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FlyingNy 22-12-2010 01:01 PM

Oh, and sorry for this triple post, but I had another nightmare last night, only this time, it wasn't so horrible.

I was in my local town and it was the middle of the night, there were other people around, people from my school I think, but it wasn't busy and I couldn't see anyone. Voldermort was out there somewhere and he was stalking me, as I was, in fact, Harry Potter. I had somewhere to get to, but I can't remember where and I bumped into someone from my year. I cant' remember who it was now, but I hardly speak to them in real life, but we started running together, and then Lupin hadn't taken his potion and he was a wearwolf and chasing us too. I was scared, but it was a rather more plesant dream than the one I had the other night.

Doikers 22-12-2010 01:18 PM

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you feel so wretched *EXTRA squishey hugs*

MammaMia 22-12-2010 01:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2619506)
*Hugs Helen* 2 out of 3 is pretty good :)

I was just walking in town and ran into my befriender Becky she had some free time so we went for coffee and chatted then chatted at her office :) She's nice and I'm feeling upbeat from my walk and running into Becky :)

*hugs Mark* It sure is. Aw that's really good about seeing Becky :) Glad you're feeling upbeat Mark.

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Originally Posted by one_step_closer (Post 2619552)
I just want to die :(

*hugs Lindsay tightly* I'm sorry you feeling so bad. But you can get through this *hugs*

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Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2619558)
What you excited about Helen?

CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!! Esepically now I know my bestie got my parcels today & sent mine to me. YAY YAY YAY YAY!!! Plus one of my sisters is coming in two days time. You won't have met Callie as she's one of the 'originals' but she's awesome =)

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Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2619560)
I certainly don't want you to die and neither does anyone here.

*agrees 100%*

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Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2619562)
Oh, and sorry for this triple post, but I had another nightmare last night, only this time, it wasn't so horrible.

I was in my local town and it was the middle of the night, there were other people around, people from my school I think, but it wasn't busy and I couldn't see anyone. Voldermort was out there somewhere and he was stalking me, as I was, in fact, Harry Potter. I had somewhere to get to, but I can't remember where and I bumped into someone from my year. I cant' remember who it was now, but I hardly speak to them in real life, but we started running together, and then Lupin hadn't taken his potion and he was a wearwolf and chasing us too. I was scared, but it was a rather more plesant dream than the one I had the other night.

That sounds scary :( *hugs* I hate nightmares :(

MammaMia 22-12-2010 01:28 PM

Also I'm waiting in for our heating to be fixed =/ The raditor in the hall had already broken this weekend by leaking. So it got turned off whilst we were waiting. However the whole bloody thing has broke itself. GRR!!! Hope he hurries up, I do have to leave for work in less than 3 hours & he's meant to come between 11.30-4.00 (or something like that)

one_step_closer 22-12-2010 01:42 PM

*hugs everyone* I'm just so sick of feeling bad all of the time. I can't cope with life, I don't have it in me.

Lia, i'm sorry you've been having nightmares. Sometimes it helps to write them down and then destroy what you have written.

Helen, I hope the repair man comes soon.

Doikers 22-12-2010 01:49 PM

It WILL get better Lindsay You just have to hang on in there , is there anyone from your CMHT or other support network you can make an appointment to see ? *Hugs*

*Hugs Helen* I hope you heating guy comes soon too .

MammaMia 22-12-2010 02:04 PM

Lindsay, you won't always feel this bad. I know you're sick of struggling & I don't blame you.

Mark, thank you (and to Lindsay too). Although if I remember rightly, he was supposed to come in October & never came or apologised. But the problem fixed itself thankfully on that occasion. However we really do need heat. I have two blankets & a heater on, still cold grr =[

one_step_closer 22-12-2010 02:16 PM

Mark, I could phone the voluntary crisis team but I can't let them come out to see me because my brother is at home and he'd guess that things are difficult for me right now. I'm seeing my psychologist tomorrow though.

Doikers 22-12-2010 02:22 PM

It's good that you are meeting up with your psychologist tomorrow , Can tell her how you feel ? *Hugs*

Doikers 22-12-2010 04:08 PM

I'm all bathed and ready for a relaxing evening , Cold though so I put my heating on then got in the bath, Stood out of the bath and the cold air hit the wet me , BBBrrrrr .
I discovered that Antabuse has Geletine in it so HAD to stop taking it being a very strict Vegetarian , I'm hoping I can cope without it , it's been a saftey blanket .

misskitty112 22-12-2010 04:12 PM

*hugs everyone* I don't know where the memory part of my brain is.

