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Doikers 06-12-2010 04:03 PM

*Hugs Louise* How are you today?

Well I get back from my appointment and my Mail is waiting for me . including a letter from E-on , some of you will remember that E-on repeatedly jerked me over, caused me stressstressstress , and even caused some S.I. and now.........now they have written to me basically saying "please come back to us this Christmas" !!!!!!! No Sodding way, the out and out cheek of them! Crickey!!

one_step_closer 06-12-2010 04:09 PM

Thanks, Mark. How are you?

How are you, Louise?

Doikers 06-12-2010 04:14 PM

I'm feeling okay thanks Lindsay Had an insightful one to one with Kat for my group . Would have dearly loved to drink earlier but can't on my Antabuse. I'm even giving it 7% serious thought on coming off it , Stupid thoughts!

FlyingNy 06-12-2010 05:17 PM

*Hugs Mark* You know that won't do any good, as annoying as it is, the pills are helping. Think what it was like when you came off them for a bit, and how relieved you were to go back on. You can do this :)

*Hugs Lindsey* I've connacted hotlines before and found them annoying and unhelpful. You just need to find the right one for you. I've found one that I am more used to and they are kind to me there. I haven't managed a phonecall, which is probably just as well. I'd just sit there and stutter like an idiot.

*Hugs Louise* How are you?

Doikers 06-12-2010 05:22 PM

I do know it's a bad idea coming off My Antabuse. Just I would like to drink sometimes , It helps numb up to a point.
I was re reading a thread I made in R&R about gothy films and the post by the person who was mean has triggered me again *Sigh* I want to send them a telling off . But I know that won't do me any good ...... *Sigh*

Doikers 06-12-2010 05:26 PM

How are you Lia? :)

Doikers 06-12-2010 05:45 PM

*Spots and squishes Crimson* :) How are you ?

FlyingNy 06-12-2010 06:10 PM

*Hugs Mark* Is that the first person to post? The one that made the comment. Please try to resist, do something distracting. 8 days now you've gone without SI, that's something to be pround of :)

Doikers 06-12-2010 06:13 PM

Lia *Hugs* 8 Days !! It's a weird feeling. knowing I've gone a while S.I. free triggers me a bit.

PoisonedApple 06-12-2010 06:26 PM

*hugs everyone* Good job, Mark!
I'm eh...
As for April's question, I'm here every weekday reading and trying to keep up with what's going on. I just haven't been posting. If I were to be rightly and wholly honest I've been distancing myself for a while now with periodic bouts of trying not to.

This weekend was good though... Arianna (4) got to go to my friend Jackie's for her daughter Cessalee's (3) birthday party. She had tons of fun. Then after that me and Millie went out and ended up dancing with a guy wearing a kilt and all of the appropriate matching accessories. Now it's odd to see in the first place (a guy wearing that in the US in general) but in Alaska in December?! We've have temperatures in the negatives (F)! I was cold in jeans and a winter coat. Anyways... he was cool, very drunk, but cool. I'll try to put up a pic of this guy dancing later (from my phone so no flash... it's a little dark but still)

PoisonedApple 06-12-2010 06:28 PM


Doikers 06-12-2010 06:35 PM

Thats sounds fun Crimson ! Your link up there ^ wants me to open a gmail account ?? *Hugs ya*

PoisonedApple 06-12-2010 06:38 PM

dang... when i put in the link it showed the pic int the message box... i wonder why its doing a link now... i'll mess with it and see if i can fix it...

Doikers 06-12-2010 06:40 PM

Dang ............ < I like that word :)

SoMuchMore 06-12-2010 06:40 PM

hi everyone

one_step_closer 06-12-2010 06:43 PM

Hi Laura, how are you?

PoisonedApple 06-12-2010 06:46 PM

well if photobucket ever loads so i can log in and upload the pic...

SoMuchMore 06-12-2010 06:47 PM

okay right now. have class in a few minutes. feel a bit bad that i havent been around much lately. busy btwn finishing up the semester of uni, hiring new people at work, learning how to do my new job, finishing up graduate school applications, and reading/editing stories for the magazine i web edit... yea.. busy. Ive been thinking of everyone though. Miss being able to catch up easily :-)

*hugs lindsay* How r u?

Hey Crimson! *hugs* good to see you around!

Doikers 06-12-2010 06:49 PM

*Hugs Laura* How are you today?

PoisonedApple 06-12-2010 06:50 PM


forget photobucket... try this^ link. hopefully it works better.

