rest of the day kind of feels like a chore. We have my parents/sister's around 9am and my hubby's dad's after that. We prolly won't be home 'til late tomorrow. If I had my way I'd watch the kids open gifts in the morning and crawl back into bed with a cup of hot mocha and a good book and not move for the rest of the day! lol

misskitty112 25-12-2010 06:14 AM

*hugs ward*
please tell me after the holidays I won't hurt like this anymore.
Improvised a tool, harmed, still can't focus/feel okay.
I can't do this... I just can't.

Doikers 25-12-2010 09:49 AM

*Hugs Aoife*

*Hugs WIllow*

*Hugs Felicia* I'm so sorry you injured hun , please take the time to look after your cut/s .

*Hugs Limeep if Okay* Welcome to the ward , I'm Mark :)

*Hugs Kahlia* 28 Months! Go you!!!!!!!!!*Throws Christmas confetti*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Helen* Go you !! on your milestone too hun :)

Well I was cold and forgot my warm tops , they are still flung over my bedroom door in my flat and I am at my Parents 2 towns/villages over , so I'm wearing one of my Dads old cardigans which is warm.

Doikers 25-12-2010 10:13 AM

Whilst I'm online this morning I'd just like to wish you all a Happy Holiday Period and a fantastic 2011!!!!!!
I love you guys :)
*Festive Hugs*

one_step_closer 25-12-2010 11:22 AM

Thanks Mark, the same goes to you.

FlyingNy 25-12-2010 11:26 AM

Merry Christmas all :) I am sat in the living room watching Glee on my tod. Last night was brilliant. I spent it with my mum's best friend's family. I wish they were my family, they're brilliant. We go over there every year. Hope eveeryone has a good day!

Sorry, I haven't read any posts because it's a pain on my phone, but *hugs* to anyone who wants them.

frenchhorn 25-12-2010 12:13 PM

merry winter season everyone *hugs all who want hugs and waves at others*

shadowedsoul 25-12-2010 12:48 PM

merry xmas guys!!!! sorry i havnt been around in a while. life got a little crazy, erm still is i guess. hope everyone is okay. sorry guys. xx

Doikers 25-12-2010 12:51 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Jill* I've missed you.

*Hugs Lia*

aoife77 25-12-2010 01:06 PM

Hugs everyone :) Hope you're all having a good Christmas and enjoying the traditional fare. Have a pleasant day. Slainte :)

ljmeep 25-12-2010 03:10 PM

Mark, hugs are always welcome & thanks. Hope everyone is enjoying their Christmas. I woke up w/ a cold this moring, but still enjoyed watching the kids open their gifts. My 5 yr old won't stop playing w/ his new wrestling ring! lol

Doikers 25-12-2010 04:17 PM

It seems I don't like like being around groups of people , even if they are my own family sometimes , for extended periods of time *Sigh* I got out to walk the dog alone , thats something :)

*Hugs Ljmeep* Thats so cool , most presants here have been for my almost 1 year old neice hehe .

aoife77 25-12-2010 04:39 PM

I hate the holidays, its such a difficult time of year, at least I can rely on an endorphin rush to help me get through today sigh * I want today to be over with :(

one_step_closer 25-12-2010 05:41 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 25-12-2010 06:07 PM

*Hug Aoife* How's is your Christmas Day Going?

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you coping hun?

aoife77 25-12-2010 06:53 PM

Hello Mark, how are you? Christmas day has been a disaster, I cant wait for it to be over *sigh* I dont do well with family gatherings. Its very stressful, I'm looking forward to getting it over with, I cut several times and the day's not done yet :(. I hope you day is much better. Do have a pleasant evening. Take care. Hugs to all. happy Holidays. Slainte :)

Doikers 25-12-2010 07:50 PM

*Hugs Aoife / Slainte* My Christmas is stressful too , I do not do crowds even if they are my family , that makes me sound selfish and scrooge like but I have a moderatley low Anxiety thresh-hold . I want to cut I realy do , I'm just thing how to do it without getting caught :S

Doikers 25-12-2010 08:27 PM

So I just cut , not seriously, but it was an effort to do it secretly :S But I felt so much better instantley ..........