If I make it through the holidays, it will be a miracle. I'm just sayin.
On a good note, I kicked ass at uni this semester. Seriously... hardest semester of my life= good grades. But I keep telling myself that it doesn't matter, because what's the point if I'm never gonna see myself get my degree?
*sigh* idk. you can ignore me.
And my grandma just came in my room to accuse me of stealing a part of someone's gift. wtf.

Doikers 22-12-2010 04:14 PM

Oh *Hugs Felicia* I'm sorry about your Grandma :S But YEY! For good grades :D Way to go you!!! I'm sure you'll get your degree hun , you are SO smart :)

misskitty112 22-12-2010 04:18 PM

I'm actually not that smart, dear.
But if you think I am, feel free to go talk to the professor of Brit Lit 3, and tell her I deserve to make a good grade in the class this spring. I've already failed it once =/

Doikers 22-12-2010 04:22 PM

Well you're certainly smarter than me , I never was one for booklearnin' , or anything practical for that manner *Sigh* I still think you're smart :) *Marches up to your professor*

Doikers 22-12-2010 04:49 PM

*Spots and Hugs Crimson* How are you Crimson? Thanks again for all the Information :)

Doikers 22-12-2010 05:42 PM

Sarah!!! I spots you *Hugs* How are you hun?

SparkleKitten 22-12-2010 06:08 PM

Ugh, turns out my endoscopy to test for IBS/stomach issues is on New Years Eve... _ Just hoping they can do it without general anasthetic :/

Doikers 22-12-2010 06:15 PM

*Hugs Sarah* Good luck with that hun .

PoisonedApple 22-12-2010 06:21 PM


*hugs everyone and hides mumbling about so much to do, so little time*

FlyingNy 22-12-2010 06:44 PM

Hey all. I've not actually even been at home for the past 4 and a half hours, I just left my laptop on because I thought I'd be out 10 minutes.

Doikers 22-12-2010 06:49 PM

Oh Lia , everything okay? *Hugs*

OOhhh Good video Crimson :) We don't ready "Do" Dr Seuss over here like you guys do , but cool none the less , Saying that I do have A T-shirt with the Cate in the Hat on , but I've not , to my recollation read any of his books .

FlyingNy 22-12-2010 07:06 PM

Everything's fine. I went to the shop to get a 'to my husband card' (don't even ask) and then thought 'you know what, I'm going to give Jodie her Christmas present' as it was in my bag, but she lives 3 miles away and I had to walk and then I got lost, then I stayed at hers for a bit and her mum gave me a lift home. Longest shop trip ever.

PoisonedApple 22-12-2010 07:11 PM

Hurray for making my boss's day. I put a tin of cookies in her inbox this morning.
*hugs Mark* When I was reading the stuff I missed and saw you wondering about Christmas cheer, I thought of the movie with Taylor Mumsen playing Cindy-loo (the little girl in the beginning of the video). I personally think the song is better when it's sung by her than it is by Faith Hill (even if it was done by Faith) but I couldn't find any on YouTube that had that :) I never got into Dr Seuss as a kid but one of the wall decorations in my office that doesn't change is this poem. lol

Doikers 22-12-2010 07:20 PM

Ha! Thats very funny Crimson :)

Wow Lia , it sounds like you had quite the afternoon! :P

aoife77 22-12-2010 07:21 PM

*takes a blanket, pillows,mug of tea and finds a corner* haven't slept in 24 hours...lets hope sleep comes easily tonight.

risenfromperdition 22-12-2010 07:25 PM

Zzzzzz

Doikers 22-12-2010 07:31 PM

Hey aoife , I'm sorry you haven't slept for a whole day , Welcome to the ward :) I'm Mark :) Are hugs okay? *Waves if not*

*Hugs Heather* Hooooow are you hun? Tired?

PsychoKitty2010 22-12-2010 07:36 PM

-hugs ward-

-wanders back into the ward and finds a spot on the couch and curls up with fuzzies trying to get warm- hi errybody

Doikers 22-12-2010 07:42 PM

Hey Kitty how are you? *Hugs*

PsychoKitty2010 22-12-2010 07:44 PM

Tired and numb. And cold. Just don't know what to do anymore. Bleh. -hugs mark- How are you?

-spots and hugs crimson- How you be?

PoisonedApple 22-12-2010 07:47 PM

Tired and way too busy...

