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Doikers 25-09-2010 11:45 AM

*Hugs Ryuu* Don't listen to the devil Ryuu , You can fight it. Put some music on loud and really focus on it .

one_step_closer 25-09-2010 12:12 PM

RYUU, you are strong because you continually fight this. I know that you can do it.

RYUU 25-09-2010 12:32 PM

I cant have my music too loud because am home alone and i have to hear the phone if it rings

am scared i might do something to myself

nicole94 25-09-2010 01:31 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 25-09-2010 01:42 PM

*Hugs Ryuu*Keep talking to us here if you find it helps , you are strong .

*Hugs Nicole* How are you today?

*Hugs Lindsay*How are you too?

nicole94 25-09-2010 01:47 PM

*hugs mark* i'm good thanks, although still cold :/ how about you?
*hugs april cause i spies you*

Doikers 25-09-2010 01:54 PM

*Hugs Nicole* I'm coping although still anxious/stressed by being at my parents . the fact that I know I shoulden't injure whilst here is at the forefront of my mind I guess . But okay , not overly freaked out just on edge , sorry if that makes no sense.

*Spots and Hugs April*

Scarletdreamer 25-09-2010 01:58 PM

Hehe yup, just trying to catch up on posts. My comp is being an asshat at the moment, really slow and stupid when it comes to scrolling down/new tabs/typing. It's infuriating!!! >:(

Anyway. Can't do individuals 'cause there have been so many posts since I last posted!! But I'm glad of that. Means the ward is back to being active again, which makes me a happy panda. :)

Jarrod's working both days this weekend, which makes me a sad panda. :( So I have no one to hang out with, because my dad is ill with a slight cold so I don't want to go over there (parents' house) in case I catch it... don't want to get sick. I am going to put it off as long as possible, ahahaha... >_< Ugh. Hate being ill. :( Anyway. So any of you want to be teleported over here? We can go to a booksale today, then tomorrow.... hmmm... not sure what we'd do then but we could figure out something!!! :) And you could even sleep on our couch so you wouldn't have to teleport back to your house/flat/dwellingplace... :P Sooo... any takers?? :P

Blah. Just lonely. Again. Still. :'(

nicole94 25-09-2010 01:58 PM

*hugs mark* that makes sense hun, and i understand how you feel with not being able to injure while there, i couldnt at my dads, i live with my mum so its kinda different, but i suppose sometimes its a good thing, it keeps you safe at least.x

Doikers 25-09-2010 02:02 PM

OOhhh April lets!!!! Booksale's let's teleport me and go :D

nicole94 25-09-2010 02:06 PM

yay i'll be telported :D eurgh all i can smell is weed and burning :/

Scarletdreamer 25-09-2010 02:39 PM

Ooooh we could have a party!!! :D 'Kay, Nicole and Mark, teleportation incoming... ;)

(I wish... :( ...that would be beyond awesome.)

nicole94 25-09-2010 02:45 PM

lol april-i know! hmm, i think i've just agreed to make out with a girl on video :/

shadowedsoul 25-09-2010 02:50 PM

Cuddles all. Today is so stressful just want to hurt. I swear this place is either going send me early grave or to drink, deff think I need one today.aaaargh!!!!!!!

SoMuchMore 25-09-2010 02:53 PM

wow its been really busy in here. No time for individuals but...

*throws confetti for kahlia and helen* congrats you two!!

My rents are coming today so i probably wont have time to post again until late tonight after most of you are sleep, but i hope that you all stay safe today. Nobody is bad or useless and i <3 all of you.

Off to get ready to go to the football game. Not as big of a deal this time, and no tailgating b/c i have no time for a nap later lol. I hope these allergies go away as i wake up b/c its no fun being sneezy all the time.

nicole94 25-09-2010 03:21 PM


Doikers 25-09-2010 03:22 PM

Nicole , how are you smelling those things ? and whats this about a video , please make sure you are safe Nicole.*Hugs*

*Hugs Jill* Try to be careful if you are drinking today:S

*Hugs Laura* Have fun at the game and with your parents :)

Doikers 25-09-2010 03:23 PM

Oop duel post ! Whats wrong Nicole?

RYUU 25-09-2010 03:33 PM

I cant hold on anymore the devil is getting louder want to get my tools
need to cut

nicole94 25-09-2010 03:36 PM

*hugs mark* i'm smelling those things cause the cat broke the cat flap and my neighbours in her garden smoking weed and has set fire to a rug :/ (dont ask!) and the video-my friend is doing a media course at college and she asked on facebook if there are any gay or bi people that would be willing to be in herr vid, and i said yeah not thinking, then she said she was thinking she would have us all having a giant rave and making out XD
and my sister is being a bitch and upsetting me :(

misskitty112 25-09-2010 04:04 PM

*hugs everyone*

I feel like crap. I think I'm staying in bed most of all day. At least maybe I can work on my Chaucer paper.

