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xxjuliexx 28-05-2010 08:33 AM

hi shadowedsoul i'm sorry ur day was/is bad *offers huggles*

shadowedsoul 28-05-2010 09:43 AM

hello hunni, thanks for the hugs,big bear hugs back, how
are you today?

xxjuliexx 28-05-2010 09:46 AM

i'm feeling much better

Doikers 28-05-2010 10:43 AM

Morning Ward mates :)
Hows is everyone today , My sister is visiting me in a bit , she texted me to say she was on her way so it will be nice to meet up with her :) then I have to go for supplies in town hmmm

Kahlia1981 28-05-2010 10:59 AM

*huggles/waves at everybody*

shadowedsoul: That sounds terrible. I'm sorry that all I can offer is some support and some *hugs*. Let me know if there's anyway I can help, please?

Julie: Glad to hear you are feeling better. Let's hope that continues hey? *huggles*

Mark: Yay for your sister visiting. I hope you enjoy your time with her. Just a quick question - is there a mistake in your signature? "sais" instead of "says" ? *hugs*

I am absolutely exhausted. I did quite a bit today. Lots of stuff on the computer to begin with, then travelling out to a shopping centre with my mother for lunch and to do some chores and the grocery shopping. After that it was to come back here and put all the shopping away and start getting things ready for dinner and also for my housemate's arrival home. After he got home - which he did much earlier than I expected - I spent a bit of time with him and one of our neighbours from the housing commission places came over. She was still over when I decided that I needed to start cooking our dinner so I did that, we ate and I organised things so that I can do the dishes tomorrow.

To be honest I'm not looking forward to tomorrow as I'm going to have to clean the entire flat on my own as my housemate is working again in the morning and my parents are coming around for dinner tomorrow night. *silently screams and pulls her hair out* If I'd known he was working tomorrow . . . . . . .

xxjuliexx 28-05-2010 11:09 AM

i'm going to sleep i have work at 7 am

MammaMia 28-05-2010 11:24 AM

*cuddles everyone*

Doikers 28-05-2010 11:31 AM

OOhh Kahlia , you're right about my signature *Feels stupid* I've corrected it , sais/says you can see how I got confused , Thanx for pointing it out *Hugs*

Doikers 28-05-2010 11:34 AM

Hey Julie *HUGS* I spot you :)

Scarletdreamer 28-05-2010 11:42 AM

*hides in her hole with a fleece blanket*

:'(

Doikers 28-05-2010 11:45 AM

*Hugs Up to April , Whats wrong? :(*

MammaMia 28-05-2010 11:53 AM

*hides in her spot & cries*

Doikers 28-05-2010 12:01 PM

*Hugs For Helen*

Scarletdreamer 28-05-2010 12:08 PM

*clings* :'(

I don't know anymore. I just don't. I... want to cut so badly. I didn't cut last night, so I guess that's a victory, but... it sure doesn't feel like it. :'( The urges are still there this morning and seeing the cuts on my leg is just even more triggering..... :crying: Sorry for being so pathetic...

On the upside, I have a 4 day weekend, essentially, since I'm working from home today and have Monday off for Memorial Day. But... I have to go in on my birthday (Tuesday), which means that the trip my bestie and I had planned has to be cancelled. :'( Or rescheduled... hopefully.

I just feel like **** this morning. :'( I'm sorry.....

How are you doing, Mark?

MammaMia 28-05-2010 12:38 PM

My cloak is doing well today lol :(

*cuddles Mark back & April*

Scarletdreamer 28-05-2010 12:45 PM

*cuddles Hels* I'm sorry I didn't reply to you, am not doing too well with replies as is obvious. >_< What's up, sweetie?

*hides in her hole in the warren* :'(

Doikers 28-05-2010 12:52 PM

April ,not cutting last night IS a totall victory . Perhaps you should put on trousers or a long skirt so you don't see the scars , I have long sleeves on and trousers and it keeps it from being a constant reminder.

I hope you can rescedule your trip with your bestie :) sounds like you two would have fun

I'm ok , did S.I. last night , was in a bad place ( mentally) , I'm fragile I guess is the right word for me today, sorry that sounds stupid :S

Scarletdreamer 28-05-2010 01:08 PM

I'm sorry you're feeling fragile, Mark... I totally know the feeling. *cuddles gently* I'm sorry that you cut but I'm glad that you took care of it. :) Please make sure to keep it clean and the bandage unstuck from it, but you know that... *hugs*

I'm currently wearing sweats and a tshirt but *cough might be TMI* whenever I go to the restroom I see the cuts anyway, as they're on my hip/thigh. :-/ So I don't know how to avoid that. :-S

I just want today to be over with... :-S

MammaMia 28-05-2010 01:24 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Scarletdreamer (Post 2321988)
*cuddles Hels* I'm sorry I didn't reply to you, am not doing too well with replies as is obvious. >_< What's up, sweetie?

I didn't say it because of you honey, never mind why I said it, not important. I'm sorry you're struggling so much *cuddles tight*

Doikers 28-05-2010 01:41 PM

*Hugs April*

Doikers 28-05-2010 01:54 PM

It's lonely in here on my own..........sorry just being insecure.

Scarletdreamer 28-05-2010 02:06 PM

Yeh Mark, I understand what you mean. :( I hate it when I'm the only one in here, it feels like I'm the only one in a large building and am so lonely... if that makes sense and doesn't sound too "kooky." Heh. How are you doing? *cuddles*

*cuddles Hels* Well, I'm glad that it wasn't me at least... :) And I sure that whatever you had to say was important. ♥

one_step_closer 28-05-2010 02:09 PM

*hugs everyone*

Scarletdreamer 28-05-2010 02:10 PM

*hugs Lindsay back & spies Jill* How are you both doing today?

one_step_closer 28-05-2010 02:12 PM

Not too good, I really wish that I was dead.