Doikers 22-12-2010 07:49 PM

*Hugs Kitty , I'm sorry you're Numb and Tired and Cold , Wrap up from the cold , You could get an early night when it's night time your time which I don't know when it is , Make sense? No , sorry I didn't think so :S Erp I think it's neat that yousay "How you be?" so cool :P

I'm feeling okay , not yet festive but maybe I'll be more festive around Family , especially the 11 month old , and My family dog , I love that dog , I'm not allowed a dog here :(

PoisonedApple 22-12-2010 07:52 PM

*Puts up the ward tree, hangs lights over the windows and garland over the doorways*

Doikers 22-12-2010 07:55 PM

Hey thats more festive ! , Thanks Crimson :)

PsychoKitty2010 22-12-2010 08:03 PM

I can relate to being busy, crimson. Yesterday we had to clean house (wanted the place clean before we leave for the holidays so we don't have to come back to a mess!) and we baked cookies. Didn't get to the apple crisp like we planned on. So laundry and apple crisp is on the menu today.

I just wish this week was over so I don't have to have the anxiety of waiting. -sighs- I want to get out of this town. As soon as I get out of town, the anxiety of the holidays will slowly diminish. We get to leave on Friday morning.

Yeah Mark I plan on going to bed at a decent time my time tonight because I have to get up earlier than normal tomorrow when my husband goes to his counseling appointment. I gots some work that I need to do while he is gone. And get a shower during that time and all that jazz.

I have gone emotionally numb. I guess it's better than being all sorts of pissed off and stuff. I'm shutting down though. -shrugs-

-watches crimson decorate the ward-

SparkleKitten 22-12-2010 08:05 PM

So many people moaning at me for my opinions tonight >:( not having a good day at all. Mild car crash (only a tiny bump and not overly hurt), moaning all the time, endoscopy, bleh bleh bleh bleh

Doikers 22-12-2010 08:06 PM

Kitty , I get emotionally Numb quite a bit too . It suck's but yeah it's better than full blown depression (In my case) *Hugs*

Doikers 22-12-2010 08:07 PM

*Squishes Sarah* Sorry to hear about your accident :( What happened ?

PsychoKitty2010 22-12-2010 08:14 PM

-hugs mark back- when I go numb thats when people should worry. heh.

-squishes sarah- awwe sorry bout your accident hope yous okies. sorry yous not having a good day. -squishes more-

SparkleKitten 22-12-2010 08:14 PM

Sun got in my fiance's eyes whilst driving and car slid on corner and hit another car. I pulled my neck muscle and yeah :( *curls up in corner* so fed up

misskitty112 22-12-2010 08:22 PM

*hugs ward*
I will be useless from now until after Christmas. I'm sorry in advance for all my whining and complaining and crying. I. hate.the. holidays.

SparkleKitten 22-12-2010 08:24 PM

Aww poor dear *cuddles*

Doikers 22-12-2010 08:29 PM

*Hugs Felicia* Awh , I'm not exactly loving them up to this point either Hun but my PM box and e-mail are always open for you .

PsychoKitty2010 22-12-2010 08:31 PM

-hugs sarah and felicia-

Sarah, I'm sorry you pulled your neck muscle. -cuddles and snuggles and squishes-

Felicia, no need to be sorry. The holidays are a rough time of year for many of us. -squishes-

misskitty112 22-12-2010 08:39 PM

I just hate them. I hate that no matter where I'll be, my family thinks they need to invite their (as they would say) "adopted family" Like my grandparents that I live with, just told me their inviting another family and their teenage kids to our house because they consider those kids as more of grandchildren than they consider me. Wtf. How the hell am I supposed to feel about that.
And my mom wants her stepdaughter at her house because "Tara is the daughter I always wished for; but you never could be." I get it. She's prettier, she's nicer, she's not ****ed up like I am. Do you have to ****ing rub it in?
I don't want to do Christmas anymore. I'm sick of trying to be happy and act happy for these damn people in my life. Why can't I be enough?
I wish someone could tell me why I'm never good enough, why no one wants to love me, and why they choose the damn holidays to kick me when I'm already down because holidays are so hard to get through when all I want is my daddy back.

Doikers 22-12-2010 08:44 PM

*Massive Hugs Felicia* I'm sorry your family are being so mean and inconsiderate to you , We love you here . I do Love you , you're so cool and such a nice girl :)

misskitty112 22-12-2010 08:49 PM

Thanks, Mark. I love you and everyone on here too. The ward is probably the only reason I'm still living at the moment.
But... I'm not cool :p I'm actually very nerdy... but I embrace it. Eh.

SparkleKitten 22-12-2010 08:54 PM

You are cool Felicia and I love you too. I don't know why anyone would want anyone other than you, you're amazing *snuggles*

*snuggles Mark and Kitty*

Doikers 22-12-2010 08:55 PM

*Snuggles Sarah back*

misskitty112 22-12-2010 08:57 PM

Thanks, Sarah. You're amazing too <3


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