Scarletdreamer 25-09-2010 04:43 PM

Are you sure that's wise, Nicole? :-S Seems a bit odd of a request for a media course, but then again, what do I know... :-/ And goodness, what odd neighbors... :-/ Have you ever called the cops on them? *cuddles*

Mark, how are you doing? *cuddles*

Laura, sounds like you've got a rather busy day ahead. Hope you feel better, too. *cuddles* Enjoy the time with your 'rents, if you can!! :)

Ryuu, you ARE stronger than the devil, you CAN make it through this. Keep telling yourself that. You can do it. I know you can. *hugs gently*

Felicia, sorry you're feeling so crap. :( Maybe you can relax for a bit, do some work for a bit, relax for a bit, and rinse/repeat? *gentle hugs*

*cuddles all other wardies whom I've missed!! (sorry about that...)*

So I've been to the booksale and then was a bad girl and went to the pharmacy and picked up some iced tea... haha. It tastes good but... :-/ I've definitely been eating toooo much sugar lately, and I'm betting that my nutritionist will be able to tell by all the fat that's been piled on me. Clothes aren't fitting any different though so maybe I'm wrong? dunno. Hope so!!! :-S 'Cause I definitely do NOT NEED to be any bigger than I already am, ugh ugh ugh. Sorry, mini ED rant. :-/

But the booksale was nice. :) I picked up some good books... can't wait to dig into them. Heehee. I love booksales. Mark, where WERE you?? I couldn't find the place you teleported to ANYWHERE... maybe you went to the wrong place by accident?... :P Hehehe... sorry, am just being silly. :-/ Per usual.

Still lonely. Ugh. I think I will try to relax and not think - for now - about what I'll have for lunch as I've absolutely NO IDEA!!! :-S Want it to be healthy, not too sweet, maybe a bit salty... was kind of thinking salmon but I don't know if I want to bother cooking that up all by myself. :( That's the worst part about being alone/cooking... there's no one to share the meals with. Like yesterday's pancakes. Ugh.

*hides in the warren where no one can find her* :'(

misskitty112 25-09-2010 05:16 PM

*spots April hiding* I love booksales! I'm so jealous. Of course, I'll have access to a week long booksale next week (YAY banned book week!)
I'm sure the tea won't hurt you. *hugs*

So... I'm trying to write my paper. I have the intro down lol. That's it.
Also, next Thursday, I volunteered to read a passage from a book for Banned Book Week. So... either The Awakening or A Room with A View, cause I love those two... but I can't decide.

shadowedsoul 25-09-2010 05:20 PM

Cuddles all. Wow that was a day from hell from start to finish. don't know what was going on today, but that sucked.
Mark: don't worry about me, by the time I get home I be lucky if I'm not sleeping within 2mins. Either that or just have on mouthfull and fall asleep. Lol

Doikers 25-09-2010 06:03 PM

*Hugs April* OOhh I must have teleported to the wrong booksale lol

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Jill*

Scarletdreamer 25-09-2010 07:02 PM

Hmmm... am just finishing up lunch now after talking with my sister for awhile on the phone. Bleh. I mean, I don't MIND talking with her, but I don't LIKE it either, feels rather uncomfortable because it feels like she can see my every fault and doesn't mind pointing them out to me. Which she may be able to, I don't know, but she doesn't really point them out to me. Usually. I don't know. I'm just uncomfortable around her (or talking with her) ever since a convo we had about a month-ish ago about how I "can't call myself empathic" because of some of the stuff I say about people in my LJ. Like saying that Jarrod wouldn't make a good dad. Or talking about my jealousy of my bestie. I mean... okay... I totally don't fit in with my family. Because they are experts at covering up the truth and making themselves look perfect. Blah. Do.Not.Fit.In. End of story. :(

Sorry. Didn't mean to go on a family-problems-rant. Because I know a lot of you - probably most of you - have it worse off. But then again, as I'm trying to tell myself, if it hurts me, it matters... right? :-S

Back to the booksale, since that's a happy topic for almost everyone in here, it appears. ;) Well, everyone that's posted for a bit anyway. I feel very lucky because while my uni's not doing diddly-squat for Banned Books Week (*pouts*) the town in which I live has the BESTEST PUBLIC LIBRARY EVER!! :P I say this because it has 2 booksales a year, with thousands of books at one and hundreds at the other. The first one is a week-long one in April (dunno if any of you remember me mentioning that one? I ALWAYS overspend there... but when you can get ~25 books for the price of ONE book at a place like Barnes & Noble or Borders... it's worth overspending :D), and then the second is the one I went to today, both annual. Today's is only a weekend-long one (or a day-long one? not sure). Anyway. Happy thoughts, April, happy thoughts. :P

