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MammaMia 05-08-2010 10:31 PM

*hugs everyone*

Scarletdreamer 05-08-2010 10:32 PM

I believe in you, too, Laura - I believe in all of us here - and I'd be glad to have a PM from you. :) Wouldn't mind at all. *cuddles* Please don't give up... keep on fighting cos one day it WILL get better. I promise. <3

Hels, so glad that you have your dad. :) That's awesome... and hugs are amaaazing at helping us feel better, ey? *cuddles*

Mark, love, sorry that you got accidentally triggered. :( Please try & stay safe tonight... Sorry we didn't connect in chat today, maybe tomorrow we'll be on at the same time. Pop me an email whenever... even if it's just a vent, I honestly don't mind, I promise. *cuddles*

So warm here... ughhh. :( Hopefully I will sleep better tonight than I did last night... Jarrod was supposed to have a Future Soldier's thing tonight, but it got cancelled and he didn't find out until he'd gone there and discovered that no one was there. Poor him, all rushed to get ready and all and then found out after he rushed that it was cancelled. :( And the next one he won't be able to make as it's at noon on a work day. >_< Stupid people for scheduling it at stupid times. I think I'm more upset than he is though. :P

Ho hum. He's home now and I'm still super tired... guhhh.

*cuddles all*

Kahlia1981 05-08-2010 11:44 PM

*huggles everyone*

Sorry that we're all struggling so much. Wish I could make us all better. Nobody deserves to feel badly and personally, I don't believe anyone brings this sort of stuff on themselves. You all have worth, and are loving and kind people who deserved to be loved for who and what you are inside.

*big group hug*

MammaMia 06-08-2010 12:42 AM

*big group hug*

Scarletdreamer 06-08-2010 12:50 AM

*join in the group hug* :) You're right, Kahlia, in all that you said in your post... and guess what? - it applies to you too. :)

I'm really exhausted. But it's not yet 8pm here so not going to bed yet... just took a cool(ish) shower and it felt oh so good. On warm days, in an apartment with no a/c, cool showers are amaaazing. :)

Guh. Feel like ****, think I ought to text my NP to let her know that I'm not doing well again? or should I wait til I'm fully back on the Tegretol & if I'm still not doing well text her then? I don't see her until the 25th or so...

*hides in the cool, a/c'd warren to cry*

Scarletdreamer 06-08-2010 01:01 AM

Updated my r/v... if anyone really cares. >_<

Sorry, am in a really negative mood right now. :( I should probably just shut up & go to bed. :crying:

PoisonedApple 06-08-2010 01:04 AM

*cuddles April* sorry not in a place to read you r/v right now but hope you start to feel better with the tegretol...

Kahlia1981 06-08-2010 01:04 AM

*huggles Hels*

*huggles April and sends some cold weather your way - seriously you can have it, it wa 18C here this morning and for us that is close to freezing lol* - While logically I know it applies to me, I have a lot of trouble believing it . . .

Kahlia1981 06-08-2010 01:05 AM

*hugs Crimson* - Sorry missed you there . . .

MammaMia 06-08-2010 01:07 AM

*cuddles all*

You know we all care April & that I've read your r/v as we're chatting on fb. It'll get better sweet xx

Scarletdreamer 06-08-2010 01:13 AM

Thanks Hels, Crimson, Kahlia... *cuddles all*

Crimson, hon, what's up?? *extra cuddles*

PoisonedApple 06-08-2010 01:23 AM

primarily inner turmoil... getting over being sick too. i just feel super low. i'll be ok...

SoMuchMore 06-08-2010 01:45 AM

*hugs mark, kahlia, april, helen, and crimson*
Hang in there everyone. Sorry we are all feeling so low. My PM box is always open to any of you.

Trying to take some control right now. Control is a big thing for me.. so we'll see how this turns out.

Oh and about earlier, I know my sig says, I won't give up if you don't give up.... I guess i shouldn't turn into a hypocrite about that... its hard sometimes though.

MammaMia 06-08-2010 11:14 AM

Wow, very quiet in the ward....*worries*

*cuddles you all* Keep hanging in there, we won't always feel this bad :)

Doikers 06-08-2010 11:14 AM

OH Laura I wasn't calling you a hypocrite :S sorry if it came over that way :(

*Belatedly joins the big group hug*

shadowedsoul 06-08-2010 11:26 AM

Huggles everbody. Curls up in corner I feel so numb, sad and kind off lost, trying to keep busy so I don't think to much about it. Trying to remember the good times and how this person was not what she's like know.

Doikers 06-08-2010 11:53 AM

*Hugs Jill* Sorry you are feeling so crap, you WILL get to be that person that was not what she's like now again ( Make sense? )

*Hugs Helen* OOhh we posted at the same time , how are you today ?

shadowedsoul 06-08-2010 01:40 PM

Hugs and thanks mark. Curls up and crys just want to hide.

frenchhorn 06-08-2010 01:55 PM

*hugs you all* sorry everyone seems to be struggling, it will get better, keeping hanging on in there everyone, your all very special individual people who deserve to be happy.

nicole94 06-08-2010 02:37 PM

*cuddles everyone*

MammaMia 06-08-2010 02:51 PM

*cuddles everyone again*

I'm having a bad day >_< In epic amounts of pain. Least I made my best friend really really happy with my 'present' =P

nicole94 06-08-2010 02:55 PM

*cuddles helen gently* do you wanna talk? feel free to PM me.

Doikers 06-08-2010 02:56 PM

*Cuddles Nicole*

*Cuddles Helen* Glad you made your best friends day :) What was your "present" ? *Curious*

nicole94 06-08-2010 03:24 PM

*cuddles mark*

MammaMia 06-08-2010 03:55 PM

*cuddles you both*

Mark, I sent her some flowers ^_^

I just make some chocolate krispie cakes nom nom!!!!