aoife77 25-12-2010 09:14 PM

*Hugs mark* I m so sorry to hear that, hope it isnt too serious but nevertheless do take good care of the wounds *hugs, gently applies salve* It does not make you sound like Scrouge, in fact I avoid crowds year round, wonder what you'd call me :P. I hope you dont get caught, I know the feeling of relief , I cut as well today at several points in time, a pity its only temporary relief. I hope your night is much better. If you need anything at all dont hesitate to message me. take care my friend * you are in my thoughts * Be safe :)

Doikers 25-12-2010 09:34 PM

*Hugs Aoife* Crowds freak me but now it's just me up in my old bedroom and my parents downstairs watching T.V. .*Yawns* Am tired , we are all at my sisters familys bungalow for tomorrow , ERP ERP ERP , I simply won't be able to cut there , Thankyou Diaz .

aoife77 25-12-2010 10:08 PM

*hugs Mark* sleep well and pleasant dreams. I hope tomorrow has an even better day in-store for you. Tomorrow I think I'll spend in the library reading up on gerontology, Aubrey is a role model of mine :) Do have a good night. Cheers :)

FlyingNy 25-12-2010 10:34 PM

*Hugs all*

Christmas didn't feel like Christmas, but I did just get the news that my best friend is re-engaged :)

Jill!!!! *Hugs* I missed you. I was worried, I thought something had happened. That's the second piece of good news I have received today. I hope your Christmas was a good one and that you're ok.

frenchhorn 25-12-2010 11:34 PM

*hugs all*
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it didn't feel like christmas day for me either. It was bad, grandma kept calling me birthname ad girl (although she forgets things a lot so not too bothered) but my father, he didn't even try to call me Oliver, kept calling me girl. at 8.30 this morning my mum was in my room trying to find a cd, he came barging in, swearing, shouting at my mum, telling her to get out the way, glaring at me and scaring me, although cos he had a cold he spent most the day upstairs, but still shouted, glared at us and made the day crap.
sorry I just neededto get that off my chest somewhere.
my mum said she would be supportive of my mental health stuff, but she isn't, she just goes oh i thought you were better, she thinks it will go in a few weeks.

hope everyone had an ok day.

risenfromperdition 26-12-2010 01:58 AM

*offers hug to oliver if you want*
sorry your christmas was rough and sorry your dad was being a jerk :(
that must suck majorly being called someone you arent <3

*hugs anyone else*
thankfully today is over
*curls up* tummy feels icky and i wanna cut and :(

frenchhorn 26-12-2010 02:00 AM

*hugs heather* try not to cut, you got anything you can do to distract yourself

FlyingNy 26-12-2010 02:10 AM

*Hugs Heather and Oliver* Sorry neither of you enjoyed the day. Please try not to cut Heather.

I'm turning in for the night now. Night night wardies. <3

ljmeep 26-12-2010 02:17 AM

*hugs mark* sorry you cut... I wanted to a few times today, but never had enough privacy to do so... all for thebest. I did get to down a couple margaritas though, courtosy of my sis. :) I'm not much of a drinker so it was more than enough to take the edge off before we migrated from my family to my hubby's.

I had my anxiety level actually hit it's high when we got home and my hubby started complaining that no one offered him a drink (my family doesn't like when he drinks and neither do i b/c he becomes an ass) and he was complaining that my sis went behind our backs to give Bryce cookies after we told him no (doesn't bother me too much, but only cuz it's Christmas). I almost cut right then, but the kids were still up and again i couldn't get away. Now I'm here so maybe I can find the stregth not to do what I want so badly to do. :/

ljmeep 26-12-2010 02:20 AM


Originally Posted by HorseRidinBbe07 (Post 2623860)
*offers hug to oliver if you want*
sorry your christmas was rough and sorry your dad was being a jerk :(
that must suck majorly being called someone you arent <3

*hugs anyone else*
thankfully today is over
*curls up* tummy feels icky and i wanna cut and :(

So sorry your tummy feels icky and that you feel like cutting... I'm right there with you... except for the icky tummy part *hugs*

risenfromperdition 26-12-2010 02:24 AM

hmm am watching dr who [no one tell me what happen :P] so hopeuflly that distracty. just feel ergh. cant believe how much i ate :(

frenchhorn 26-12-2010 02:24 AM

hi ljmeep, I'm Oliver, don't think we have met. please don't cut, keep taking on here if it helps to distract you

risenfromperdition 26-12-2010 02:25 AM

how was your day lia? <3

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