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jonikd 17-12-2010 06:16 PM

Hey Mark, I'm OK today, my friend is coming up from Christchurch [about 1hr20 flight away] for a few days so I'm off to pick her up soon. She keeps me out of trouble :)

How bout you?

Doikers 17-12-2010 06:20 PM

I'm flatter than I care to be , emotionally , mentally , just low and I can't figure out how to make it go away:S

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 06:23 PM

I want to have a sunny warm Christmas. I swear I need to migrate around the globe to stay in summer conditions.

Anyway, Hi JK (I don't believe we've met) I'm Sarah :)

My sister just got home, and brought a freind over unannounced, she'd been in town till 6pm, even though its the last Friday out before Christmas and thus Mad Friday... Its so dangerous out and she's 14, but mum was okay with it. Now mums ripping into me because I'd rather believe acedemic researchers than the TV and media about climate change and the student fees... I hate it here.

Doikers 17-12-2010 06:28 PM

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry you are having a torrid time where you are:( *Cuddles*

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 06:35 PM

*cuddles* thanks. Worst thing is I've developed some strange intolerance to Fajita spice mix that mum likes to use, and tonight we had Fajitas. Stomach cramps and heartburn is my night >:(

Doikers 17-12-2010 06:37 PM

Oh perhaps you are allergic to an ingredient in it Sarah , Have you got any indigestion meds , that might help with your heartburn? *Huggles*

misskitty112 17-12-2010 06:41 PM

I am super excited. So, I got a B on my Brit Lit paper (the one I wrote last week), so as long as I did well on my final then I'll have passed Brit Lit 1 with the requirements for my degree! Whooo! So... then I just have to pass Brit Lit 2 and 3, and American Lit 1 and 2.

And I have another final to take. See ya'll in a bit.

*leaves hugs and smiley face stickers for everyone in the ward*

Doikers 17-12-2010 06:43 PM

*Huggles Felicia* Way to go you !!! :-)

PoisonedApple 17-12-2010 06:44 PM

Yay Felecia *throws confetti* (it's a confetti kind of day)

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 06:53 PM

Well done Felicia *snaffles smily face stickers* thats fantastic!

Already taken heartburn meds Mark. Its possible I could have an allergy to one, its spicy food getting me at the minute, making me pretty ill, so I've been steering clear of anything fancier than plain rice and stuff, but mum hasn't helped.

In other news, my lecturer friend has rescued a hedgehog who wasn't in hibernation and was pretty underweight 4 days ago. He's pretty poorly now, keeps falling over, but he's still eating so we're all hoping he pulls through, poor little mite

Doikers 17-12-2010 07:01 PM

Oh Sarah ,I hope you feel better soon .When I was a kid, 12 or so me and my friend saw some smaller kids kicking a ball around and we went to find out what it was and it was a hedgehog!! we took it to my house and it went to the vets . I like hedgehogs , sometimes I wish I could curl up in a spikey ball like them.

Right now I feel pointless , hopeless , there is no point to being me ,

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 07:13 PM

Poor mark *cuddles* you're a wonderful person! I need you here, you're amazing.

I've rescued a few myself before. I like them and I wish I was one so much, I could be all spiky and no-one could get me.

Nice cup of tea and a few pieces of mild cheese with pepper in it. Pepper I can eat, its just every other spice I'm unsure of :p

I spend my evenings like an old person

one_step_closer 17-12-2010 07:15 PM

Well done, Felicia!

Mark, i'm sorry you're feeling like that. We all like you loads. I hope you feel better soon.

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 07:18 PM

Hey Lindsay, how you doing?

Doikers 17-12-2010 07:21 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*Thankyou :) How are you today?

*Hugs Sarah*Thanks to you too:)

You guys are all amazing,

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 07:28 PM

:) I'm thinking about painting more. I mean I don't overly like my art but its fun... Might be a nice distraction at least

Doikers 17-12-2010 07:33 PM

That sounds cool Sarah , What sort of painting do you do?

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 07:38 PM

Mostly modern art in acrylic. Not very adventurous, and I have a knack at drawing cartoons, but thats just a computer/doodle thing. When I'm painting its usually modern art with nice patterns and things on a canvas or board

Doikers 17-12-2010 07:46 PM

Cool Sarah :) Do you have any pics?

