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Doikers 12-10-2010 07:05 PM

*Hugs Helen* Yey for good news !:)

*Hugs Jill*

shadowedsoul 12-10-2010 07:20 PM

erm thanks mark. cuddles helen. goes back into hiding place

misskitty112 12-10-2010 07:47 PM

Yay for good news, Helen! *hugs*
*hugs Jill*
*hugs Mark*

so... a guy on youtube commented on one of my videos and said that I was fat. I'm highly upset by this and feel really stupid for feeling like this. Maybe I should just take all my videos down and such?

Doikers 12-10-2010 07:53 PM

*Hugs Felicia* Ignore him Felicia , There are some people online who have nothing better to do than make petty snide comments , They are best ignored , You are not Fat at all , you are very pretty :D
EDIT:- Sorry interupted by the phone , I personally think that you should leave your videos up on youtube , don't give this ******** get you down . What do you talk about on your videos ?

MammaMia 12-10-2010 08:25 PM

Mark, indeed, seeing my bestie again, obviously not for a while yet but least it's set now yay :D

Felicia, yay indeed. I'm sorry someone called you fat. I think you should leave your videos up and ignore the comment. *cuddles tight*

*hugs Jill*

shadowedsoul 12-10-2010 08:43 PM

cuddles everyone. erm really hate me right now. argh!!!!!! jill no one like whats going on, but do you see other people getting upset about it, no. jill you have got keep strong for there sake, even if you dont feel it. sorry kind of a rant, not being the best of days today. sorry

Doikers 12-10-2010 08:48 PM

It's okay to rant Jill , we will listen ,even though you don't like yourself right now I like you *Hugs*

FlyingNy 12-10-2010 08:50 PM

*Hugs Jill* Everything effects differnet people in different ways and there's no right or wrong way to react. It doesn't make you pathetic or weak, something that's trivial to you may be a huge deal for someone else. I hope you're alright.

*Hugs Felicia* That's actually made me proper angry now, so much so, that I just used 'proper' as an ajective. People have no right to say those things, you're not fat and it wouldn't matter in the slightest bit if you were, no one cares except narrow minded people with nothing better to do in their sad little lives but make others feel bad about theirs. You shouldn't take your videos down because of one person, ignore them. They aboviosly have no life. You're beautiful. :)

*Hugs Helen* Really good about seeing your friend again :) At least you have that to look forward to now to help with missing her.

*Hugs Mark* Hey, how are you?

*Hugs Lindsey* You CAN do this, you've proved it so many times before. We're all here for you to help you with this :)

Doikers 12-10-2010 08:55 PM

*Hugs Lia* How are you tonight?
I'm drained , But it's good to talk to people I trust which I did today .
My Auricular Accupuncture helps me sleep so hopefully I'll get some good quality sleep and wake up less tired and be able to pull myself out of bed at a reasonable time tomorrow morning :)

FlyingNy 12-10-2010 08:58 PM

I'm glad you feel able to talk to people Mark.

Well, I was about to say I was alright, but the thought of that just filled me with lonliness and dread, so let's try a different appraoch. I'm not sure how I am. I've been up and down today and currently I'm kinda down, but not triggered. It doesn't help that it's freezing in my room. I just feel...I dunno, sad I guess, but for no apparent reason.

shadowedsoul 12-10-2010 09:00 PM

thanks mark and lia. erm okay whats got me upset and why this day was heartbreaking. my gran has altzemers(sp) sorry my spelling sucks. anyway we went to vist my gran today in the hospital type place she is in. she has had 2 mini strokes can speak but its sometime hard to understand. today she got all upset because she was told she moving into a home soon. when she found out she wanted her coat, and to go home to her house. she was getting all upset. i ended up getting upset, and crying, got told by my mum to stop as it wasnt helping, and it not all about me. this has upset me, and now i just want to cut. this sucks this isnt gran. i guess my mum is right and i should stop being a selfish bitch. sorry that is long

nicole94 12-10-2010 09:06 PM

*huggles everyone* sorry about last night guys, had a bit of a bad day at college. feeling better today though :D how is everyone?

Doikers 12-10-2010 09:10 PM


I just feel...I dunno, sad I guess, but for no apparent reason.
^^^^I know the feeling , so you're not alone Lia if that helps any?*Huggles*

Jill, I am sorry to hear about your Gran *Huggles*

I'm going to bed now , I'm nice and relaxed for a change , I ccould use a GOOD nights sleep.*Hugs the ward* *Spots and Hugs Nicole*

nicole94 12-10-2010 09:15 PM

*hugs mark* night night.