Doikers 06-12-2010 06:57 PM

Looks like a right old Hootenany Crimson :)

SoMuchMore 06-12-2010 07:00 PM

*hugs mark* okay. how r u?

crimson - i could see the picture in the last link u just posted. lol that guy looks interesting and i agree, cold. its too cold to wear that where i am in the midwest, nevertheless in alaska! lol

Doikers 06-12-2010 07:06 PM

I'm feeling okay , I've a slight headache , but generally okay , I bathed BEFORE dinner tonight which was pasta , I've put on my heating heh

^ I didn't bath IN pasta I Bathed THEN had pasta :P^

misskitty112 06-12-2010 07:31 PM

*hugs ward* sorry, until uni is up for the semester, individuals will be on hold, unless I get energy.
So, quick rundown... we have four inches of snow, supposed to get 6 more tonight... whooo! It's cold, I have a little over half of my brit lit paper done, I need to read lit theory and do a short paper on it, my Market Plan Presentation is due Wednesday, and I need to start a history paper, that is also due friday.
I hope this light at the end of the uni tunnel isn't an oncoming "oh my god you failed EVERYTHING!" train.

Doikers 06-12-2010 07:36 PM

*Hugs Felicia* I'm sure the light at the end of your Uni Tunnel is an "Yey!! all my papers are good:)" Train . Do you like the snow? , it's been compacted down to slippy slidey ice here now , Still I didn't fall today *Touch wood*

Doikers 06-12-2010 07:40 PM

I had my hand under my hoodie and without any intent realised I was feeling my scars , just touching them :S then the thought "why not add one more" *sigh* tired of this , The bad thoughts gone away now , I just have to keep my hands out of my top and my arms and legs all covered up for tonight.

misskitty112 06-12-2010 07:44 PM

Thanks, Mark. I wish I had as much faith in myself as you have in me. :) I LOVE the snow, I just hate it being cold with no snow. I feel the snow is my reward for not living in a warm place.
I hope you don't fall anymore, and I really hope your bad thoughts go away *hugs*

FlyingNy 06-12-2010 07:46 PM

*Hugs everyone*

Doikers 06-12-2010 07:50 PM

*Hugs Lia* How are you tonight ? Did I ask that already ? sorry if I forgot :S

misskitty112 06-12-2010 07:50 PM

*Hugs Lia* How are you, babe?

FlyingNy 06-12-2010 08:02 PM

Hey. Yeah Mark, you did ask but I forgot to answer so it's alright. My heart feels heavy and I have that sad feeling, but I'm not sure why. I just...I don't know.

Doikers 06-12-2010 08:08 PM

*Huggles Lia* I'm sorry you're sad :(

FlyingNy 06-12-2010 08:12 PM

*HUgs Mark*

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

Doikers 06-12-2010 08:16 PM

Why so sorry Lia? you okay?

risenfromperdition 06-12-2010 08:31 PM

*hugs anyone who wants* love you allll :)

FlyingNy 06-12-2010 08:32 PM

I just feel so guilty. For everything. Don't worry about me.

*Hugs Heather* How are you? :)

Doikers 06-12-2010 08:35 PM

*Hugs Heather* How are you ?

risenfromperdition 06-12-2010 08:40 PM

here if you wanna talk lia <3

im... ok.

misskitty112 06-12-2010 08:42 PM

... I love you. This is all.

risenfromperdition 06-12-2010 08:48 PM

awwwww. ilu too. :) did you like my status comment? ;]

misskitty112 06-12-2010 08:56 PM


FlyingNy 06-12-2010 09:00 PM

Well Mark, don't you feel left out the loop ;)

Doikers 06-12-2010 09:02 PM

Excited Felicia , whywhywhy? *Hugs ya*

Doikers 06-12-2010 09:08 PM

The loop ..... ? *Is confuzzled* Sorry did I upset you ?

Louise 06-12-2010 09:10 PM

someone just hurt me so bad inside. sorry for being selfish

FlyingNy 06-12-2010 09:24 PM

*Hugs Louise* What happened sweet?

No Mark, I meant Felicia and Heather going on about something we don't know. Those shunners ;)

Doikers 06-12-2010 09:30 PM

Oh Sorry Lia , I thought I'd inadvertandtly (sp?) Pissed you off :S But good I haven't :) Shunners indeed :P

*Hugs Louise* whats up hun?

misskitty112 06-12-2010 09:33 PM

LOL. You guys, sorry, didn't mean to leave ya'll out of the loop.
It's just 99% sure that over winter break, I will be visiting Heather! whoop whoop! :) this is all.

Louise 06-12-2010 09:36 PM

one of my so called friends who i thought was a friend just said that i was lier, used swear words was looking for attention which i normaly sat and listened most of the night to her problems. Said that she hated me and that my mum is a better person than i was. my mum is nice to other people but not me. sorry i will shut up now.

Doikers 06-12-2010 09:39 PM

Eeeeep Felicia and Heather ! I demand pictures :)

*Hugs Louise* You are a good person hun , really you are and you don't deserve to be spoken to like that *Squishes*

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