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 07:49 PM

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?ai...1&l=494d5b9116 covers a fair bit of it. Some recent things aren't in yet but I'm not sure I want to share those. And some old things are missing as my school art teacher kept them lol

Doikers 17-12-2010 07:59 PM

Wow Sarah You are super talented , They are great , I really like the Lily :)

PoisonedApple 17-12-2010 08:06 PM

*lays down* I just don't ave the energy for this today... Moving boxes full of files just seems too hard...

~~I like the penguin Sarah :)


Mark, i'm sorry you're feeling like that. We all like you loads. I hope you feel better soon.

Lindsay, how are you?

*hugs all around then resumes laying on the floor*

Doikers 17-12-2010 08:08 PM

*Hugs Crimson* *Hands Crimson a comfy pillow to rest her head on*

Doikers 17-12-2010 08:18 PM

In my Mind , In that half awake / half asleep stage in the morning I hear noise and I am sure that I still live with my Parents and that the noise is them in the kitchen , almost every morning this happens and I have lived here almost 14 months , then I open my eyes and *Plop* straight back to reality.

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 10:04 PM

Thanks guys :) you're amazing. I drew a Reindeer when I was away, then came back to the forums being down :(

Glad its back now though

MammaMia 17-12-2010 10:25 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Work was busy busy busy, will be like that all week next week ha!

risenfromperdition 17-12-2010 10:51 PM

*hugs anyone who wants* ugh, did a blind weight after taking forever to convince self to, got outside and mum asked what weight was and that was importsnt to know, not so important that i woulda been even less able to focus during exam... And now i scared to get grades back and dunno if uni transfering to gonna accept me :/ meep. And head being argh but *sigh* least got meds but apparently it gots weight gain as a side effect.. Ick enough already :s *stops whining*

SoMuchMore 17-12-2010 10:52 PM

wow its been busy in here!

*huggles JK, mark, crimson, sarah, lindsay*

*spies kitty and heather and hugs*

I'm finally done with tests! *joins crimson in confetti throwing* even if i am sick, i am super happy that im done.

And thanks for the replies about my 2 month blip... I know it should just be viewed as a blip, but i just feel stupid about it...

SoMuchMore 17-12-2010 10:54 PM

*hugs heather* just because weight gain could be a side effect doesnt mean that it will be :-/ good luck with your exam results. r u done? if so, just remember that it is out of your hands at this point. Sorry you seem so stressed about things hun *extra hugs*

PsychoKitty2010 17-12-2010 10:54 PM

Hi errybody -hugs anyone who would like hugs-

I'm doing ok, at least for now. How are all of you? Have to do some chores so I will be slow replying, but I will be back soon. If you need me, feel free to PM.

risenfromperdition 17-12-2010 10:58 PM

Thanks laura <3 i have one more monday...

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 11:29 PM

*cuddles everyone* my meds from last night are making me sickly. Downing mint like crazy, it usually settles me but bleh.

Glad you're feeling okay today Kitty

*special cuddles for Heather* I hope we can all help you worry less hun. Only one more is good. Won't be long until you're done now.

Hope you feel better soon Laura

Busy work sucks Helen, though I do suppose it stops you getting bored during a shift

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 11:42 PM

*spies Oliver and waves*

PoisonedApple 17-12-2010 11:50 PM

oh my geez.... JC is pregnant with triplets. she's a single mom of a 3 yr old who runs a daycare and paralegal service. how she's gonna manage with 3 more of her own babies is beyond me!

SparkleKitten 17-12-2010 11:52 PM

Oh my! Oh my indeed. I'd never cope with that

PoisonedApple 18-12-2010 12:03 AM

i know! it's crazy.

SparkleKitten 18-12-2010 12:10 AM

Really scary. I myself am terrified of having children.