How are you?

Doikers 28-05-2010 02:13 PM

That makes sense April .
I'm coping.
Not doing well but coping.
Just ug , preocupied about the result of the medical and I am going to have to wait weeks yet grr.

There was a knock at my door and it was my houseing SW , to say he was sorry he didn'tcontact me and didn't come ,and I was the only one he didn't inform!(that doesn't make me feel good about myself like ,oh Mark, he doesn't matter :S) a 2 minute phone call is all it would have taken .
and he is away next week so can't come then and will come the week after hmmm
I don't know what to eat for dinner , I feel I ought to make something but I could just be lazy and have cereal , no energy or motivation to do anything *Sigh* 20 minute nap first I think I need. am achey.

shadowedsoul 28-05-2010 02:13 PM

Argh this sucks people are just pissing me off today at
work up stairs in the staffroom and I feel so like I
really don't want to be here,want 6 to come around
before I end up doing something to myself cause that
is were it is heading.

MammaMia 28-05-2010 02:14 PM

*cuddles everyone lots*

shadowedsoul 28-05-2010 02:32 PM

Hi April, not doing great feeling very triggered want to
cut badly can't seam to get stuiped thoughts out of my
head, kind of sinking fast today. Really had enough.

taz35 28-05-2010 03:01 PM

*hugs everyone tightly*

Doctor appointment in one hour. Damndamndamn.
Will do individual replies after.

MammaMia 28-05-2010 03:10 PM

Good luck with your appointment sweetheart.

one_step_closer 28-05-2010 03:22 PM

Good luck, i'm thinking about you.

Scarletdreamer 28-05-2010 03:40 PM

Best of luck, Taz. *huggles*

Mark, I'm glad that you're coping but sorry that you feel ****. :( *cuddles* Hope the nap helps...

Jill, sorry you're feeling **** too, wish I could help more but I'm in a pretty crap place myself. :( *huggles*

*cuddles everyone else who wants them*
*spies a Hels and gives her an extra-special cuddle* :)

MammaMia 28-05-2010 04:50 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Scarletdreamer 28-05-2010 04:53 PM

*spies Hels, Mark, & Crimson*
*cuddles them all - group huggle time!!*

How are you all doing now?

I just got off WoW... it was a nice distraction but I still feel like I HAVE to cut, can't get around that feeling... ugh. :-S

And I'm still ill although not as badly. Stuffy nose and slight cough is all. Whew... I'm glad I'm getting better. :) Birthday's on Tuesday & even though I have to work (boo hiss!!) it still should be nice.

Stapling stuff and folding it (pamplets/booklets) is all done. Woohoo. :)

*hides in her hole trying not to cry*

PoisonedApple 28-05-2010 04:56 PM

I have no idea how I'm going to make it through 5 hours at the front desk this morning. I can't come on here from there and I dunno if I can deal alone today.
I fail....
I'm sorry.
*hugs everyone*
We'll see how it goes.

Scarletdreamer 28-05-2010 04:57 PM

*cuddles Crimson* You're not a fail, sweetie... what's going on that makes you feel like you can't get through it alone? And anyway, even if you can't post on here, know that you are in our thoughts/prayers, 'k? *more cuddles* ♥

Doikers 28-05-2010 05:07 PM

Crimson , you are not a fail , You are a great person :)

risenfromperdition 28-05-2010 05:44 PM

*cuddles everyone who wants*

Doikers 28-05-2010 06:00 PM

*Cuddles Heather*

risenfromperdition 28-05-2010 06:05 PM

*cuddles more* =]

Doikers 28-05-2010 06:10 PM

How are you Heather?

MammaMia 28-05-2010 07:00 PM

*cuddles everyone lots and lots*

xxjuliexx 28-05-2010 07:08 PM

*yawns* morning

SoMuchMore 28-05-2010 07:09 PM

*pops in for a quick hug session*

Its my sister high school graduation today. And i'm going to be seeing a lot of people from my class that have little siblings. I'm not sure i'm ready for all this, but we'll see how it goes. I'm happy for my sister though, its exciting for her to be able to go off to uni.

shadowedsoul 28-05-2010 07:15 PM

Whoa today was shitty from start to finish, so glad it over
manged to stop myself from cutting, still feeling like I want
to play in traffic, just feel noithing, just numb want to cut
so I know I'm still alive. as stuiped as it sounds.

xxjuliexx 28-05-2010 07:19 PM

*cuddles shadowedsoul* not stupid hunny

PoisonedApple 28-05-2010 07:35 PM

Quote:

*cuddles Crimson* You're not a fail, sweetie... what's going on that makes you feel like you can't get through it alone? And anyway, even if you can't post on here, know that you are in our thoughts/prayers, 'k? *more cuddles* ♥
If it wasn't for the fact I knew no one else would be here to cover Ra being out today and Ri being on part time I don't think I would have even bothered getting out of bed this morning. I just feel like crap. And when I feel like crap I hang around different places on RYL.

Quote:

Crimson , you are not a fail , You are a great person :)
Thx but I don't feel great.

*huggles Mark and April*
I s'pose I'll finish my break after a trip to the vending machine...

*hugs left for wardmates*

Doikers 28-05-2010 09:05 PM

*Hugs Shadowedsoul, Crimson, Julie, Laura and Helen*

Doikers 28-05-2010 09:22 PM

Right , I've finally worked up the nerve to take off my dressing and Look at my cut I made , I won't go into how it physically feels for risk of triggering anyone but I am going to un-dress it , clean it , go straight to bed and hopefully tomorow will be better , no medicals causing me stress, No urges and if urges no acting on them the best I can.

Goodnight , Morning , afternoon wardies :)

*Group Hug*


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