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Doikers 16-05-2010 02:23 PM

Scoots up next to Julie , are you sure you're fine ?

Doikers 16-05-2010 02:54 PM

I think I am going for a nap , I need my mind to over thinking / triggering me :S

taz35 16-05-2010 02:58 PM

*hugs everyone* I missed another 3 pages :( I hope everyone's doing alright!

Julie - I always use "I'm fine" as a cover for "I'm not okay"... are you sure you're alright? *gives special squishy teddy*

*gives Mark a fluffy pillow* Have a good nap Mark, hopefully your mind won't bother you as much after :(

CrazyHayley 16-05-2010 04:11 PM

Hmm, twas a busy period going on there for a while, not so much now it seems...I'll play WoW for a bit, then check back in on you all later. Thinking of you all and leaving germ free huggles for those who want them.

wildly insane 16-05-2010 04:48 PM

okay I would appreciate it if my head would stop being so horrible to me now. I sometimes forget when I get a few good days that this is part of my life and then it all starts up again.

*hugs Hayley* hope the germs all explode and you get better soon

*hugs Mark* hope the nap helps

*offers a little huggle to anyone who wants one

sometimes I use "I'm fine" to convince myself as much as anyone else. Julie if you wanna we're here to listen

April, I hope things get resolved, if they don't then please don't let them beat you up

MammaMia 16-05-2010 05:57 PM

*comes in, cuddles everyone and resumes hiding*

Doikers 16-05-2010 06:02 PM

*Hugs Helen*
I Overnaped . oops should make getting to sleep tonight a hoot :S

I spot a Kat! Hey :) *Hugs*

MammaMia 16-05-2010 06:04 PM

*cuddles Mark*

I'm scared of being let down tonight. Hmmmm!!!

Doikers 16-05-2010 06:06 PM

Awww Helen , I have read all the posts but I must have missed what you are doing tonight :S Sorry . I really hope tonight go's smoothly for you tonight :)

MammaMia 16-05-2010 06:09 PM

I haven't mentioned it til now, that's why :P

frenchhorn 16-05-2010 06:11 PM

*cuddles all*
*wonders off to a corner on his own where no one can find him*

katnovia 16-05-2010 06:22 PM

*pops up from behind the table where she was hiding* how'd you spot me there mark!? *hugs back*

Doikers 16-05-2010 06:33 PM

What is going on tonight Helen? Sorry if I'm prying:S

*Hugs Oliver*How are you?

*Hugs Kat* How's your weekend going?

SoMuchMore 16-05-2010 06:38 PM

*walks in, punches a wall, and then leaves so that nobody has to deal with me*

*leaves a plate of no-calorie cookies on the table to show that i am not angry with any of you*

nicole94 16-05-2010 06:54 PM

*hides*

MammaMia 16-05-2010 06:55 PM

Oh just a video call, been moved to tomorrow. Least I know I'll have their full attention aha :S *sighs*

*hides*

Doikers 16-05-2010 06:59 PM

*Hugs Nicole and Laura*
TY for the cookies Laura :)

katnovia 16-05-2010 07:01 PM

*mumbles and mutters a pathetic excuse for a response and buries herself under a pile of duvets*

nicole94 16-05-2010 07:06 PM

*hugs mark* i feel crap. :(

Doikers 16-05-2010 07:07 PM

Hmmmm Kat , you ok ?

OH Nicole , whats up?

katnovia 16-05-2010 07:07 PM

*shakes head*

MammaMia 16-05-2010 07:08 PM

Fine.

nicole94 16-05-2010 07:11 PM

just really triggerd, feel guilty about last night, and am MAJORLY panicking about GCSEs

Doikers 16-05-2010 07:13 PM

Wanna talk about it Kat?

Hmmm Helen , the f word again , you wanna talk too ?

katnovia 16-05-2010 07:16 PM

Mark: I dont know what it is that means i'm not okay... I think it might be that i started reading the diocesen document on child abuse today and 'those' words affected the girls a lot.

Helen: That F word has been making a lot of appearences in the ward recently. We're here Helen, if you want to expand on 'fine' at all *hugs*

Nicole: sorry you're feeling triggered. *huggles* what's got you hun?

nicole94 16-05-2010 07:20 PM

i dont know :( i just feel so crap :(

MammaMia 16-05-2010 07:34 PM

*cuddles everyone*

I'm sorry. My patience & temper is bit thin right now. I didn't say fine meaning I'm fine. I meant as in, fine, I can't be bothered to post etc if people are going to ignore mine. Yes I know we're moving bit fast but still.

Sorry, that's horrible of me.

nicole94 16-05-2010 07:43 PM

*hugs helen extra tight* i promise i wont ignore you. do you wanna talk?

MammaMia 16-05-2010 07:49 PM

*cuddles Nicole tight* What's the point in sounding like a broken record :(

xxjuliexx 16-05-2010 08:01 PM

morning...

nicole94 16-05-2010 08:06 PM

*hugs helen* because it will help to get it off your chest? do you wanna PM me?

katnovia 16-05-2010 08:13 PM

what's the video call about helen hunny? If you don't mind me being nosey.