Edit: I'm off to bed now *cuddles wardies*

PoisonedApple 18-12-2010 12:19 AM

i have 3 kids but they're different ages (which makes it easier) but it's still hard even with a husband i'd not be able to do it by myself....
*hugs Sarah* G'night *tucks Sarah in*

PsychoKitty2010 18-12-2010 12:36 AM


hmmm where to start... I didn't think your gma was ad I just wanted that portion of your post in the proper order in my head lol sometimes stuff comes out differently than I want it to or makes less sense outside my head :) seems this time two subjects got stuck together... I'm glad you were honest with your gma and can talk to her *hugs*
as for the other portion, I was figuring that the girl causing you to dissociate my have her own motivations or emotions in regards to causing you to si or dissociate in general. wondered if maybe communication might help some. Does that make more sense?
-hugs back- I have realized something that scares me shitless. I am just like my biological mom, and other relatives, only worse. I was lucky (sarcasm) to be blessed with (sarcasm again) schizophrenia. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder, but I have no realized that diagnosis is wrong. I wrote a poem the other day about it...about the girl. That's when it made sense to me. If you would like to read it, I posted it in the creative corner, but I will warn you, it is really triggering. So keep that in mind.
The girl has gone stronger, as I mentioned in the poem, recently. Now she is with me 24 hours a day. She just sits there with an evil smile on her face and whispers things in my ears and no matter if I'm watching movies or listening to music, her words seep into my brain. She tells me to do bad things...bad, bad things. I need to talk to my doctor about it, but I hate him. I want to go see my psychologist again, I like her better. But I can't go see her again unless I go in for learning disability testing, because that's her job through the uni, is to give LD testing. I don't know...don't know. The girl is driving me mad. She is pure evil. She has taken the form of me as a little girl. She knows I have chronic post traumatic stress disorder, and likes to use flashbacks and panic attacks against me, so I will do what she wants. She is not imaginary...she is real...-sighs-

-turns on the tv and dvd player and puts in the movie A Beautiful Mind and sits on the big comfy couch with her infinite pillows and fuzzy blankies, and her dolphin that she got from her brother before he passed away 15 years ago- Anyone is welcome to join me.

PoisonedApple 18-12-2010 12:44 AM

*sits with Kitty and thinks*

PsychoKitty2010 18-12-2010 12:50 AM

-offers crimson some pillows and fuzzy blankies, and half smiles- how you be?

PoisonedApple 18-12-2010 12:52 AM

i'm drained. you?

PsychoKitty2010 18-12-2010 01:00 AM

I'm okish. But I don't know. Not really at the same time. I'm in one of my, what I like to call, dangerously fragile moods. -offers popcorn-

What time is it there?

PoisonedApple 18-12-2010 01:02 AM

4 pm
dangerously fragile... hmmm that's a good descriptor actually... i never know how to describe my moods that makes sense to other people but with yours i totally get it. *nods*

Cazki 18-12-2010 01:06 AM

Heya guys :) Im sorry you feel that way Mark, dont give up, your an awesome guy! I'v got some news i went to the hospital Wednesday for a review of when i was
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diagnosed with cancer. They are hoping that i should be all clear now. I was so pleased when i heard that as i was really upset when they diagnosed me with it but now im alot happier knowing that i should be all clear. They said the cure rate for me now is 98% - 99%

PsychoKitty2010 18-12-2010 01:13 AM

I sorry Monsoon I dont remember your name...I just...I cant remember...I sorry...

Good results. Good. Let us know for sure. I hope its good. Ya. Good. Sorry. I'm having trouble expressing what I am meaning to say in words. I hope everything is good. -nods-

-starts rocking back and forth on the couch, shoveling popcorn in her mouth, staring off into space- Good...good..

PoisonedApple 18-12-2010 01:24 AM

*hugs Ian*That's great news Ian!

*cuddles Kitty*
I have to head home...

*huggles and care packages left on the table for everyone*

PsychoKitty2010 18-12-2010 01:31 AM

cant do this...cant watch...watch out erryone.. -gets up and throws things at the tv and unhooks the dvd player and throws it across the ward, then falls to the floor screaming and covering her ears with her eyes squeezed shut and rocks back and forth-

PsychoKitty2010 18-12-2010 01:58 AM

I sorry so sorry I think I scare people away...

SoMuchMore 18-12-2010 03:46 AM

*hugs kitty* you don't scare people away. lots of people from the UK are asleep, plus its friday night so some people might not be around. I'll be around for a little bit if you need to talk.

*hugs ian* i am so glad that the news is good!

*hugs crimson* you alright hun?

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