Scarletdreamer 06-08-2010 04:00 PM

Hullo everyone... *cuddles*

Am at my parents' right now... fixing up some more chamomile tea (yey Mark!! :D)... relaxing. My sister is coming home for a few days & is stopping by my apartment in the afternoon, so I have to be home by a certain time, but it's nice being here for a little while anyway. :)

I'm really tired. Haven't texted my NP yet... not sure when/if I will. Ugh. I know I ought to be honest but it's so damn hard to be... :( She won't be happy at all that I had to go off the Tegretol... but now I'm going back on it so yey I guess??

*extra cuddles for everyone*

nicole94 06-08-2010 04:07 PM

*cuddles helen and april.* oooh, a nice cup of tea and some cake! i may have to make a cake now! lol

katnovia 06-08-2010 05:57 PM

hi everyone, how are you all?

Doikers 06-08-2010 06:11 PM

Hey Kat!!!*Hugs* How are you? I'm not sure how I am hmmm....

MammaMia 06-08-2010 06:11 PM

Hi Kat. I'm really low (as per), exhausted, cold, dizzy and in lots of pain. How are you lovely?

nicole94 06-08-2010 07:21 PM

*huggles everyone.* home alone tonight.......................... :(

shadowedsoul 06-08-2010 07:41 PM

Cuddles all, hmm feeling very numb and physically and mentally drained, really want stuff in my really life to go away. Curls up cries quietly.

MammaMia 06-08-2010 07:48 PM

I'm all alone too, but not in this house, please try stay safe Nicole *cuddles tight*

Doikers 06-08-2010 07:48 PM

*Huggles Nicole*

*Cuddles Jill*

*Huggles Helen* typing at the same time again :)

MammaMia 06-08-2010 07:53 PM

Just magical Mark :) Anyone want to make me a hot water bottle? :( Still in lots of pain :(

nicole94 06-08-2010 07:56 PM

*makes helen a hot water bottle and hands it to her* anyone wanna come all the way over to oxfordshire and keep me company for the night? lol

SoMuchMore 06-08-2010 08:04 PM

*hugs mark* i didnt think you were calling me a hypocrite. I was just saying that I shouldn't become one. No worries. How r u doing today?

*hugs jill* sorry that things are so crappy for you right now. Hang in there. Things will get easier eventually.

*hugs oliver* remember that you are included in what you said. You deserve to be happy too and are a very special individual :-)

*hugs helen and makes her another hot water bottle* sorry you're in so much pain. That was so nice of you to send your bestie some flowers! I bet it made her day.

*hugs april* I'm glad that you are back on your meds. You really should tell your NP about it though, I don't think she will be too mad at you. Hope you are having/had a nice time at your parents and have a good visit with your sister.

*hugs kat* hi! how have you been?

*hops a virtual airplane to visit nicole and keep her company* lol

My family is starting to question who I am typing to so much on my computer.. ugh, i hate when they question what I am doing. Going for dinner and drinks with a friend from high school tonight. Hopefully it'll be a good time... not too good though b/c i have to drive home afterwards lol

nicole94 06-08-2010 08:07 PM

*gets in a virtual taxi to meet laura from the airport, stopping on the way to check helens water bottles are still warm.*

MammaMia 06-08-2010 08:09 PM

*joins Laura in going to Nicole's :P*

Thanks for the hot water bottles, still haven't found mine yet =[

Scarletdreamer 06-08-2010 08:12 PM

*also joins Laura in going to Nicole's* :D We can have a fun time with tea and cake. :P

Am sooo tired... even took a nap (silly me) - am home now though.

*cuddles all*

SoMuchMore 06-08-2010 08:13 PM

lol i wish everyone could visit each other for real :-)

Scarletdreamer 06-08-2010 08:14 PM

That would totally rock my world.

Speaking of which, if Jarrod's in the army, we might go to Germany as a placement... which means... I can visit the folks I know in the UK!!! XD So beware... I might come toodling by one day. :P

Scarletdreamer 06-08-2010 08:18 PM

Ughh... my sister's supposed to be by any moment now... and my eyes are really heavy, hah, and Jarrod wants to hang out tonight before the raid on WoW... so... I'm going to have to stay awake somehow. Could someone pinch me, or give me caffeine that won't make me jittery & anxious?? :(

nicole94 06-08-2010 08:24 PM

awesome, so party at mine tonight then? lol

MammaMia 06-08-2010 08:24 PM

*cuddles everyone lots*

Doikers 06-08-2010 08:43 PM

That sounds like fun Laura , *Hugs* Drive safe :)

nicole94 06-08-2010 08:49 PM

*sits* the one time i ever think 'i need to use phone support i dont have any credit :(

Scarletdreamer 06-08-2010 09:19 PM

Argh!! Jarrod just walked in the door... and asked me if I've paid rent yet. Then went on to "berate" me and say that since I keep the checkbook in my purse, I should be the one to pay all of the bills, especially since I'm "the one who remembers." Honestly? Did he just get home? Did that just happen as soon as he ****ing walked in the door?

:crying: I may need to be the one who pays the bills, but seriously?! did he HAVE to start in on me after barely exchanging civilities?!

*hides in a hole and cries*

Doikers 06-08-2010 09:22 PM

*Hugs Nicole* Do you need to talk?

*Hugs April* Hmmm you don't need that , sorry:(

nicole94 06-08-2010 09:28 PM

*hugs mark* i really just need a proper hug, and you cant give me that i'm afraid, but thanks for trying. i just dont know whats going on, i just suddenly burst into tears! :(

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