RYUU 12-10-2010 09:32 PM

Feel triggered want to cut sorry

nicole94 12-10-2010 09:36 PM

*hugs RYUU* don't be sorry hun, is there anything you can use to distract you right now?

nicole94 12-10-2010 09:59 PM

*hugs lia cause i spies her*

RYUU 12-10-2010 10:11 PM

am trying to do things like being online and listening to music
my husband said i should go to bed early but am not feeling tired

SparkleKitten 12-10-2010 10:23 PM

How about lying in bed with your eyes closed listening to some nice music, calms me sometimes.

Had a rough day today but feeling on top of the world now, everything is sorted out and I'm elated. *cuddles wardies tightly* I love you guys

FlyingNy 12-10-2010 11:22 PM

Good Sarah, I'm glad, but it is a genuine good mood heopfully, and not induced by anything.

*Hugs Nicole* Glad you had a better day, and thank-you for making me feel noticed.

*Hugs Jill* You're not a selfish bitch, I can understand your upset. My nan had dementia, and well...yeah. It was horrible to watch. But it probably is best to put on a brave face around them, but that doesn't mean you don't have the right to be upset and you can always let it out as soon as you're alone, or no longer with them. On no account am I agreeing with your mum.

*Hugs RYUU* Sorry I don't really know what to say that hasn't already been said. Just stay safe.

Oh wow, I thought I had sent this ages ago.

PoisonedApple 13-10-2010 12:09 AM

*hugs everyone*
*hopes everyone's doing a bit better now (been a while since anyone posted)*
The following content has been hidden - Reason : it's stupid
I am frustrated. I got a fruit-land smoothie (with protein and a multivitamin since I know my body needs them) and the new person put the orange in with the peel on so now every time I take a sip I get chunks and can't figure out how to drink it without getting the chunks of rind... to add to my frustrations.... the employee (only one there) barely speaks any English so I couldn't even complain effectively! blast it all!

Kahlia1981 13-10-2010 12:48 AM

*sneaks in and hugs all who want/can accept hugs*

Feeling like I've been hit by a bus. Was up coughing last night for quite a while and it's left me quite drained and achey. Have the GP tomorrow ... hopefully something can be done. Until then I'll be relying on my puffer and hoping it'll be enough.


Sorry for being rude and not replying to you all. I am thinking of you, just not thinking straight enough to reply in a meaningful way. :-(

PoisonedApple 13-10-2010 01:17 AM

*huggles Kahlia and wishes her better*

xxjuliexx 13-10-2010 03:51 AM

*sits in the ward and looks around*

Kahlia1981 13-10-2010 03:56 AM

Hi Amy, how are you going?

xxjuliexx 13-10-2010 03:58 AM

*shrugs* ok...
how r u?

Kahlia1981 13-10-2010 04:07 AM

Pretty much the same.

misskitty112 13-10-2010 04:15 AM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2527032)
EDIT:- Sorry interupted by the phone , I personally think that you should leave your videos up on youtube , don't give this ******** get you down . What do you talk about on your videos ?

Sorry I didn't see this until now. Mostly my videos are my journals. I hate writing since I write so much in school, so I talk about triggers, ways to stop SI, I rant and vent, I ponder crap that goes on in my head, I talk about my therapy and meds. They're not... exciting to watch in the least and I basically just put them up so one of my friends who's in a different time zone for uni now can keep up with me without us trying to organize talk time.

Doikers 13-10-2010 11:31 AM

*Hugs Kahlia* Good luck at the Dr's today :)

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Sarah* YEY ! for feeling so good :)

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Ryuu*

Hi Amy

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry you got a funny smoothie :S

Ugh Today makes it 3 days in a row that I've Physically and mentally not been able to get out of bed until gone 11am and have woken up more tired than when I went to bed :S

nicole94 13-10-2010 01:57 PM

*hugs everybody* hmm, the wards very quiet today, might be a good chance for me to get some sleep :D
*curls up and sleeps.*

Doikers 13-10-2010 02:03 PM

*Hugs Nicole* How are you besides sleepy ? :)

nicole94 13-10-2010 02:11 PM

*hugs mark, i'm good thanks (but very very sleepy, went to bed at 10.30 last night, didnt sleep at all, gave up trying at 6.15 and got up.) had a good day at college, did childcare all day today and we did a puzzle and drew flowers XD (one person had to disrupt it and we had to think why they were being disruptive.) and we all had a good laugh when the tutor slid the draw back in and goes 'i like things that slip in and out easily' and clara goes 'i bet you do!' XD
how're you?