*sends laura seeking hugs after laura*

Julie: morning hun. how are you?

Nicole: i'm sorry you feel crappy *cuddles*

xxjuliexx 16-05-2010 08:38 PM

i'm tired as hell

how r u and rosie and amy and 'miel

MammaMia 16-05-2010 08:43 PM

Nicole, true. But it's nothing new as such. Will probably PM you. Hm.

Kat, I was going to have a video call on MSN with my best friend this evening. We used to do them daily but rarely do anymore, so to organise one & stick to me, is very special. But we've changed it to tomorrow. Does that make sense now??

*cuddles everyone*

xxjuliexx 16-05-2010 08:46 PM

*smells self* wow ok i need to shower lol

katnovia 16-05-2010 09:05 PM

Helen: Yup, makes perfect sense, thanks for explaining hun. I hope you really enjoy it tommorrow. *cuddles*

Julie: I'm tired too, constantly tired. Rosie & Amy are upset cos I wouldn't buy them a bunny rabbit today, even though I really wanted to. Rosie really loved the bunny. ''miel has been about a while, he's quiet though and hasn't said anything much. I think we're going through another realisation of another alter.

xxjuliexx 16-05-2010 09:26 PM

ok i meed to go make myself eat breakfast

katnovia 16-05-2010 09:38 PM

ok julie. Take care.

I'm going to take myself off to bed now. feeling sick. I hope everyone is okay tonight. *leaves a big bowl of redgrapes on the table*

Scarletdreamer 16-05-2010 09:58 PM

*cuddles Hels and other ignored-feeling people* I'm sorry, Hels, hon, that you had to reschedule the video chat. :( That has got to suck, especially when it's so special to you. I'm sorry I didn't post a response, haven't been feeling great mentally and feel like I don't deserve support or anything, so haven't been posting as much. But anyway *extra-special April cuddles*

People on FB are telling me that all I need to do is find another therapist and lean on my support network more. WTF?! IRL, I only have two people to lean on for support - Jarrod and my bestie - and Jarrod is struggling himself with stuff and my bestie isn't always available. I have people I can call but that's not the same as face-to-face and plus there's usually a time difference involved. :'( I know I need res, that's the only way I'll take recovery seriously, but maybe I am wrong? maybe I don't NEED it and maybe a weekly session with a therapist would be enough? :-S

*hides* :'(

xxjuliexx 16-05-2010 10:05 PM

i didnt end up having breakfast which is bad of me *sigh*

Doikers 16-05-2010 10:57 PM

I 'm sorry you felt ignored Helen , I wasn't ignoring you on purpose :S

April , res means Residential? If so then I think you really need to make a serious Pro and con list *Thinks this was Olivers Idea* and Think a LOT about it . Yes , its a commitment but the rewards could be immense , make sense?

Julie * Night time Hugs * Try and have a little to eat mate :) Have a brunch!:)

*Hugs Kat* Hmmm I'mm sorry you went to bed feeling sick :(. Thankyou for the red grapes me likes a lot! A LOT. :)

I've just got off a WoW Session , almost level 11 Crimson and April might like to know , Hayley was there , she is so learned in the art of WoW , she teachs me tons.

My meds should be kicking in so Night all , sweet dreams :)

Scarletdreamer 16-05-2010 11:04 PM

G'night Mark, pleasant dreams... *cuddles*

Oh, and grats on level 11!! :D That's exciting. My druid is halfway through level 12 now... lol. I am totally an "altoholic," haven't played on my 80 in forever it feels like. Which isn't good, but oh well.

I'm so tired......... :'(

xxjuliexx 16-05-2010 11:48 PM

*hugs april then tucks mark then april into there beds* i'm on my phone

Scarletdreamer 17-05-2010 12:11 AM

Thanks Julie. :) I won't be going to bed yet for a bit but thanks for the tuck-up, feels good to be cuddled into my ward bed. *cuddles*

How is everyone doing? Sorry I didn't do (m)any individual replies, am not feeling that great, very anxious. Per usual, I suppose.

*cuddles all who want them*

Scarletdreamer 17-05-2010 12:28 AM

updated r/v thread............

*hides in comfy ward bed, pulling the blankets up over her head*

frenchhorn 17-05-2010 12:54 AM

*cuddles all* sorry I have been usless at individual replies and just generally posting in here generally recently, I have been reading though and sending big cuddles to you all.

I have been house hunting all evening on the internet and found 4 to view with my friends, but I took a sleeping pil about 3 hours ago and I'm still wide awake, why does medication not bloody work and my chest is bloody killing me from binding, but in a trangst stage at the moment so can't take it off.

sorry shouldnt moan, stupid boy
*disappears into a deep, dark hole*

Kahlia1981 17-05-2010 02:29 AM

*offers everyone hugs then digs deep hole and disappears down it*

taz35 17-05-2010 03:14 AM

*hugs everyone, steals some red grapes, and hides in a corner*

xxjuliexx 17-05-2010 03:28 AM

*lays on the floor*

frenchhorn 17-05-2010 03:30 AM

*hugs Taz, Julie and Kahlia*
*disappears back into his hole*


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