Blah. :( Just can't do it. Happy thoughts that is... :'(

misskitty112 25-09-2010 07:48 PM

April, if it hurts you, it matters. *hugs*

Come to my uni! We're having a book sale, a bake sale, a read out (where professors and students read passages of banned books), a make your own book contest, a poster contest, an essay contest, showings of Alice in Wonderland and To Kill a Mockingbird with tea parties, and tye dying shirts!
Also, my public library has book sales once a month, hence why my grandparents converted a spare room in the house into my own personal library. haha, I can't go to any book sales at our library while uni's in though cause they're on mondays, and I go to class then go to work

shadowedsoul 25-09-2010 08:31 PM

curls up

nicole94 25-09-2010 09:16 PM

*hugs everyone*
april-yeah we've called the cops, she was due in court the other week but they postponed it so she can have a mental assesment. and the media course thing was that she needed to make a music video for the song tell it to my heart by taylor dayne, so her idea was like a big party with like people making out and stuff, but i mean she only advertised for gay/bi people cause well, its easy enough to find straight people lol

Doikers 25-09-2010 10:05 PM

I'm warm and logging off from my parents lappy . be back at my flat tomorrow afternoon . but will try and get on here tomorrow morning.
*Hugs the ward*
I hope you all have a good night /day/ evening .

shadowedsoul 25-09-2010 10:15 PM

cuddles all. damn i feel very dizzy spacey tonight. curls up

RYUU 25-09-2010 11:30 PM

I cant fight him any more sorry

MammaMia 26-09-2010 12:05 AM

I love being ignored.
Wow I sound so...attention seekerish.

misskitty112 26-09-2010 12:34 AM

I hope you sleep well, Mark.
Ryuu, please stay safe.
Hels, *hugs* if I ignored you, I'm very sorry. What's going on?

risenfromperdition 26-09-2010 12:37 AM

*sits in corner and sighs* ick im huge =\ and the iced tea wont do anything april.

and i'm tired of dealing with life but meh. and im going to a NEDA walk next month but gonna be surrounded by tiny people the whole day >.<

*hugs everyone* sorry no individuals really =\ cant focus

misskitty112 26-09-2010 01:00 AM

*hugs Heather* I think you're gorgeous =). I do hope you have fun at the NEDA walk when you go, and don't let yourself get down based on who surrounds you.

I'm happy. I finally found the article I needed to kick my Chaucer paper in gear.

shadowedsoul 26-09-2010 01:09 AM

hugs everbody. hugs helen you okay.

FlyingNy 26-09-2010 01:19 AM

*Hugs all and notices Helen especailly*

I'm not a cold hearted cow, I'm not, I'm not...

xXMessedUpXx 26-09-2010 01:22 AM

hey all, long time no posts.

I'm not in a good place, i'm hyper(manic) and i shouldn't be. I don't understand it. It can't be meds induced like the last 2 times cos i stopped taking my AD....i've not been sleeping, i've been bouncing off the walls, i'm talking ten to the dozen about crap, getting paranoid, thinking i'm better than people,missing appointments, hearing HER again etc.

shadowedsoul 26-09-2010 01:24 AM

erm =[ curls up and hides

FlyingNy 26-09-2010 01:28 AM

Yes I am :(

I deserve this pain.

I'm better of dead. Everyone would be so much happier if I was. They might say they wouldn't be now, but in the long run you'll all see how much better off you are without me. I hate myself so much! Such a cold hearted, selfish bitch!

shadowedsoul 26-09-2010 02:03 AM

Cuddles lia very tightly. I can't do this no not again. Curls crys softly so no to bother anyone.

xXMessedUpXx 26-09-2010 02:24 AM


Originally Posted by shadowedsoul (Post 2504946)
Cuddles lia very tightly. I can't do this no not again. Curls crys softly so no to bother anyone.


just to add i love the song in your siggy

risenfromperdition 26-09-2010 03:11 AM

not true lia <3 not at all. *hug* i wish i could find some way to help you believe it <3

grr gotta go take shower... effort.

Doikers 26-09-2010 09:31 AM

*Hugs the ward and Especially Helen*

Hey how is everybody?

Ooh Beki Hi again :) welcome back

shadowedsoul 26-09-2010 09:58 AM

cuddles all.
erm not sure i can do this anymore. sorry guys =[

Doikers 26-09-2010 10:12 AM

*Hugs Jill* You can do this hun , you are stronger than you give yourself credit for .

Kahlia1981 26-09-2010 11:34 AM

*huggles everybody*

Well it's nearing the end of my birthday here and, to be perfectly honest, it has felt just like another day. I have to remember to send my sister her birthday wishes tomorrow but then it's all basically over for another year. We had a joint birthday breakfast this morning and my brother got called in to work (he is an ICU/emergency nurse so this happens quite a bit). Thankfully he was able to stay for some of it as I don't get to see him very often. *sigh* I know that 29 isn't all that old but I'm definitely feeling it at the moment.

Sorry for being so self-centred and the lack of individual replies but there have been quite a number of posts since I was last in here and I don't want to get you all confused.

*leaves hugs and safe love and care packages for all in the common room*

Doikers 26-09-2010 01:02 PM

*Hugs Kahlia* Happy (Possibly belated , sorry) 29th birthday :)

nicole94 26-09-2010 01:23 PM

*hugs everyone, especially helen* i'm sorry if you feel we've been ignoring you hun, we dont mean to, honest! is there anything you want to talk to us about?

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