Louise 13-10-2010 02:20 PM

Hi everyone

Doikers 13-10-2010 02:21 PM

I'm feeling low, just my sleeping pattern is massivly out of whack this week , I'm in bed 14 hours a day and I'm still tired because I'm depressed, because a night time med still sedates me into the morning and because I'm getting over a cold , Sorry I may have mentioned all that a day or so ago :S

It sounds like you had a fun day Nicole :) hehe

Doikers 13-10-2010 02:22 PM

Hey Louise *Hugs* How are you ?

Louise 13-10-2010 02:25 PM

*Hugs Nicole and Mark* I could be better not sleeping well and having strong urges.

nicole94 13-10-2010 02:26 PM

yeah i did. lol. aaw, sorry you're feeling so low. i know what you mean about the sleeping thing! mine is the complete opposite though, i dont sleep at all :/

Doikers 13-10-2010 02:28 PM

I'm Sorry you are stuggling Louise , Can you do anything to divert your attention , Read a nice book, Draw, Listen to nice music, Go for a walk ?

shadowedsoul 13-10-2010 03:03 PM

cuddles all, then hides.
mark: did you hear form april yet, its not like her to be away from here for so long, im getting a bit worried about her

Doikers 13-10-2010 04:10 PM

*Hugs Jill* Laura let me know and April just posted it on her facebook 3 hours ago that she is away training for her new job until Friday night / Saturday , So she is okay :) Sorry not to have posted it up earlier ,oversight , oops sorry .
How are you Jill ?

shadowedsoul 13-10-2010 04:13 PM

cheers mark, was getting worried.
erm im okay i guess,erm ever feel like life is one complete waste of time. =[ hows you today mark

PoisonedApple 13-10-2010 04:55 PM


*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry you got a funny smoothie :S
*nods* I tried emailing corporate and got an undeliverable email for my troubles... today I'm going to try their fax # and their mailing address and if I don't get some kind of reply I'm reporting them to the better business bureau. Any untrained employee (or one that doesn't speak the language of the country they're in fluently, or in this case both!) should not be left to handle the business by themselves.

*hugs everyone*
Anyone mind if I head over there *points* and take a nap?

MammaMia 13-10-2010 05:01 PM

Crimson, that sucks about the smoothie & such.

Mark, I'm sorry you're feeling so low & the depression is probably a huge part to play in your sleeping right now. I know when I'm really low and when my best friend is, we don't like or want to get out of bed either really.

*cuddles all*

I'm doing better today. Not 100% bounced back yet but I'm getting there :D Been to the doctors for my follow up appointment. She said my underarms, face and right eye were all looking better. But not my left one. So got new cream for that which I can re-use if it comes back again once it's cleared up & I stop using it. Plus was my last day (only went back yesterday) at college for 2 & half weeks. As I'm going away on holiday on Friday (but won't be posting or lurking lots this time) and then when I get back, we'll have already broken up for half term woop!!! Seeing my Dad tonight, haven't seen him since day before I went to my bestie's. Been missing him a bit. Sorry for going on about me a bit.

SoMuchMore 13-10-2010 05:04 PM

*hugs everyone*

*glomps helen because I spy her*
EDIT- glad you are feeling better today and that the doc says mostly everything looks better. Where are you going on holiday? hope its a good time! Glad to hear that you are getting to see your dad tonight.

hmmm.. seems like everyone in here could use an extra nap. *designates ward nap time* everyone claim a spot :-P
just kidding.

Sorry for my lack of individuals. Can't stay on too long b/c I am still insanely busy with uni stuff. Hoping that it settles down tomorrow afternoon... at least then the midterm exams will be over for a few weeks.

MammaMia 13-10-2010 05:09 PM

Thanks Laura. Hope things settle down soon. I'm going to Lanzarote with my Mum for a week. Should be good. Really need a holiday in the hot sunshine!! BLISS =D

Doikers 13-10-2010 05:11 PM

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Crimson* Good luck Crimson !

*Hugs Helen* Where are you going on your holiday?Exiteing :) oohhh Lanzarote :) I've never ever been to Spain, have you ?

*Hugs Laura* Designated nap time!!!!Ohhhhhhh good luck with your exams

MammaMia 13-10-2010 05:12 PM

Mark, see post above, we must been typing at same time :

EDIT: Again, we were posting at same time. I have been to Spain. I went to Majorca last year with my Dad :D

Doikers 13-10-2010 05:17 PM

Hee , Duel Posts aplenty Helen :)

risenfromperdition 13-10-2010 05:25 PM

*takes blanket and pillow and falls asleeeep*

marshki 13-10-2010 05:34 PM

*enters slowly and hides under a table, Sob*

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